Don Gabriel Emerson lantern
Eps 21 - Not Meaningful
Firda woke up in the bathroom with a shivering body, even her lips were turning blue. Firda immediately changed clothes and then turned on all the lights of the house. Firda was surprised when he saw the clock that had shown at 9 pm.
After turning on all the lights, Firda returned to the room. He spread his peace and took his face with trembling hands.
Firda felt embarrassed as he stood on his plate to perform prayers. He was ashamed to face his Lord with all the sins he bore, Firda was ashamed to face his Lord with his self that was no longer holy.
"Puni the servant, O Rabb... Verily your servant has stepped on the wrong path, I have wronged myself. If you do not have pity, then the servant will be among the losers. Your weak and small servant asks for Your mercy and Your forgiveness"
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"Where are you going?" john asked because Gabriel was leaving again, and he hadn't even bathed and changed his clothes since noon.
"I want to meet Firda, I. I have to take responsibility for what I've done" Gabriel said as he grabbed the keys to his car on the table.
"What exactly happened? I checked the cctv and you brought Firda into the hotel unconscious"
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Flashbacks
While checking out his hotel, Gabriel meets a woman who is no stranger to him. His name was Madisson, or Mady. A woman who's so crazy about Gabriel and knows everything about Gabriel including his dark side.
Mady seduces Gabriel to make him friends. But Gabriel never befriended anyone so he refused raw the sexy woman's invitation. But the woman continued to block Gabriel's steps.
"At least let's go have a drink, just think of it as a farewell because after this I won't bother you anymore"
"No, I'm not interested" Gabriel replied firmly.
"Should I tell you that I'm so close to your son Michael?"
"Frank, Frank must have asked you to keep seducing me, right?" gabriel asked sharply and Mady laughed sexyly while nodding.
"There's no evidence that you cheated, which is why Angeline's family still sometimes tells Angeline to come back to you, yes maybe they see your wealth. While Frank is the one who doesn't want his brother back to you and he really wants to tarnish your name, by finding us cheating. Caught wet"
Gabriel laughed cynically at Mady's words, which a sycophant could say.
"Then why did you tell me all this?"
"Because I don't want to be caught cheating on you, it'll also tarnish my name. Which I want... Being the port of your heart" Mady said softly at the end of the sentence while playing her finger on Gabriel's arm but roughly Gabriel brushed her aside.
"If you need me, room 101" whispered Mady in Gabriel's ear, who immediately made Gabriel crumble.
I don't know why she felt so upset, and she felt something different about her body. Gabriel turned his head and looked questioningly at Mady who was currently walking backwards while waving at Gabriel.
Gabriel ignores it and returns to the car, arriving in the car, he finds Firda asleep. Seeing Firda's face that was so seductive while asleep made Gabriel's feelings turbulent, even he felt like there was a stirring urge in him. Gabriel began to feel hot, sultry, and like someone wanted to get stuck in him.
"Damn it, fucking Madisson" Gabriel growled as he realized what was going on with him.
Gabriel knows this has to be resolved or is this going to hurt himself, go back to Maddison? Room 101?
Gabriel's feelings and thoughts rejected all that, and somehow he kept looking at Firda and it was as if Firda was such a delicious meal.
Without a second thought, Gabriel immediately carried Firda and brought her back into the hotel. Firda had wriggled because his sleep was disturbed but then he fell asleep again and Gabriel immediately brought him to the top floor, where there was a special room for him.
Gabriel brought her into the room, put her to bed.
Gabriel's conscience screams forbid him to do the lecherous thing, but the devil continues to whisper him to do it. Gabriel's in a dilemma, his common sense still works. He can't possibly stain a girl as pure as Firda. But he desperately needs Firda right now, Gabriel is not willing to go to Maddison. And I don't know how much medicine Maddison added to his drink earlier when he had a brief meeting with the hotel's staff. The effect was so strong, it was as if Gabriel was about to explode.
Gabriel took a handkerchief from his closet quickly, then he searched for something from the drawer and he found a small bottle containing dope. Gabriel dripped some of the medicine and made Firda inhale it so that it was certain that the girl had fainted.
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"Then what happened after that?" asked John again who immediately made Gabriel's face sour.
"Maybe I did it, maybe not"
"Without a thread you were on that bed, Gabriel. Is there any other possibility?" john's screams are mindless. Maybe Gabriel and himself are indeed criminals but they are not worshipers *****.
"Because when I... When I was about to do it, I again thought it was wrong. I also drugged myself, It's just..."
"It's just that the effect of the drug is too strong, isn't it?"
And Gabriel could only nod weakly.
"I didn't mean to tarnish her, John. I tried so hard to stop myself" said Gabriel, full of regret.
"You should have followed my orders not to see her again, maybe this won't happen"