Dear The Ex
The Long Court

Before my two children left for school, I held them close, for in fact my greatest strength was that of them, their smiles and gazes of love were able to overcome the bitterness of the life I was living

"Mama really want to break up with papa?" ask Meka when I hold her

I didn't answer just crouching in front of him, clutching his body tightly while rubbing his back many times

"If you break up with me, it means we don't have any more papa, ma?"

I took off my crib on Meka and switched to holding Bobbi's hand

"No dear, papa will continue to be your papa, until anytime"

Meka and Bobbi were silent, I'm sure they didn't understand what was really going on between me and their papa

The sound of their car engine roar forced me to stand up and drive them into the car

I smiled as I waved at the two cars that were clawing once before finally passing from before me

With a deep breath I entered the house, climbed up and took a shower

At eight o'clock in the morning I was tidy and ready to leave when in front of the car again there was the sound of a horn

"Oh my God, let alone this." I complained because the horn was the sound of my car horn.

I lazily came down from above, walking sluggishly as I descended the stairs

The sound of knocking on the door in front only I replied with a small shout, for the ones outside to be patiently waiting for me

Opening the door, I answered the greeting my mother-in-law said

His attitude is still unchanged, still warm clutching my body even though soon I am no longer his daughter-in-law

"Are you ready for Ntan?"

I smiled stiffly at my mother-in-law while letting them all in

"Your mother's court, too?" I asked while sitting near my mother-in-law who kept holding my hand

My mother-in-law nodded and I saw a stroke of sadness in her eyes

"I'm sorry Intan, ma" I said

I heard the sound of a deep breath from my in-laws and Mbak Sari

"Didn't that intention you mengantungkan Ntan, enough Arif sentenced to prison do not you divorce"

I tried to smile at my mother-in-law's words

"Between the two of us can not be together anymore ma, I am not the type mas Arif, I can not be happy the birth of his bathin, I am colossal, hick, geeky, geeky, not as pretty as I wanted by Mas Arif"

"I must not be selfish ma, mas Arif wants a wife according to his wishes and I can not fulfill that, that's why I let go of mas Arif"

"Now Arif mas no longer need to bother doing prohibited relations because between us will soon be separated, continue mas Arif need not be overshadowed the guilt of betraying me, no need to hide anymore, no need to hide, arif can be free"

After saying that I patted the back of my mother-in-law's hand, tried to strengthen her and asked her to understand my condition

"Once again I'm sorry ma, pa. Because I let you all down, but rest assured I will not forget the kindness of you all, thank you for accepting me to be your daughter-in-law all this time, sorry for my lack"

My mother-in-law immediately grabbed me and immediately cried sobbing

Want to not want me to sniff too. However, I felt sad to see my mother-in-law crying, the mother-in-law who had been kind to me all this time, who had been willing to accept me as I was

"The trial's in an hour, let's go now, come on!" said my father-in-law who made my mother-in-law take off her arms to me and rubbed her face rough

"No need to go, I'm on the bike"

"Is your family coming?"

I shook my head

"Same father my mother gave it all to me, my brother had to be in service and my sister went to school, so I was alone, but that's okay because that way I can make my father and my mother not growled when they see Arif mas"

My two in-laws took a deep breath at my words, then my mother-in-law took me back until I finally got on the bike

At first I was in front, but since I was riding the bike, so I was more nimble than the car my father-in-law was driving, that's why I left them with the first press, first, until I get to court first

I didn't have to wait long because my divorce trial started. And back like yesterday the day after tomorrow, Arif came escorted by two policemen

Even when the trial was advised that we maintain our household, but mediation failed because I continued to want to continue the divorce even though Arif insisted he did not want to divorce from me

Finally the trial was postponed for two more weeks and Arif was brought out of the courtroom

I only took a deep breath when I saw my mother-in-law hugging Arif while crying

Likewise, when I returned from the trial, I prefer to go home first and say goodbye to my two in-laws and brother-in-law

A long series of trials I had to go through. Three days after the divorce trial, I was reunited with Arif in his adultery case with Mirna

Even this time, four witnesses were presented and all gave their testimony so that it was easier for Mr. Beni to break the defense of lawyer mas Arif if I was guilty of this

To reinforce the justification of my defense, Beni to give evidence of Arif's affair with other women when he was at home with me

"So the defendant is indeed a noble hobby of cheating, even though he is one roof with his wife" said Mr. Beni when giving his phone to the father of the judge so that the father of the judge members saw for themselves the video footage of the affair Arif that I got from Mario

And the trial was again adjourned next week, and two days later I was back at Mirna's trial

Jlika can be honest, I really hate to see the young girl who is currently sitting with her head lowered

Again I was asked the question of whether I knew Mirna or not, everything I answered straightforwardly, until our first meeting in the early hours of the morning, until we met again in front of her house, until he met again when he was perverted with mas Arif

During the hearing, Mirna answered nervously every question the public prosecutor asked, and she confessed to everything I said

And I smiled cynically when Mirna confessed that she was consumed by seduction and sweet promises mas Arif, so the courtroom immediately boisterously low to hear the answer

As I glanced at her parents Mirna, there was a hint of pity in my heart when I saw the two of them looking down their heads

"Wicked you mas, you used the innocence of the village girl for your lust" my inner self

As Mirna was about to be taken out of the courtroom because the trial was delayed by two more weeks, I walked quickly towards the two policemen who were about to take her

Mirna lowered her head again as I stood in front of her

"Have Mas Arif take responsibility for his actions as you are" I said, clasping his shoulders tightly

Mirna lifted her face and I saw her face wet and looked at my eyes wistfully

"Me and Arif are getting a divorce, we're getting a divorce. And you have the right to claim responsibility because mas Arif has ruined your future" I added

Mirna was sobbing at my words

"I love Arif for you Mirna, marry him"

While saying so I was actually strengthening my own heart, I honestly did not sincerely give Arif mas to anyone, but I have to do this, I have to do, because I wouldn't be happy anymore if I had to live with Mas Arif, and I don't want Mirna to be a girl not a virgin anymore because of mas Arif

I want Mirna's parents not to be ashamed of their son's actions if Arif marries their child