DIARY RIRIN
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It did not feel like the day had begun to dawn Reno approached Ririn who was busy joking in the guest room of the Dewanto family residence. "Sorry to disturb me" said Reno approaching the woman's dus. "Well, baby why?" Ask Arini. "Reno wants to meet Ririn" Reno replied casually. Arini who understood Reno's words also chose to leave to give space to Reno and Ririn. After the departure of Arini Reno approached Ririn "honey this afternoon, go home yuk" asked Reno. Hearing Reno Ririn's invitation looks gloomy, actually Ririn really wants to stay at her brother's house but she is afraid if Reno does not agree. "Em mas's.. Ririns... Ririn.." said Ririn stammered with doubt. "Why are you Rin?" Reno asked gently to ease his wife's doubts. "mas I want us to stay here, okay?" Ririn hesitated. Reno seemed to be thinking for a moment until she finally nodded. Reno just wanted Ririn to feel a little happy with the will of Ririn might make Ririn a little forget about the incident that happened to her yesterday. "Yes, I'm going down first to ask permission to the same mother Nino" said Reno who walked out. Now Ririn is alone and opens her diary which is always taken wherever she goes.

When I was like this I remembered her, my little angel. Lord, he is with you again, please take care of him. Here I am like a dry, fragile branch. I need strength to stay on the tree so it doesn't fall. Please strengthen me.

Ririn turned the paper over. He scrawled an ink on his plain white paper again.

Tok.

Ririn saw Reno standing in the doorway and smiling at her. 'let's say you love me mas, maybe I will be the luckiest person' Inner Ririn. "What do you write Rin?" Reno asked disperse Ririn's daydream. "Ah. is nothing. I'm just our baby's keinget again" replied Ririn. "Darling me, our baby was calm there. You should know this, our baby left not because of our mistakes but the baby was destined to remain in heaven. He is not allowed to see the magnificent world filled with deceit, so now you have to be strong okay" Reno explained as she carried Ririn in her arms. "How are you telling me, mama?" Ririn asked to switch the conversation. "I told you about it and I talked to Mami and Nino. Oh yes, my mother told us to come down to eat" Reno replied. Ririn nodded slowly then brought her hand to circle around her husband's neck. Reno immediately held Ririn to go down. "All night" Reno greeted the Dewanto family when he arrived at the dinner table. "Night" said the three of them while smiling warmly. "Oh so this is Ririn's name princess papi?" Rio asked Ririn. Ririn smiled awkwardly, she did not know what to answer. "Yes Pi, pretty Pi?" Said Nino to Rio, currently Nino was very sure that her sister was confused to answer. They all ate quietly. When all the family gathers in the family room. "Honey hug papi dong" Rio pinta on Ririn. Ririn nodded then hugged Rio tightly, Ririn was so comfortable with Rio's embrace. Rio's embrace reminded her of her father Herman who always held her warm. Not feeling the tears Ririn fell because she was moved and also happy. The three people who saw the scene between the father and daughter were moved. "Reno, I want you to take care of my daughter. It's a pity that I didn't take care of her from childhood but she has been considered as my little princess until now" Rio explained firmly to Reno. "I'm ready Pi, I'll take good care of the papi boy. I will try to be a good priest for the little princess papi" Reno replied no less firmly. "Nino you immediately take care of all the letters for the adoption of Ririn to be a papi child" Rio said. Ririn was surprised to find Rio was a person who did not mess with her words. "Darling papi wants you to always be happy" Rio told Ririn. "But thank you for everything you did. Papi Ririn apologized because only now Ririn can visit papi" said Ririn who was a little sorry. Rio and Arini immediately hugged her tightly like they did not want to part with her daughter. "I'm sorry it's getting late now so I'll take Ririn for a break" Reno said as she carried Ririn's body. Ririn's face heated up she was very embarrassed towards Rio as well as the others due to Reno's treatment. Ririn immediately drowned her face in the chest of the field belonging to her husband. "Good night all" Reno said and passed away. "I'm ashamed that everywhere should be carried" said Ririn in a sling Reno. "Why should we be ashamed, we make mistakes. We have husband and wife so it will not be a sin if the sling" explained Reno smiled ignorantly while lowering Ririn on the bed. "Ih mas Reno I can still walk mas, the way to the outside of the room will not make me a soybean" Rajuk Ririn told Reno. "Darling I just want to take care of you, I really can't think straight if you got hurt rich yesterday. Just yesterday I saw you like that I don't want any more. I don't want to lose you" Reno explained by peeping Ririn's forehead. 'It's your behavior like this that makes me love you more. But I realized that at any moment you wouldn't love me and only I would keep trying to fight' Ririn's inner self while looking at Reno. "Now we sleep, it's night" Reno said, bringing Ririn's body into his arms. "Mas, can I ask you a question?" Ririn asked who was still in her husband's arms. "Ask what, baby?" Reno still closed her eyes. "Mas Elsa who were you?" Ask Ririn carefully. Reno who had closed her eyes now reopened her "former me" she replied casually. "What are you still keeping Elsa's photos in your workspace?" Ask Ririn again. "Well, how do you know about my photo with Elsa?" Instead of answering Reno even asked back while outlining his embrace. Ririn who was stared at was afraid to answer. "Emm. when I helped auntie to settle your messy workspace for whatever reason it might be because you went berserk that morning. I'm sorry if I'm presumptuous" explained Ririn timidly and then she turned her body to sleep with her husband's back. Reno who saw Ririn switch directly just hold her from behind 'I'll tell you everything tomorrow' her inner self convinced herself to reveal everything.