DIARY RIRIN
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Now they are all at the door of the ER. Their faces all implied worry to Ririn who was fighting for the child and herself. Reno ruffled her hair. 'He saved my wife and son' Reno's inner self so that she could not feel her tears falling because she was so worried about Ririn's condition. "Why? Why are you guys making such a noise? You know from the first Ririn was never happy. He's hurt! Do you realize how heavy the burden Ririn has been carrying all this time? Ririn had just tasted a little happiness because Reno and you guys came lightly and made another burden for her" said Dewi who broke the silence. "The two of you as his brother, did you blind your eyes until you selfishly came to bring all the burden" continued Dewi expressed his heart. He still could not figure out why everyone felt so eager to make Ririn hurt. He realized that he had hurt Ririn in the past but regret had made him realize his mistake. And what makes Dewi in disbelief is Ririn's own brother who makes Ririn disappointed. "I don't know what would happen if Ririn had to lose her son again maybe this time Ririn would really give up her life" said Bima who made them all surprised. "What do you mean Bim?" Ask Chiko, Nino, and Reno at the same time. Bima breathed out slowly. "Ririn tried to commit suicide when she lost you both. Ririn was so fragile back then, Ririn felt that her destiny told her to stop living life. Until there is one hope that makes him rise, his mother who promised to find you. But his mother hated Ririn even more. That's when Ririn tried to get up and look for you" explained Bima who made everyone surprised except the Goddess for knowing everything. "Ririn was happy because Reno was quietly watching her and there I saw life in Ririn's eyes. Not long after you came No, your arrival made Ririn so happy and after that she was determined to find you Chiko. Ririn's great hope in her life now you destroy it arbitrarily" explained Dewi chimed in Bima's explanation. A regret felt by all of them. They assume that Ririn is a strong woman without them knowing it turns out that Ririn is just a woman who is so fragile as lifeless. Everyone could only give up and cry over the situation of Ririn who was currently struggling.

After 1 hour more the doctor came out with a face so serious. "Sorry is there a patient's husband named Ririn Indah Pratiwi?" Ask the doctor. "I'm doc's husband. How are my wife and kids doing, Doc?" Asked Reno worried. "Let's come with me for a minute sir" the doctor asked. Then Reno went in and sat down in front of the doctor to listen to the doctor's explanation. "This sir. The father's wife had a slight contraction so it was harmless to the fetus. But the father's wife's fetus can be said to be weak because of the stress experienced by the father's wife. I hope that in the future the father can be more careful in maintaining the health of his wife and children. Patients will be treated for a few days here to get immediate monitoring from our side. So we will move the patient" the doctor explained. "Do whatever's best for my wife Doc. Please move my wife to the VVIP docks room" Reno pleaded. "Okay sir we will do our best soon and the patient is asleep because I just gave a sedative for the next 6 hours" explained the doctor. Reno nodded after that out of the room with a slightly relieved feeling. When Reno came out, the Goddess approached Reno and asked her. "Sir Reno how's Ririn doing?" Ask the Goddess worried. "You can see when he's been moved" Reno replied coldly. The goddess breathed heavily. Why should there be such a complicated situation in his best friend's life. Shortly the ER room was open and revealed Ririn's body was so weak with a breathing apparatus. They all followed the doctors of all the nurses who moved Ririn. Arriving in the room Nino and Chiko say goodbye to talk together.

Now Nino and Chiko are outside the hospital to speak from heart to heart. "Sorry brother" Chiko said regretfully. "Nobody ever thought it would all end like this. Not only are you wrong but you are also. I'm sorry" said Nino. He also regretted separating Ririn and Chiko who actually complement each other. "You know, back when you went Ririn was so devastated that she got fed up and finally left Ririn and Mama. Such a precious time to accompany Ririn and also mama brother just throw it away" Nino told her sister. "I've missed brother and sister Ririn all this time in silence. I know it was all my fault and I never should have done it. I know sometimes I really want to call my sister just for the sound of Brother's voice but every time I want to do it I remember that brother again angry with me" explained Chiko poured out her heart. "Sister, can I hug you?" Tanya Chiko was scared. Without answering Nino immediately hugged her sister so tightly. Actually Nino also misses her sister a lot but her ego makes her blind her eyes and heed her ears. The crying of the two broke out letting go of longing and trying to come to terms with each other's past. It's just an apology that both say. They now realize what they've done is wrong. "I hope that after my sister realizes that she will not be angry again" Chiko said as she released her embrace from Nino. "It might be hard to get an apology from your brother, we've really let him down" Nino explained. Nino was certain that Ririn would find it very difficult to trust them again. Nino now feels failed as a brother because it has disappointed and also disappointed his two younger siblings. "Let's go in" asked Nino. Just about to step suddenly there was a Goddess who was standing staring at Nino. "Sorry before, can kits talk?" Ask the Goddess with a cold look. Nino looked at the Goddess's eyes there and found a sense of hatred for her. "OKAY. Chiko you enter first later sister nyulai" said Nino. Chiko just nodded obediently and left two people who were now looking at each other. "Please sit down" said Nino as he sat himself in the chair that was there. 'what steps I was right in making a decision' Nino's inner self hesitated. The goddess looked at Nino with an unreadable look as if there was no more love in it.