DIARY RIRIN
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"*Ririn I want to ask you to be strong. Ririn I want to go and probably will never come back so please take care of yourself" Pinta Dewi.

"Where are you going?" Ririn asked worriedly.

"To God's side" answered Dewi to the point.

"Please Rin don't block me this time. I've made my own decisions about my life so I want you to understand. Appreciate my decision Rin" continued Dewi with a forced smile.

"Goddess everything will be fine. We can try again to get up" Ririn suggested as she cried hugging the Goddess.

"Ririn I've chosen to return to God's lap in this way so please respect me. I send this letter to Nino" said Dewi while giving the white envelope was*.

Now Nino is sitting in the park staring at the letters and recordings given by Ririn. Nino slowly played the tape.

Hi, boys.

Nino this is my dear mother. Mama misses you. Where are you going? Nino are you still mad at Mom? Nino without mama tell me all the reasons mama presses your inner must have Ririn told me everything. Honey Mama apologized for all the mama's mistakes that made you so hurt. She loves you and Ririn. Oh yeah, if this tape you've heard it means Mama is the same God. Either Ririn will find this or not but at least mama has made this message. Mama really misses you and now she can see you from up here.

Nino Mama tipped Ririn ya take care of him, he's not as strong as it looks. Ririn is a fragile girl who needs affection. And you also have to look for Chiko son, she is the trust of om and your aunt so take good care of her. Ririn loves Chiko so if you meet Ririn please meet her with Chiko. Sorry mom gave this heavy burden to you.

Oh yes, by the way you are the same Goddess fit. You know the Goddess used to be so confused looking for you. Poor he often daydreams about your situation. Good girl goddess No, so do not occasionally betray her trust. He is always there for your sister Ririn, he who gives spirit to Ririn even though he himself is fragile. Nino you as a man should be able to keep a woman as good as the Goddess. Nino you know Ririn was almost willing to end her life but because Dewi gave a glimmer of hope to make Ririn can rise. Mama pityes every time she plays into our house, she daydreams. Mom decided to move in with Ririn. Nino is sorry that this mama seems to be a good person but mama says this because mama did all this just because mama does not want you to misstep. Mama believes in you Nino. Please take care of Ririn and Chiko.

Mom says Nino. Goodby.

Hi Nino's.

How are you doing? Hope you are well. No. I want to go far.

Nino in this envelope are 7 letters I made. There are some letters that express the contents of my heart that used to be left with you for no reason. Now open the first page.

Nino followed the instructions of the letter.

SHEET 1

Now I'm alone No. I miss you so much. It's been almost 7 months since you left all of us. Here we are worried about your situation. I'm afraid you're why-why No. Now I look up at the stars more often hoping that he will convey my longing for you. Nino I'm fragile here, I need you. You have taken half of my soul so that if you go like this I feel like I have lost half of my soul. You know I'm strong now because of Ririn. He's weak No, he misses you. I'm writing this letter now as if I knew the purpose of this letter. But the truth is I'm fooled by feelings. Where is your nino now? You know I always pray with God to bring you back to my side and be a reinforcement for Ririn. Today was a tiring day for me. I can't afford to lose you and until whenever I can't. You are like my breath No. Nino if you are angry with Aunt Sandra you should be angry you do not need to go rich gini. You have no pity on Ririn waiting for you for 7 months. Today Ririn also told me that she misses you and Chiko. Why are you guys like this? You guys are torturing that helpless girl's soul too much. Don't you miss me and Ririn, we're rich fools here. We expect you who are not thinking of us. Nino you go home yes we need you here. I won't make you forgive Aunt Sandra but go home No for Ririn. The more Nino you run the more trouble increases. Nino promised me Ririn, you'll take care of me and Ririn forever. Now please keep your promise. Please go home No. We need you. Don't be a coward just because you can't handle the problem. I'll help you solve the problem as long as you come back and live with us again. Nino don't be like this, you're torturing us. Don't let me pretend anymore in front of Ririn, I can't stand No if I have to pretend to be strong. Nino I need your shoulder.

Nino I miss you.

Cepet home yes No.

I love you.

Nino was so touched by the letter that the Goddess wrote. "I'm sorry Wi, sorry. If I hadn't been selfish, none of this would have happened. I'm stupid Wi, I'm stupid. I should have stayed beside you and also Ririn but I instead chose to be a loser by going to carry all my selfishness. Goddess I love you even I still love you" Isak Nino. Nino realized all her mistakes first. The selfish Nino makes a Boomerang on himself. Regret now crept into his heart. His heart was too sore to read the letter from the Goddess that seemed as if it was still expecting itself back. Nino realized that from the beginning of this problem it was he who started even himself who enlarged.

Nino opened the second page of the letter from the Goddess.