DIARY RIRIN
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Can I live my full life. This pain that I think is growing, living between my spines is like a caterpillar trapped in it. There is no figurative word capable of equating content in the soul..

"Rilen...." Shouted the Goddess to call out, Ririn was surprised by the shrill cry of the Goddess.

"Why are you screaming that?" Ask Ririn.

"Hehehe no papa Rin. Oh yeah how is your mom still the same way she treats you?" The Goddess asked back.

Ririn just quietly did not want to answer the question of the Goddess because for him whatever happened to him enough he knows. Not that Ririn does not believe in her surroundings but she is not pitied if anyone knows about her life.

The goddess who knew that Ririn would not share her life story immediately switched the conversation "oh yes Rin yesterday I saw Bima as you fought again, what is the problem again?" Ask Goddess.

"Ah that's wi, usual wi she wants me out of my current job. He said he didn't like me working in a gini-rich place" explained Ririn. The goddess only understood. Many things are hidden that have not been able to understand about the life of her best friend Ririn.

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Currently Ririn is busy serving many cafe visitors, so he forgot his promise to meet Bima at lunchtime. Bima spread her gaze outwards while waiting for Ririn. After 30 minutes passed Ririn never came Bima also immediately moved to leave his place. When going out of the cafe where he sat, he saw that there was a Goddess who was eating alone. Bima does know the Goddess because Dewi is a friend of her lover Ririn. Bima also approached the Goddess and greeted her.

"Hay Wi, are you eating alone not the same as Ririn?" Ask Bima basa stale.

"Eh Bim you are here, yes I am alone because Ririn is busy serving cafe visitors so we will replace it. I had to tell Ririn to have lunch first but she didn't want to" explained Dewi.

Bima nodded in understanding "i can join lunch as you can't?" Ask Bima again.

"Oh yes have lunch with me" said Dewi allow. Finally Bima and Dewi also eat while joking.

Finished eating Dewi was permission to return to work on Bima "yes already Bim I first ya. Want to continue the work on the matter" permission Goddess.

"Oh okay. Oh yes Wi, I asked for your contact huh?" Pinta Milky. The goddess nodded in agreement and pulled out her phone. After Bima recorded the contact number of the Goddess, Dewi was immediately ready to return to where she worked. Bima saw the departure of the Goddess and somehow she felt comfortable at the same time Dewi. 'why do I feel comfortable when you Wi, or maybe I like you? But you're Ririn's best friend and there's no way I'm betraying Bima's inner Ririn. Bima looked for Ririn's contact and contacted her immediately,

"Halo Rin.." said Bima

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"Yes, no papa. No need to come here Rin, I had lunch first was the same as me" explained Bima

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Just now Ririn was about to leave suddenly her phone vibrated, after seeing the screen of her phone it turned out that Bima who contacted her Ririn immediately lifted her up.

^^^"Hello Rin.."^^^

"Em yes hello Bim. Bim I'm sorry yes I just forgot that we had a lunch appointment. Yes I have been there now yes" said Ririn regretfully

^^^"It's not papa. Don't come here Rin, I had lunch earlier with me"^^^

"Oh yes, yes. Once again I'm sorry, Bim" said Ririn really sorry

^^^"Okay, you don't forget to eat the same lunch enough rest huh. I hung up on Rin"

After that, he continued with Bima was cut off. Ririn was very sorry for not remembering her promise to Bima. He is sure that at this time Bima is very disappointed in him. Ririn was speechless and daydreaming then Ririn was startled by the voice of someone calling her "Rin, Ririn" called Dewi while patting Ririn on the shoulder.

"Why, can I help you?" Ririn was surprised. "Woy Rin's I'm a goddess not a cafe visitor, anyways why do you day-night gini daydream?" said Dewi while chuckling at the behavior of his friend.

"Huh.... I thought you visitors knew. Yes I do not papa just think the same problem at home again" said Ririn lying.

"Yes Rin, it's your turn to have lunch" the Goddess told Ririn.

Ririn sighed "if only we could have lunch at this cafe we could not go out to find food" complained Ririn. The goddess smiled for the first time Ririn complained as long as she was friends with Ririn, never once did Ririn complain like she is today.

"Udahlah Rin still mending we are given lunch rations rather than not at all" said Dewi responding to Ririn's complaint. Ririn sighed again and left the Goddess to find a place to eat lunch.

On the road Ririn accidentally hit a foreign man who seemed to be in a hurry. "Sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't do it on purpose" Ririn said apologizing.

"It doesn't matter if I'm sorry" the man replied.

Ririn also observed the man as if he was no stranger to her, it seemed like he had seen the man but he had forgotten where he had seen him. Ririn muttered to herself 'rich ever see but where is it? Ah Ririn why do you think of strangers'. Ririn chose not to think about the man she hit because it would only make her dizzy. When he saw a cafe, he decided to have lunch there. While eating he accidentally saw the figure of the man he hit earlier, "wearing him there, he was waiting for someone again" muttered Ririn. Ririn chose to continue her lunch because her lunch time was running out if she kept thinking about the man she might be late for work.

When she was about to finish eating, Ririn was shocked because she remembered where she had seen the man 'not the one in the picture, the photo that my mother had given me' she said in her heart. Ririn immediately left before the man realized that he was in the place, he did not want to see the man again. Ririn immediately ran out after paying at the cashier. He swore at her for meeting a man he did not want to meet.