DIARY RIRIN
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SHEET 6

Nino today I did a stupid thing. I made a very fatal mistake. I became the cause of the separation between Ririn and Bima. I was stupid for trusting my comfort feelings too much. A momentary comfort in Bima makes a pit of destruction for friendship. Nino what should I do? I can't lose Ririn, she's been strengthening me. Nino you go home quickly yes I need you! You know Ririn is angry with me, I'm afraid Ririn will never forgive me. I was wrong about this. Why should the various betrayals be felt by the fragile Ririn? And the stupid thing that made that betrayal one of them was me. I made the biggest mistake of my life No. You know, Ririn never hurt me at all but I hurt her so deeply. Nino what should I do? The momentary comfort wreaked havoc on my friendship with Ririn. Nino you promised you'd always be there for me, right? Please keep your promise. Nino for 4 years I still miss you. Nino wants to be up to when you always avoid us, 4 years is not a short time No. Has 4 years not made you realize that you are selfish? Nino please come home! I don't know how to survive anymore.

Nino I need you. Nino please lend me your shoulder for Ririn. Let Ririn feel the calm after the storm that kept hitting her. Nino goes home to pity Ririn. Nino I failed to take care of Ririn, so help you go home. Nino I don't know how else to tell you to go home and come back to make fun of us. Nino don't let you regret just because of your selfishness now. Nino don't make us hate you. Nino my heart was broken to pieces upon your departure. I'm still waiting for you here. Nino you're home! Please!

Nino you all love you and we all need your shoulders to be a backrest.

Hope you come back soon.

SHEET 7

Today I wrote you a final letter No. Thank you for coming back into your arms again.

Nino I was so happy when you came back and met me at the place where we met so often. I don't know why No, I can never forget you. I've already felt the loss of you once and I can't possibly afford to lose you a second time. You know, when you decided to end our relationship for no reason, it broke me to pieces. But I still hope what you said 4 months ago was a joke. So I've been hanging on for the last 4 months. I can still hold No. But when I saw you clutching another woman's hand there, my world was destroyed and half my soul died. Nino I feel that I have enough in love with you, I think the task of loving you is done. Nino you know what it's like to get hurt? I was hurt when you left me for no reason and now I'm hurt again because you chose another woman to love you. I never regret No, ever loved you and I never regret waiting for you. Your Nino is precious to me. You even managed to take a part of my soul. Nino to me you are the greatest man because it makes me feel happy. Nino you are not wrong, I know you have made your choice now so I have no right to deny you. You have perfected half of my soul. Thank you for the love you have given me. Thank you for surviving life with me. Thank you Nino. Nino you are the greatest person that has ever been in my life. Nino, it's time for me to take my leave. I may not be back, No. I'm gonna go see my parents and tell them something fun with you. Nino you calm down I'm fine now because God is now by my side. Now I'm with God staring at you. I hope you're all right, No. Oh yeah, don't blame yourself for my passing. Because all of this has been my decision. Take care of yourself and take care of Ririn! You also take care of your future wife, she deserves to be happy with you. I'm sure he's a good man who can melt your heart. Nino you remember I promised you I would love you to the end of my breath and now I'm keeping it. Nino goodbye, may you be happy.

Nino was surprised by what was on the last sheet. The goddess makes a final letter and says that she is with God. "What does all this mean? The goddess cannot leave! The goddess is just kidding! He won't be that close! The Goddess is strong, the Goddess is not that fragile! This is not all true! Shouted Nino hysterically. Nino doesn't want to believe what she's reading. He didn't want the Goddess to leave.

"He chose to be with God" answered Nino. Now Nino feels that her soul is now coming with her love to face God.

"You mean?" Elsa asked still didn't understand.

"The goddess is gone from my life forever. He kept his promise to love me until the end of his breath" Nino replied with a blank look.

"Nino you're kidding, right? It's not all right, is it?" Elsa asked in surprise. Elsa didn't expect that it would all end like this taking someone's life.

"I'm stupid Sa. I should have thought of him but I was selfish. I don't pantes for him. I killed him, I killed him" raved Nino. Elsa saw Nino who was so bad she felt guilty.

"No Nino, you are not wrong this is destiny" said Elsa as she hugged Nino.

"If I had never done this, maybe he's still here. I killed the woman I love. If I hadn't taken his heart, this wouldn't have happened. It's all my fault, I killed him" Nino rattled in frustration. He still could not believe that the Goddess had abandoned him. He should be the one to blame the most on this. Because it was he who killed the Goddess slowly. He should not have made the Goddess promise to love him until the end of his breath. This whole thing is his fault. "Sorry Wi, sorry" murmured Nino.