DIARY RIRIN
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In a different place Chiko was sitting while staring at the recording of Emily given by Ririn.

"I'm sorry Em, I can't take care of you first. Em, I miss you so much. Now you are calm with God. And here I still miss you" Chiko muttered as she stared at the tape as if it were Emily. Chiko started playing the tape.

Kiko!

Kiko!

You heard, right?

Hehehe how are you, Chiko? Hope you are well. Chiko sorry Em can't say goodbye in person. Chiko, Em left because it was Em's wish. Chiko has to be strong! Chiko knows, now Em's enjoying the twilight before tomorrow Em's gone. Chiko, Em will always miss Chiko.

Em's not as strong as Chiko thinks. Em pity to see Elsa's sister who is always in anger mama is equally papa. I am so sorry for Elsa. You know Elsa's the one who loves me the most. He always put my happiness ahead of his own.

Chiko thanks Chiko still loves Em even though Em's body is buried in the ground. Em also loves Chiko. Chiko, Em want Chiko to continue Chiko's life well. Oh yeah, Em tipped Elsa yes. Take care of Elsa, Em really loves Elsa. Reply to all the goodness of Elsa who has been willing to take care of Em, take care of Em, and put Em's interests forward. Don't worry Em ya Chiko. Em believes that Chiko is capable. Never blame Elsa for Em's death. This has all been Em's decision. Em is no longer strong enough to live a happy life on the suffering of Elsa's sister. I promise you, you will be happy by God's side. Em will always see Chiko from here. Oh yeah, sorry Em yes Chiko. Em did not give this recording directly to Chiko but instead entrusted to Kak Ririn. Em just didn't want Chiko to know at the time because Chiko would have gotten in Em's way. Chiko may be Em's decision is too fatal but Em has decided this. So Chiko don't be sad anymore huh. I love Chiko. Chiko continued Chiko's life. Em pick Elsa's sister huh! Chiko was happy always and goodbye.

Chiko was devastated by all the messages from Emily. "Sorry Em, I failed in your trust. I hurt Elsa so deeply. I also have not been able to continue my life after your departure. Sorry Em" muttered Chiko. Chiko's tears don't stop flowing. Chiko really felt very hurt because she was unable to carry out the trust of the person she loved the most.

Not far from the place Chiko saw Nino who was crying in Elsa's arms. Chiko was intending to meet him but his steps stopped when he saw Bima was crying with the body of someone. Chiko decided to follow Bima. Arriving in front of the mortuary Chiko directly approached Bima.

"Kak Bima" said Chiko.

Bima looked at Chiko with tears that had not stopped. "Who's brother?" Ask Chiko.

"Goddess" Bima replied briefly.

"Sister mean?" Chiko didn't believe it.

"The goddess chose to end her life and leave all her wounds. Dewi kept her promise to love your sister until her last breath" explained Bima while holding back her tears.

"Why can? Sister Dewi can't do that sister!" Chiko said in disbelief.

"You're wrong Ko. The goddess is a fragile woman. You know when Nino comes back she's even very happy and forgets all the pain she's been in all this time. But her happiness is only short-lived when Nino prefers Elsa where the world of the Goddess is destroyed. For the last 4 months the Goddess tried to heal wounds but in fact she never could. The Goddess had already said goodbye to me before. But I take it all as a joke. Without me realizing it was all planned by the Goddess. And today Dewi said goodbye with Ririn who was weak in the hospital so that Ririn would never be able to block him" explained Bima told me everything about Dewi.

The surprised Chiko runs to meet Nino after Chiko tells Nino. "Sister. Sister Dewi. sister Dewi. she is here" said Chiko nervously.

"Sister.brother calm down first huh. Sister Dewi she's in the morgue" Chiko's great-grandson didn't dare look at Nino.

"You don't joke! Make what the Goddess is there" shouted Nino.

"Nino is enough, you have to accept all of this" cried Elsa frustrated at the decision of Nino's feelings.

"You realize no No, in this way you will not make the Goddess calm. You know now you're supposed to deliver the Goddess to her final resting place. Not even the rich gini urgency" continued Elsa gave understanding to Nino.

"I was wrong with him, I killed him" raced Nino. Chiko hugged her sister tightly trying to calm her brother down.

"It is better now that we go to the funeral home to prepare everything" Elsa suggested.

"You take care of brother Nino first I want to talk about this same sister Bima" said Chiko but Nino held him.

"Let brother who will take care of everything with Bima" said Nino leaving Chiko and Elsa who are still a little surprised. Seeing the anxiety of Bima waiting outside the room Nino felt pity.

"Where will he be buried?" Tanya Nino cold.

"At the cemetery cempaka right next to the funeral of his parents" Bima replied no less cold.

"Bim, is that stupid of me to let him go?" Tanya Nino's sad.

"Lo should know, Goddess is not as strong as she looks. Had Lo not left him first maybe none of this would have happened" replied Bima.

"Gue never thought that he would be this close. Though he is the one who always strengthens Ririn from various trials of life but he himself gave up on life" said Nino.

"Lo knows the reason he's alive and surviving is Lo. He always kept all the promises you made. I was concerned when I saw how he was in the last 4 months. He often daydreams and suddenly cries. As long as Lo knows his soul is shaken" said Bima told him everything.

"Why don't you try to make her like Lo?" Ask Nino wonder.

Bima chuckled at the question coming out of Nino's mouth. "Gue won't be able to make him like me because his heart and life he has given to Lo until death separates you" Bima replied casually.

'Until you keep our love Wi' Inner Nino crying.