Dear The Ex
My Decision

I quickly wiped away my tears when I heard the screams from Meka and Bobbi

My two children immediately ran towards me and I made sure that there were no more tears on my face

"Have son?" I asked while smiling at them

Meka and Bobbi nodded then quickly the two took my hands together, then we headed towards the parking lot

It was almost an hour later that we got home because we had stopped by the diner

As soon as I got home I asked Meka and Bobbi to rest, as well as me, I immediately went into my room, get on the bed and immediately drown my face in the pillow and scream as loud as I can

I continued to cry to my satisfaction, the insults and mockery of Tasya was so imprinted in my heart, that I felt really hurt

Maybe because of the slow crying I finally fell asleep and just woke up when it was late afternoon

After taking a bath I took my two children to my parents' house, at first I only chatted lightly while waiting for Maghrib, and my two children told me how enthusiastic they were when they met their father earlier

At first my mother seemed to look astonished at me, but I explained to her, however, mas Arif was the father of Meka and Bobbi, despite the bad nature of betraying me and now wanting to sell our house

Until finally I spoke seriously to both of my parents when my sister took Meka and Bobbi for a walk

"I want to cancel my wedding Dad"

My mom and dad were shocked and looked at me in surprise

I just took a breath in seeing their gazes at me

"What's the problem?" ask my mom

I took a breath in hearing my mother's question

"It's impossible if there's no serious problem" my mother continued

"Both Mario's sisters don't like me the book." I answered in the end with a wistful tone.

I finally told my parents how Tasya and Raisa treated me, from the beginning I met at Mario's parents' house until Tasya called when I was on the toilet

I saw the flat reaction of my mother and father

"That's why mom and dad told you to think about it yesterday" replied my dad.

I could only lower my head as my father and mother advised me

"Are you sure you want to cancel your wedding?" my father asked back after he had long advised me

I nodded slowly

"I can't marry a man whose family members don't like me, let alone insult and accuse me of being a no-no" I replied

"I don't want to eat heart by living with a model-in-law so, better before it's too late so I choose to withdraw from Mario's life. What his two younger siblings said was true, I'm just as Mario isn't on the same level, so it's only natural that his two younger siblings don't like me"

A heavy breath of my mother heard my answer

"Have you talked to Mario?"

I shook my head

"I spoke to my mother and father first, only after getting permission from my father will I talk to Mario"

My mom and dad took a deep breath, and both took a deep breath

"Dad can not force Ntan, because all that will live is you, we as parents can only give advice and support, but it's good you think with a cool head, but it's good you think with a cool head, do not let your decision you will regret it later"

It was my turn to take a deep breath to hear my father's words

"Think carefully, son, don't be rash" it was my mother's turn to add

Back I nodded my head, and when my two children came home from the streets I came home

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I walked over to the phone I put on the table, because it was ringing

I saw on the screen the name Mario. With a slight deep breath I received his call

"Bukain door Ntan, I'm ahead now"

I walked over to the light switch and turned on the light I had just turned off, I glanced at the clock hanging on the wall, at half-nine, less than five minutes

Immediately I walked towards the door and opened the door. When the door opens, Mario's face appears with a smile

"Oh my God, his smile.." My mind looked at the smile on Mario's clean face.

Mario came in, although I didn't let him. And immediately walk towards the living room

"What kind of quiet shit, what kind of kids?" ask her while sitting

"Follow my brother to the mall, the streets he said"

Mario ber O long while looking mangosteen, while I walked towards the back and reappeared with cold water and a jar of onion nuts

I'm sitting face to face with Mario, things I haven't done since we were fiancees

And I saw a look of wonder in Mario's eyes when I saw him sitting in front of me

"Have you slept?" asked Mario who seemed to want to melt the stiff atmosphere because I had been silent since

"You mad?" he asked while sitting near me

I shifted my seat so that Mario could sit, but I did not turn my head towards Mario who was staring deeply at me

"Same me, what happened" it seems Mario's patience ran out because since I just kept silent not responding to him, until now he pulled my shoulder and made me face him

I could only take a deep breath while looking at him

"I want us to break up Yo" I said softly as I unblinkingly looked into her eyes

Mario smiled bitterly while shaking his head as soon as he heard my words

"I'm sorry I let you down once again." I said with all my might to keep my tears from breaking.

Mario released his hand that had been holding both of my shoulders, rubbed his face roughly, breathed a long sigh and looked down deeply

"Maybe we're in too much of a rush to re-establish our relationship, we don't know if our environment has changed, unlike when we we weave our love story first"

Mario is still down, and now puts his hands together on his nose

Not getting an answer from her, I finally chose to lean my body on the sofa and look towards her who seemed to still be in shock

"You do not know what you just said, hmmm?" tanyanya turned towards me

I took a deep breath and nodded my head

"No, I don't want to break up with you!"

I grinned bitterly at Mario's words and returned his hand grip to my hand

"Mario, beat me up!" I said pulling his hand back rubbing his face rough

"Our relationship cannot be continued, there are too many risks if we are together"

Mario shook his head and threw his face out of my sight

"You can find a woman who is so much more everything than me, I'm sure you can get her, even this second I'm sure you can get her"

"Intan, if I want to find a woman who is far above you it has been a long time since I got, but there is no woman like you.....!!!"

I shook my head

"There is nothing special in me so you are this crazy Mario!!!. Out there are many girls whose beauty is far from mine, whose wealth is far above that of my parents, whose popularity far exceeds mine, so for what you pursue me, I am a widow of two children, whose life will soon be more difficult because the house will be sold"

"I don't want you to be miserable for marrying me, so I beg you, find another woman, who is more everything than I am"

Mario threw out his face and breathed a long breath

"Tell me the truth, what's the biggest reason you want to cancel our marriage?"

I was silent and immediately nervous

"Because of my two sisters, right???"

I was speechless to hear his question, especially now that Mario was staring intently at me