Dear The Ex
I Follow Your Way

My eyes narrowed in anger when I saw Arif walking towards me with a field officer

When he sat down, not a word came out of my mouth to greet him

I just looked sharply at him without making a sound, until finally Arif sat down I still looked sharply at him

"Ma...?" greetings Arif that I did not answer at all, I still look at him with a sharp face that I bend

Mas Arif sat in front of me, trying to smile but his smile still did not manage to make my face turn friendly

"I haven't been here long, and I'm sure I know what I'm here for"

Still mas Arif put a smile on his face hearing my cynical speech

"What does it mean to sell our house, hem?"

The smile on Arif's face suddenly disappeared with a shocked look mixed with tension

"Pardon you, yes, do not bother yesterday I was silent and accept not you for the money of the sale of the car, then now you want to sell our house"

"But you still do not walk anyway mas?, has your brain been reduced due to a long time in prison?"

I saw that Arif could only swallow his saliva hearing my cynical speech

"Pass my body if you want to sell the house, until whenever I will defend the house" furious I held back and mas Arif still silent

"Still want to say if making the house all gold?, huhhh, I don't think you're petty in the way of your mind mas, remember the mas was a shared treasure, including the car yesterday, I didn't think, but I tried positive thinking because I thought I needed the money a lot more than I did, although actually mas also know, that both kids need the cost of living too"

"But I demand not a dime at all, let the money be taken all by the gold, and now without the wind without rain suddenly the same mother came, and tell me if I want to sell the kids' house"

"Jawab mas don't just be quiet, I know you're not deaf but deaf, and hopefully this deaf mas is made-up instead of deaf because it was pounded with other prisoners"

Mas Arif tried to smile at my last words and I was still as I was, still angry

"Indeed, I was planning to sell the house, because what, would you like to know why?"

I looked questioningly at Mas Arif who still seemed relaxed in response to my anger

"Because you want to get married and you don't want another man to come into our house"

My mouth gaped at the answer that was beyond my prediction

"That's why I think we'd better sell the house, so that no one else would live in the house but us"

I shook my head in disbelief at Arif's words, as powerful as I could force my brain to think clearly in response to his words that were completely difficult for me to accept

"Crazy are you." I said frustratedly staring in disbelief at him

"I didn't expect this short-sighted way of thinking mas, but I should have realized that it was a short-sighted mas, I'm still not sure if the person who used to be a part of my life will be this assessment"

"That's not how Ma meant me" said mas Arif trying to pull my hand which I quickly clap

"Enough mas, don't have much to say anymore, I already understand, very understand" I replied as I stood up immediately

And mas Arif also stood up quickly and immediately chased after my steps that left him

"Ma beat me up, it's all for our good"

"We?, we don't have any more words mas, we're nobody anymore, we're over, and okay I'm going to sell the house as you wish, and as long as you know, the money will not be handed over to me, buying and selling must be through me, not through mas let alone old man mas, understand?"

I saw Arif swallowing his saliva and looking at me with a tense face

"Now you see how I act mas" I added, pushing her chest away from me

After that I turned around and continued my path, leaving the Arif mas who looked at the nelangsa at me

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As soon as I got home, I immediately went up to my room, locked the door and cried

Honestly, I don't want this house for sale, so many bitter sweet memories in this house, I'm pregnant with my two children in this house, too, but now I want to sell it just for the reason I'm getting married, and he doesn't want any strangers coming into our house.

My tears were flowing and there was pain in my chest to find that finally the house that I and my children had been living in had to be released for sale

I wiped my tears after a long time of crying, took my phone and contacted Mario

"Where are you and the kids?"

"At my mom's house, what's up?"

"I've come home from the rag, you're here for a minute, but don't bring the kids"

"Okay, I'm there now"

I took a deep breath, walked out of the room and immediately walked towards the front when I heard Mario's motorbike

Mario immediately grabbed me when I opened the door. And I didn't resist when Mario clenched and kissed the top of my head

"Here, tell me everything's the same as me" said Mario as he led me to the sofa

While sobbing I told him all what happened in the field earlier, and back at the end of my story Mario clenched and rubbed my back

"If you really mind this house for sale, I'll buy this house for us to live in" replied Mario when I was still sobbing in his arms.

My crying broke and I tightened my grip on her to hear what she had just said.

"No Yo, I don't want you to buy this house just because you feel sorry for me"

Mario pulled my body from his arms, looking at me seriously

"It's not pity, it's love. I love you too much, so I don't want you to be sad"

I'm shaking.

"This time I will follow the flow of the game mas Arif, he wants this house for sale, okay I will sell, but I assure you that I'll get the same parts as him unlike he sold the car yesterday"

I caught a surprise stroke in Mario's eyes to hear my words, then I told him how the car sales process yesterday that I did not get the part just because I did not pay a dime of the car financing

Mario smiled bitterly while shaking his head at my story

"Dear, treasure can be sought, later when we are married, all my houses, cars, and other possessions are our possessions, and In Shaa Alloh I won't act like Arif did you"

My tears flowed back and Mario grabbed me

Until finally a week later after establishing my heart and hearing the advice of my parents and brother, I started making advertisements of our home offers on my social media accounts

Someone has asked about the price even though there is no deal until finally my post is shared by many other friends to facilitate the conduct of our home

And I didn't expect my post to be read by Tasya and Raisa until they finally contacted me after a long time they didn't call and text me again