DIARY RIRIN
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Ririn woke up feeling a pain in her head. Slowly he opened his eyes and there was Reno who was asleep while clasping her hands tightly. "Mas.." call Ririn powerless.

Reno opened her eyes when she heard Ririn's voice. "Dear you woke up? Is anyone sick? Where does it hurt? Want me to call a doctor? Or are you laper?" Reno asked repeatedly making Ririn chuckle.

"I don't want anything. I'm here, um?" Ask Ririn astonished.

"Where doesn't it end here your man fainted" replied spoiled Reno. Ririn chuckled with Reno's adorable reply.

"Oh yes, that was the case..." Ririn's speech was cut off as a finger stuck to Ririn's lips.

"You're focused on your health today. Don't think about them, tomorrow we discuss everything again when it's equally cold yes" Pinta Reno who is influenced by Ririn.

"Oh yes, how are the twins?" Ririn asked worriedly.

"The twins are just a little weak. So, I want you to be more careful not to much thought let alone stress" Reno replied as well as advising his wife.

"Mas, I'm laper" Ririn fought while pursing her lips.

"So my wife is laper. What did you eat?" Reno asked as she pinched Ririn's nose.

"I want to eat a burger aja mas" replied Ririn lightly.

"Yes, you've been waiting here so you can buy it first" said Reno. Soon Reno returned with food ordered by Ririn. Finally, Ririn ate quietly.

After finishing eating, Ririn sat down and looked at Reno who was busy with her phone. "Mas..?" Call Ririn.

"Why, baby?" Ask Reno.

"You from now on, I eat until I finish playing" Rajuk Ririn.

"Sorry baby, I saw some emails from clients" said Reno softly.

"Mas hugs.." whine spoiled Ririn. Reno swiftly moved next to Ririn to hug her.

"Mas, I love you. All this time I was fragile, I felt like I was giving up on this life. I feel that fate is playing me so nicely. I almost gave up" said Ririn pouring out her heart.

"I love you too. Now that you're not alone I'm here to encourage you" Reno said.

"As I'd like to ask for help, tomorrow if you go home please bring me my diary in the drawer yes and the sound recording that is next to my book" Ririn said.

"Dear dear tomorrow I go home to take all that but if the Goddess has come and replace the mas here" replied Reno subtly.

Reno rubs Ririn's flat stomach and invites her children to talk. "Darling how are you? It's okay, right? I'm sorry papa can't take good care of you. Papa love you guys. Honey, papa wants you guys to be all right in there and don't bother mama ya" said Reno then briefly peeked Ririn's stomach. Reno decides to go to sleep, remembering that tomorrow she has to look after Ririn again until the doctor lets them go home.

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Today at Ririn's request, Reno returns home to take on the role of Ririn. Now Ririn is accompanied by the Goddess because Reno must go home first.

"Rin you eat first yes" pinta Dewi. Ririn nodded obediently as she was already very hungry.

After finishing eating fed Goddess Ririn now wants to talk to Goddess. "Wi, Ririn apologized yes already ngerepotin Dewi" said Ririn not tasty because troublesome Dewi.

"You said what the hell Rin, I was very cool to be able to take care of you rich gini" explained Dewi while smiling warmly.

"Goddess, are you angry with Nino?" Ask Ririn carefully.

Dewi stopped her activities that were peeling fruit and looked at Ririn in "Rin I do not deny that I was really hurt by the treatment of Nino. I can't lie if I'm okay, either. That anger must be Rin but I don't have any right to live Nino. Rin you don't have to think about me, though, I won't erase my love for Nino because I'm sure it won't be possible but as time goes on I'm sure I can find someone I'll love and love me too" obviously Dewi tried to toughen up in front of Ririn.

"But why Kak Nino chose Elsa when Ririn never knew elsa even Kak Nino never knew Elsa to Ririn. But Ririn also can not be angry with Elsa because after all that destroys the future Elsa is Ririn's own sister" said Ririn to Dewi.

"Udahlah Rin may indeed this destiny that has been outlined. Either way we reject all that will never change" said Dewi to be mature.

"I'm sorry for all my sister's behavior that has made you hurt. I also never knew the game of fate that could make me shut up. I once wanted to give up this life for the second time Wi, but when I realized that there was another life inside me I made me want to not have to survive" Ririn said as she sobbed.

"You can't give up here there are all of us who love you. About the past or problems that are now better to forget and assume everything is finished" said Dewi hugging Ririn who is so fragile. The goddess recalled how Ririn used to end her life which made her chest tight when she remembered about it.

"Don't come any closer" Ririn shouted as she pointed a folding knife at her pulse.

"Ririn I beg you not to do anything" Pinta Dewi panicked.

"I said don't come any closer. You all do not love Ririn, if you love why one by one you leave Ririn" shouted Ririn while crying mourning her fate.

"Rin we will not leave you, we all love you" said Bima calm Ririn.

"Dear baby don't leave mom" said Sandra to calm her son.

"Mama says mama loves Ririn but why do mama always torment Ririn's mind, why ma?" Shouted Ririn again.

Bima quietly approached Ririn from the direction of Ririn's back and just grabbed the knife in Ririn's hand. At that time, Ririn cried hysterically because she was so tired of her life. And that's when Dewi began to be so careful with sharp objects when Ririn's emotions were unstable.