DIARY RIRIN
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Arriving at Reno's house immediately went inside to see Ririn's condition. Reno enters her room with Ririn but there is no Ririn in it. He faintly heard like the voice of a man who was spewing out his stomach. "Dear you are inside?" Reno asked while knocking on the door. But there was no answer from the inside to make Reno so worried. "Dear, what's wrong with you? You sick?" Reno asked again but again there was no answer from Ririn. Reno tries to open the bathroom door and is not locked. Reno immediately saw Ririn who was sitting limp with a pale face while crying. "Hey, why are you Rin?" Ask Reno. Ririn shook her head weakly, she was unable to speak as she felt so helpless. Finally Reno carried Ririn on the bed. "It's a drink first" Reno said gently, the man is now very worried about his wife's condition. Ririn who was so limp had only received Reno's treatment without refuting even once. Just about to lay down her body Ririn instantly vomited out her entrails on the clothes Reno was wearing. Ririn was so scared that she cried. "Hay dear this is not papa kok not cry. You rest first, I want to change clothes yes" said Reno and then kissed Ririn's forehead. Ririn just nodded assentingly while taking a hiccup. "Mas Reno.." call Ririn to see Reno come out of the bathroom. "yes why dear? Is anyone sick? Going to the doctor?" Reno asked repeatedly making Ririn slightly chuckle. "I don't want to go to the doctor. I'm just asking you to get my shirt in my closet wet I'm not comfortable wearing" spoiled Ririn's pinta is even so spoiled. Reno felt strange looking at the behavior of Ririn who was so spoiled from before. Reno drew closer to Ririn and it was true that Ririn's clothes were so wet probably due to the sweat coming out. Reno deftly chose clothes for Ririn. "Here's your clothes" Reno said. Which makes Ririn's cheeks heat up to hear Reno's words. "Ma.ta... But mas" Ririn's speech stopped because it was cut by Reno just like that. "Our part is legitimate. I am your husband who has seen you very often" said Reno lightly who was able to make Ririn's cheeks redder. Unwittingly, Ririn's clothes have changed, which means they have been replaced. "It's a pity that until tomorrow you still nausea we go to the doctor yes" Pinta Reno worried about the sad veranda. "Mas I'm okay. I just got nauseous today, anyway" said Ririn subtly. "Are you not pregnant?" Allegedly Reno. Ririn was immediately hurt because the hope of Reno wanting to have children was very large while she was not able to give her husband a child.

"Sorry Ririn's mother is not pregnant but just a common cold" the doctor's remark made Ririn afraid if she had to see the disappointed face of her husband. "Rin... Ririn" Reno's call made Ririn wake up from her daydream. "Eh yes mas. Mas rich I just kecapean aja so get in the wind" denied Ririn sad. Seeing that Reno knew he had made Ririn hurt, he cursed her stupidity. "Yes already but I will still take you if tomorrow you are still rich gini" kekeh Reno. Making Ririn only able to sigh heavily.

Ririn and Reno relaxed on the balcony of their room while chatting. "Where is mommy? Why don't I see my mom and I call her cell phone off" Reno asked Ririn. "Mama returned to Bandung mas, he said he had business for the next few months" replied Ririn casually and continued eating his snacks. Reno who heard Ririn's reply only nodded her head. "Oh yeah why did you come home so fast?" Ririn looked at her husband suspiciously. "I didn't feel good so I went home. Eh right up to the house right my wife again fell limp" replied Reno. "What are you loving me for?" Ririn asked expectantly. Yes, Ririn always asks about Reno's feelings for her, but every time she asks Reno always diverts the conversation. "Mas I want you to answer honestly. Mas until when I have to live a household that even my husband is forced and just feel sorry for me" explained Ririn expressed her heart. "I just don't want to be a burden on your life. I can only defend our household with the love I have but I also do not want to be selfish at the expense of your feelings" said Ririn spill all the feelings that stuck in his heart. Reno silently listened to what Ririn said. Reno is indeed a cowardly man who can never express his heart. Ririn who was upset finally chose to go into her room but had not had time to step Reno hugged her from behind tightly. "I'm sorry I wasn't honest with you. I actually really, really love you just that I'm afraid of hurting you after you know I love you. It's a shame I've never been this sweet before just because I didn't hear from you and your voice. So I beg you to accompany me until I finish living this life" Reno begged Ririn and Ririn felt her shoulders wet and turned her back to look at Reno's face. Ririn was surprised to see Reno crying, she never once saw Reno crying and so fragile. Until finally Ririn ventured to rub Reno's cheek smooth. "As have I ever intended to leave you? I will always try to be a good wife for you to try to be there whenever you need. I'm sorry Ririn who has not been able to make the mas believe Ririn completely, sorry" said Ririn while crying. "Honey with you in the morning, afternoon, and evening has made me so happy so what's wrong with you. I trust you completely from today do not doubt my love and also my trust" Reno said, peeping at the old Ririn. "Mas I'm sorry I haven't been able to give you offspring" said Ririn. "We have not been trusted with God. If it was time there would be life in here" Reno said as she stroked Ririn's flat stomach. "If I couldn't have children, would you marry again?" Ririn asked worriedly. "Denger Rin, whatever you are and whatever your circumstances I will always love you even if you cannot love me descendants. I will not marry again and even if you can not have children better not if we adopt only children" explained Reno firmly. Ririn smiled at Reno's words that warmed her heart.