DIARY RIRIN
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Ririn looked at Chiko's face coldly. The first slap right about Chiko's smooth face that made everyone there very surprised to see the anger of Ririn. "Didn't you think of me when you did it? Aren't you afraid that all this will happen to me? Why do you only think about your emotions without seeing the truth" Ririn shouted right in front of Chiko's face. Chiko just kept quiet with what Ririn was doing because she felt so deserving of it. "You want to know the truth, not that I'm gonna tell you about Emily. She ended her life because of guilt towards her brother, Emily's sister was always the victim of violence from her parents because of Emily's mistakes. You know Emily was so tormented by all these events that she finally chose the path to end her life" Ririn explained in a very cold tone. "Now are you proud to have ruined the lives of others who were even destroyed before?" Ririn's question intimidated. "I'm sorry sis" that's the only answer Chiko can say. "I'm sorry you said, your apology is capable of making things the way they were. You know even I really feel like my dear sister has been dead" cried Ririn shed all her emotions. Until the slap landed again right on Chiko's smooth cheek. "That was a slap to my disappointment" Ririn said. Ririn slapped Chiko again "it's a slap for you that doesn't respect women" Ririn said with a flat face. The slap that landed several times on Chiko's face "and it was for the disappointment of father and mother" said Ririn passed in front of her brother. "Are you happy to separate me from my sister, are you happy now? You're saying that my sister is an asshole, aren't you? Now I'm asking you, how different are you from him now?" Ririn asked a little screamed. There was not a single answer that Ririn got from her brother but only a face that looked at her softly. "Do you think you're not an asshole. You did the same thing to Elsa, you didn't find out the truth, but you accused her of being a cheap woman. Then you left the Goddess who fought for your relationship. He's sick to see you holding another woman in front of him, you decide it's as if he's just trash you have to throw away. Lookie! Look at him at the moment how the slump made him like this!  You're as much of a bastard as the one you yell at the bastard" Ririn explained so hurt. "Now I ask you what if the position of Goddess or Elsa is me? What are you gonna do?" Ririn asked with a sad face. "I won't let that happen" answered Nino and hugged Ririn so tightly that she shed the tears she had been holding back. "Don't touch me motherfucker!" Ririn said with great emphasis as she felt Nino hugging her tightly. "I don't want to believe this but what I see is true so what I have to do" ririn said softly as she lowered her head spilling the pain she endured just now she tasted happiness now she was given again the pain of someone she trusted the most. Reno, who saw all that, approached Ririn and hugged her tightly to calm her. "I'm here" Reno said, then dipped his head. "I'm sorry" said Nino suddenly made Ririn's emotions rise again. "I'm sorry you said? You've kept me away from my sister and you've hurt my best friend who is clearly your own lover. You left me and my mom back then and you hated mama without knowing the truth and shut your ears tightly not to believe the truth. You weren't there when mom needed you by her side. What am I supposed to do? Do I have to beg you not to make me sick?" Said Ririn with overflowing emotions. Ririn slapped Nino in the face several times with great force. After venting his emotions on Chiko and Nino, Ririn now faces Elsa. "What's the reason you left my husband?" Ask Ririn. "Chiko forced me" Elsa replied timidly. "Is it true that you used me?" Reno asked. "I'm sorry. I loved Nino so much that I didn't realize I hurt you by using your presence to always meet Nino. I'm sorry" Elsa's regret that makes Reno feel very emotional but her emotions are held back because she saw Ririn who was so messed up. "I don't know if you'll forgive me or not. All this time I never knew if I was living between two assholes that really made me sick. I feel like a fool they can lie to forever. I was mad at you for using my husband but I realized that it was all your problem with my husband. I beg you to forgive all the mistakes of my brother and sister. I beg you" said Ririn regretfully. All of them who were there were so crowded to see Ririn who was so chaotic except for the Goddess who was still crying with her blank gaze. "I don't bother about that anymore. I was happy when everything was open and this misunderstanding was cleared up" Elsa said, hugging Ririn. Ririn looked towards her friend who was sitting with blank eyes. Ririn also approached the Goddess and poured down to apologize to the Goddess. "I never understood what God Wi had planned. I really feel ashamed of everything. Goddess I beg you to forgive me, sorry for making things so complicated. Sorry for breaking your heart. Goddess I beg you not to be like this, I need you right now Wi. I beg Wi" said Ririn as he shed his tears. The goddess looked at Ririn with pity for seeing Ririn who was so devastated, she felt that Ririn had just felt happy this time but fate again made her so hurt. The goddess hugged Ririn tightly forgetting for a moment about Nino hurting her. "Listen Rin, I'll be strong. Not just the Nino man in this world anyway I will never regret being left behind by the person who has hurt me so deeply. But at this time I want you to stop crying and be a strong person" said Dewi strengthening Ririn. "I'm tired of Wi, I want to go with mommy and dad" Ririn's fight makes everyone worry if Ririn will do strange things. "No Rin, you don't talk about it. Pity your child now, at least now you hold out for them" Bima advised Ririn. Ririn shook her head in despair "for what my son was born in this world if only to feel the pain of destiny in the world. Why would I survive if my own husband no longer trusted me and my brother who betrayed me? I'm tired" said Ririn lethargic. "no dear, I trust you. I was just jealous" explained Reno taking over Ririn from the Goddess. Suddenly Ririn felt pain in her stomach "sick" Ririn made everyone worry.