DIARY RIRIN
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Today the Goddess is buried. Nino who had been daydreaming did not hear Elsa's call. Eventually Elsa patted her shoulder.

"Nino why are you? How are you called not to answer?" Ask Elsa softly.

"Eh, no papa Sa. Oh yeah, what's Sa, you call me?" Nino said trying hard.

"Ririn was on the phone, she said you were sent there" replied Elsa softly. Elsa knows that at this time, Nino is still very devastated by the death of the Goddess of someone she loves very much.

Without further ado Nino immediately left Elsa just like that. Elsa just kept quiet, she understood why Nino was now like this.

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Ririn is now preparing to go home. Because today Ririn was allowed to go home by a doctor. Ririn had Nino pick her up and her husband. Before long someone opened the door of his ward. Ririn smiled warmly as it turned out that the one who came was Nino.

"How is the funeral of the Goddess?" Ask Ririn.

"Alhamdulillah smoothly deck" replied Nino trying hard.

"Can't I go to her funeral, brother?" Ask Ririn slowly.

"Dek is not a brother does not want to invite you, but you must rest first. You just got out of the hospital so take a break first tomorrow we will make a pilgrimage yes" refused smooth Nino.

Ririn nodded obediently because it was useless for sure if she asked Reno then the answer would be the same as Nino.

"I'm glad I'm done with everything. So we go home" said Reno who suddenly entered Ririn's room.

"Bro, I'm so sorry" said Reno to Nino and embrace her.

"Thank you bro" replied Nino again had to try hard.

They finally go home to Ririn and Reno. Arriving at the house Ririn was immediately taken to the room by Reno. And Nino was waiting for Reno in the living room.

"Sorry bro, I'm long" Reno said

"It's no problem. Oh yeah, Ririn yesterday wasn't how it was, was it?" Tanya Nino was worried.

"Yesterday Ririn was hysterical but I was already in possession. Don't worry" replied Reno calmly.

"Ren I don't know if my decision was right or not. But when I see the stiff body of the Goddess I feel very wrong. I feel like I'm the most stupid person in the world" Nino said.

"No, we all have no idea when we will return to the creator and in what way. But all I know is the fateful path of God that we can never change. Now it's better to take good care of Elsa because maybe she's God's care for Lo" Reno advises Nino.

"Thanks bro, I'm saying yes. I want to meet Bima for a tahlilan event at the funeral home" said Nino to Reno.

"OKAY. Sorry I can not help and can not go there because Ririn still have to rest" said Reno while shaking hands with Nino.

After Nino's departure, Reno returns to her room to meet Ririn.

"Darling, aren't you asleep yet?" Tanya Reno approached Ririn.

"Mas I can't sleep. I'm going to the tomb of the Goddess tomorrow!" Pinta Ririn pleaded.

"Yes tomorrow mas anterin you to the tomb of the Goddess" said Reno could not bear to see Ririn pleading.

"It's a shame we can't cry for the Goddess anymore. Poor Goddess who was calm there so sad to see us crying over him. The goddess wants us to be sincere and pray for him to be calm there instead of us weighing our tears" Reno advised while wiping his wife's tears.

Ririn immediately took her diary and wrote her heart.

I never knew what kind of fate would come our way..

But all I know is you're the greatest woman I've ever seen in my life..

You and I are like brothers who are both fighting for their lives..

I know now you are no longer by my side but all you have to know is that my prayers will always be with you..

I will try to keep my life and I will continue my life with the person who has been my husband..

And for you please calm down by Allah SWT..

I will always pray for you and always will..

You are my best friend and also my greatest woman..

I will continue with your dream..

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Ririn was now staring at the tomb of the Goddess accompanied by Reno. With a sliced heart Ririn tried to toughen up.

"The goddess is calm there. Ririn here will always doain the Goddess. Ririn is sincere now because Ririn is sure that Dewi no longer feels pain. Goddess thanks yes as long as Goddess lives, Dewi has taken care of Ririn, strengthen Ririn, and make Ririn not stop smiling. The Goddess must know that Ririn is dear to the Goddess. Ririn will not forget the Goddess and all the services of the Goddess. The goddess is calm there" said Ririn while crying staring at the tomb of the Goddess.

"I'm sorry I didn't go to your funeral yesterday. I thank you for taking care of my wife until now. I still don't think you're going to do something this close. But I am sure behind all your decisions there is a strong reason why you did it. I don't know how to thank you for everything you've done for my wife. I am so grateful to all your services to my wife. Thank you" Reno said then looked gently at Ririn's face.

Reno hugged Ririn tightly and promised in her heart to continue the struggle of the Goddess guarding Ririn.

"Yes, we're home" Reno asked. Ririn simply nodded obediently and walked over while hugging Reno.

'Your goddess is the best friend who has ever been in my life.

Thank you for all your struggles. I will never be able to repay all your services. Thank you for fighting for my life. Thank you' Inner Ririn.

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The destiny we live in is sometimes not in accordance with what we plan.

I believe everything that happens in this world is his will.

We are just like puppets that follow the storyline.

We will never know how the story of our lives is just that we can change destiny with prayer.

Now I understand that life is not always painful sometimes we will be faced with infinite happiness.

God thank you for allowing me to feel happy with the person I loved so much and thank you for bringing the little angel who is now in my womb. Thank ye.