DIARY RIRIN
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I don't know why I feel like flowers are blooming and spring is coming...

I have found him who is my protector and found someone who is able to calm my heart...

The two men who are now part of my life are like different flowers but are both spreading their fragrance...

Ririn wrote word for word that she had assembled in her diary. While staring out Ririn saw Reno who was daydreaming staring at the pool. Ririn approached Reno and hugged Reno from behind.

"Mas Reno why daydream?" Ask Ririn.

Reno was a little surprised to feel a hug from behind her body "who dreams of Rin, I just think about what it's like to be a father" Reno replied lying.

Reno was thinking about what if Elsa came home who she would choose. Reno looked at Ririn who was smiling while playing water in the pond 'Rin somehow you can make my heart this tenth. I don't know when I feel this comfortable with you. Rin I'm sorry I haven't been able to be a good husband to you' Inner Reno.

"Mas Reno knows that I also want to feel like a mother of your children. I am grateful mas, although initially mas married me because of the desire of mama now mas want to accept me to be a wife and fully even expect a child from our marriage" explained Ririn staring at Reno happily.

Reno feels so much like a coward who can't choose between two women "Rin if I make a mistake with you whether it's before or coming I'm sorry. I love you as my wife and I will always try to improve myself to be a good husband" Reno explained.

Ririn felt that Reno was hiding something from her but did not want to be bad to think Ririn immediately dispelled her bad thoughts. "Mas, I want to talk to you about something" said Ririn, switching the conversation.

"What did you say, Rin?" Reno asked a little curiously.

"Mas, actually I still have an older brother. She used to leave me with my mom to try to change her life. For 4 years he disappeared and now I have met him. I intend to get to know you to him mas" explained Ririn a little afraid.

"So you still have family?" Reno asked, Ririn nodded her head.

"I would like to see your sister but later I have free time" said Reno, Ririn was only able to nod her head without being able to speak again.

Actually, Ririn was a little sad because Reno still did not want to meet her brother Nino. Ririn said to go to her room "mas I go in first yes" said Ririn. Reno nodded, and looked back at the pond while thinking about what would happen to her household in the future.

On the other side Ririn saw Reno from the balcony of her room with Reno. I don't know what really happened, I also don't know why we're so distant now after two weeks we can get this close' to Ririn's inner self. Ririn now wrote down her heart in her book.

I also feel that we are like oil and water that are always close but can never be fused...

I still hope that there is still a chance for me to reach for your love and occupy space in your heart. I am still capable for now but can I until the end...

O God, I have rights over my husband, but why am I like a stranger who has no right to ask for..

Ririn looked again at Reno. Ririn looked as if Reno was staring at a photo with a smile. Ririn's heart felt slashed when in her heart she felt Reno was staring at the woman in her past. Somehow Ririn was so sure that the photo Reno was looking at was the same photo that Ririn had found in Reno's workspace. One drop of Ririn's tears flowed back because of her pain.

...*******...

Now Dewi with Bima is in the cafe. Dewi wants to apologize to Bima for making Bima lose Ririn. "Bi... Bim I want to apologize, because I you lost Ririn. Bim now Nino's back in my life..." The Goddess's speech was cut off.

"I know Wi, I've seen it all. Wi this is not your fault, it's my fault that is too rash and let go of his hands that are so sincere. Wi I do not want to look back again, I will also be like you who continue to live without the shadows of the past" explained Bima while smiling at the Goddess.

The Goddess was so moved by Bima's words that were so strong. "Oh yes Wi I want to go to LA this afternoon, I want to continue my life there. Oh yeah I'm gonna come back here again to see you guys again." Bima continued.

The goddess was surprised but she could not prevent Bima from determining her life. "okay.. Bim you told Ririn?" Ask Goddess.

"Gak Wi, he's happy again don't make him sad at the moment. Yes Wi I went first yes" replied Bima while saying goodbye to Dewi.

While stepping out suddenly the Goddess called Bima "Bima wait". Bima turned her body looking at the Goddess who was running towards her and suddenly hugged her tightly. Dewi cried so much and became the center of attention of cafe visitors. Bima who was aware of the astonished gazes from the visitors immediately brought the Goddess out without letting go of her embrace.

"Wi you why are you crying?" Ask Bima.

"Bim I don't want to be away from you. Me, you, Ririn we have the title of Bim and now we must separate and choose our own path. Bim I'm not that loud" lamented the Goddess.

"Wi you should have realized from the beginning we were friends. You must realize that one day will come when we part and choose our own way of life. And it's time for Wi we split up, now Ririn has taken her path to immortalize her life for her husband and I choose my path to go on with my life, and you have to choose your own path of life" clearly Bima reminded the Goddess. Bima immediately left without looking towards the Goddess again. The Goddess is only able to cry without being able to do anything, the Goddess also cannot if it has to hinder Bima from leaving. For the Goddess this is not what should be the end of her friendship. But maybe his friendship should not continue, because if it continues it will be more often one of them will always be injured and remain silent in place without being able to continue living.