DIARY RIRIN
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SHEET 2
Nino it's been a year you've gone...
Oh yes today Ririn same Bima ngadain 1st anniversary of their relationship..
I envy her. Hehe I'm kangen you. Nino, I want to confide in you. There were so many customers at the cafe and Ririn today permission to ngedate the same Bima so I sapped deh. You remember not when I complained I was tired you immediately carried me. You said let me not be tired anymore and not complain anymore. At High School we became the most romantic couple among the other couples. I'm so happy that you filled my high school days. You know I really didn't think I'd be your girlfriend. Oh yeah, there's one more thing you should know. I used to love Bima because you are not sensitive so I am made comfortable with Bima. Are you jealous I didn't tell you about this? Hehe I just want to tell you how so don't be jealous!
You remember I never fought with Dina until entering BK just because of you. Lagian Dina first looking because of. He deketin you, seduce you, touch-touch you yeah automatically I angry dong. Dina has never run out of ways to make your sketch. Oh yeah, you remember this too? At that time you fought with Andi because he hugged me when he was my cousin. Hehe was so funny that you finally had to go to Andi's house to apologize because you misunderstood. Well that's really funny. Huh, if you remember the time of High School we are very funny! You are jealous and I am spoiled. I really miss you Nino. Where are you now?
Home huh?
I won't stop telling you to come home because I miss you, I always shed tears.
Nino I miss.
Nino smiled remembering everything about her High School days with Dewi. How stupid Nino used to hit Andi without asking first. For a moment Nino's heart warmed. Nino opened the third sheet of Ririn's letter.
SHEET 3
Nino, I'm tired of writing letters. My writing feels free! You still don't go home either. Nino Ceper came home dong I miss so much. Today I'm doing a poem for you. You read this yes.
A feeling of being forced to die
The beautiful verse of poetry must now be broken beyond reading...
Beautiful words that can thrill the dead heart...
Now must be forced to be silent to no longer stir up despair..
Why heart? Why was it that the more I forced the more I felt his presence..
Its presence that brings a thousand love poems to thrill the taste..
Do you know if my soul is tormented by your absence..
If I was wrong in forcing the taste to die then your presence used to be wrong in encouraging..
My race is demanding asa..
Good right? Tomorrow I want to learn to do poetry with Ririn. Ririn really likes to make beautiful words. Yes Nino I want you to go home quickly. I love you than one more.
"I love you more" replied Nino slowly. Nino opened the fourth leaf of the letter.
SHEET 4
I thought back to when you were still by my side. I still remember you holding my hand as if you didn't let me go. Your smile that never fades even though anger is controlling your heart makes me unable to stop loving you. I've tried so many times to forget our story, but the truth about you never stops haunting me. To ever love you is the most beautiful gift I have ever experienced. Having you is a destiny I am very grateful for. Your presence was enough to make me feel so precious. No words can describe the sincerity of your love. I really never regretted ever knitting love with you first. I am grateful that God has given me the opportunity to be with you first.
You know my race is still the same. Still misses everything about you. I am still stupid in loving you. Not that I don't want to kill the taste but I'm just not ready to forget. You still fill all the emptiness of my heart. I don't know why it still feels like the old days when we were together. Forgetting you is the hardest thing I've ever felt. I was so fragile when I lost you. Why are you present if you just want to leave the wound? The wounds that have been able to make me fall all this time. Until now I only wish I could forget and kill my race. I will not repeat the same mistake, which is to fight desperately to forget you that I cannot. So please come back and perfect my soul.
Drop by drop Nino's tears flowed down. He was so sorry for making the Goddess hurt. "Sorry Wi, I'm a stupid man. You deserve to forget me. Wi, if I wasn't selfish then maybe now we'll never be like this. If I hadn't left you, maybe now you're still by my side. Sorry Wi because I'm you're hurt" murmured Nino regretfully. After feeling calmer, Nino began to continue reading the letter.
SHEET 5
Sometimes I want No, I make you cry because I'm sorry. But in fact here I am constantly crying and missing you. This heart is as if it were all yours. Nino I'm tired if I have to pretend to look tough when my heart really hurt my soul fragile. Nino, you know I survived until now just because of Ririn. I gave a lot of hope to Ririn. I assured Ririn that you will return once you reach your life goals. I know that everything is just a joke in order to strengthen Ririn. I don't know no more, I have to. Nino I beg you to go home. Ririn and I are sick if you have to remember your departure. Nino I beg you to go home don't make me the same as Ririn expects the uncertain. I'm afraid No, I can't take care of Ririn anymore. It's been 3 years that you haven't come home. Don't you miss us? Does your selfishness outweigh your love for us? Nino, please go home! Don't let us be fragile here anymore. Nino I still love you to this day. Nino what love you said before is just a joke. I miss the old Nino. Nino who is never selfish and always patient in dealing with anything even he wants to risk his life only for his loved ones. Nino you're coming home! Here we wait for you. We pray faithfully for your return. I beg Nino don't be selfish anymore we miss Nino. I love you.