DIARY RIRIN
5

Reno leaves Ririn and intends to go see her mother.

In the car Reno continues to grumble with the decision of his mother "mama tell me to make marriage with the rich girl he. What the hell is mama proud of her rich girl?" Reno Grousers.

Reno loves Elsa so much but why would she be his wife instead of another woman whom she does not even love at all. Reno remembered his memories with Elsa "Sa, if only you did not leave me rich gini I would have known you to mama. I love you" Reno said to herself. Now Reno must accept the fact that he will be a priest to a woman he does not love.

Reno arrives at her house, she goes in and screams to call Niken "ma... Mom.... Mama".

"Reno this is a house not a forest why should you scream at it?" Niken Tegur.

"Now mama's telling me why did mama choose her to be my wife?" Ask Reno to the point.

"He's good Ren, mama owes him a favor. He saved my life when my mom almost got hit by a car, you know even when you wanted to give him the reward he refused Ren" explained Niken.

"Ma, just because of your indebtedness, you want to be her daughter-in-law?" Reno asked in disbelief.

"Reno you know he's a good boy, Mama's been figuring out everything about him. You know a lot of people have hurt him, but he still treats that person well" said Niken.

"Ma, for mama it might be good but who knows if she just wants our treasure. Try to think where there might be people who do not know the same we continue suddenly want Nerima matchmaking" said Reno guessed.

Niken doesn't believe her son's words "Reno watch your words, she has everything Ren. He is from a simple family but he is also not a child of the poor, mother has met his mother and mother who forced the family to accept this matchmaking" said Niken explained.

Reno did not think with the thought of his mother how could his mother force people to be a son-in-law. Reno leaves Niken just like that, and she wants to go to her friend Nino's office to share her story with her. Reno arrives at Nino's office and enters without asking permission. "Eh Ren was shocked" said Nino.

"Sorry No" said Reno Cuek as he landed his body on the sofa.

"What's Ren, your face is also why it's bent so?" Ask Nino.

"No you know I really sprained as well as my nyokap, when I was fooled by the same girl who is not the same level as me" said Reno upset.

"Yes Ren, maybe it is your soul mate" said Nino origin.

"Stupid from where try, you know I love Elsa is not another girl" replied Reno did not accept.

"Ren you realize no, Elsa has left you" said Nino annoyed. "He's not leaving me but he's just chasing his dream again, I'm sure he'll come back one day" Reno denied.

"Reno.. Reno, I don't know your mind. Gini deh if he just wants to pursue his dream emang really have to break up lo? Does he keep giving certainty if he wants to come back? Think Ren" said Nino did not end up thinking with Reno's confidence.

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Ririn is currently being eaten by her father Herman, Ririn misses Herman so much. Herman was the one who always loved Ririn so deeply, even though it was Herman who hurt her mother Sandra so deeply. "Dad Ririn came, Ririn was very kangen with father. Well mama has told me everything, although Ririn did not believe it at first but now Ririn believes. Ririn believes in mama because Ririn wanted at that time mom's father was angry and mama's slap. Why did you sell it to your mom?" Clearly Ririn was at her father's grave crying.

"Dad knows now Ririn will be a wife of a man who became the choice of mother. Well, Ririn does not know what kind of man it is, but Ririn believes the male choice of mama is the best" continued Ririn. Ririn poured out her entire heart in her father's grave.

As Ririn was sitting staring at her father's grave there was suddenly the sound of Bima surprising her "Ririn..." Sapa Bima's.

"Bima.. Why are you here?" Ririn asked confusedly.

"I deliberately went to your father's tomb to talk" replied Bima.

"Oh that's it." said Ririn while nodding her head.

Bima positioned himself near Ririn "om Bima apologized for making Ririn hurt. Sorry Bima failed to take care of Ririn, Bima failed to keep Bima's promise" Bima said at the tomb of Herman.

Ririn looked at Bima wounded "Bim everything is over, sorry I was rude to you at that time. Bim may be at that time the limit where you have to take care of me, maybe it's time for you to look for your true happiness" explained Ririn, even though his heart was so deeply wounded he still did not want to hate.

"Bim I never regret knowing you, nor do I regret ever being a part of your life. Bim may have been with you in the past it was all a lesson to me for my future, so I hope you don't regret ever knowing me either" Ririn continued and left Bima alone in Herman's grave.

Ririn left in front of Bima because she could no longer hold back her tears, it was too heavy for Ririn. 4 Years Ririn lived a loving relationship with Bima and ended in vain it is not easy for Ririn. Ririn sat on one of the trees in the cemetery and wrote in her diary.

I've seen the beautiful rainbow in my life..

I who was too happy and too confident that the rainbow would never leave was now injured..

The rainbow left a deep wound in the heart..

I'll love the rainbow but I won't love her anymore..

I will look for the twilight that always keeps its promise..

Even though dusk goes when night comes but dusk promises to come back tomorrow...

Ririn promised to fight for marriage later even though there will be many obstacles. Ririn will not give up on anything that prevents her because for her a sacred marriage is a struggle someone in opening a new page in his life. Ririn let out a tired sigh, tomorrow is where she will legitimately become a wife which means she will undergo new obligations and a new world.