Don Gabriel Emerson lantern
Eps 36 - Our Baby????
Gabriel is ready to return to Jakarta, because this problem is very serious and can not be delayed anymore.
While Firda was currently in the bathroom, he was nauseous with nausea and spewed clear fluid from his mouth.
"Death to me.." muttered Firda limply, thinking she must be pregnant by now.
Meanwhile, Gabriel, who was still in his room, heard Firda's voice vomiting from inside the bathroom. Gabriel rushed in without permission, and he saw Firda spewing out a clear liquid. Firda's face looks flushed with eyes and nose that has runny.
"Fir, what's wrong with you?" asked Gabriel in panic, he immediately approached Firda no matter which Firda yelled for him to come out.
"Get out, don't look here" he exclaimed and he immediately lit a faucet, doused the rest of his vomit and also cleaned his mouth.
But Gabriel ignored Firda's request, he massaged Firda's neck and seemed to worry about Firda.
"We go to the hospital." said Gabriel and of course Firda immediately shook his head.
"But you're sick, Fir. Until your face is so red." cried Gabriel again but Firda still shook his head.
"Dizziness..." Firda arrived to whine spoiled while holding his head, with a swift Gabriel directly carrying Firda and carrying her to bed.
"You are sick, you need a Doctor." exclaimed Gabriel and Firda again shook his head.
"I.... I'm pregnant" said Firda who made Gabriel immediately wide in shock, even he felt his legs tremble and his heart pounding.
"Ha... Pregnant?" gabriel asked in a voice that was no less soft and Firda nodded with a sad face.
"How do you know? We're... We check yes" Gabriel persuaded later but Firda again and again shook his head.
"Shame... We just got married two days ago, cook yes now I'm pregnant" said Firda looked down sad, Gabriel's heart gasped at Firda's words. He again felt guilty, Gabriel sat down by Firda's side with a lethargic face.
"All right, we're not gonna tell anyone. Don't be sad, yeah..." Gabriel said softly and Firda was unable to stem the tears she had been trying to endure.
"Don't tell Abi and Ummi too yes, later they panic and think" Firda and Gabriel immediately nodded.
"No, you don't worry" said Gabriel, then he wiped Firda's tears with his hands and Firda did not forbid it "Already, don't cry. Later our baby will also cry there.."clear Gabriel who immediately makes Firda look up and look at Gabriel with her round eyes.
"Our baby?" he also made a soft voice, although sadness appeared on Gabriel's face, but he still nodded.
"I'm really upset with you too" Firda said half-murmingly "But how else? It's all happened, and there's really a baby here..." Firda held her stomach still very flat. She shed tears again, not expecting her to be a mother at a very young age and she will have children because of an accident that should not have happened. How great a sin I must bear, the inner Firda said sadly.
"I promise to be a good father to our baby, and I will try to be a good husband to you" Gabriel and Firda can only look at Gabriel. Looking for seriousness in his eyes.
Because only Firda realized, since then they spoke so softly and without emotion. It was as if they were talking from heart to heart.
"So what now? You still want to go back to the boarding school or come with me? " ask Gabriel then because he had seen Firda who was just silent and staring at him. Firda looks confused by it, on one hand he still desperately wants to continue his school but on the other hand, how can he hide his pregnancy?
"Come on.." - Lirih Firda "My head is dizzy" he again whined.
"Preferably rest first, do not think too much. If you are stressed, then our baby will also be stressed" said Gabriel and he forced Firda to relax, then Gabriel enveloped Firda.
"You need anything? Or want something?" gabriel asked later and Firda shook his head weakly "Young mango? Usually pregnant people like young mangoes, right?" ask again and Firda shakes again.
"Golden" only one word came out of Firda's mouth.
"Wanna eat?" asked Gabriel and Firda again shook her head "Yes already, you better sleep yes" persuaded Gabriel who like to tell his little daughter to sleep, and strangely Firda even nodded obediently. He closed his eyes while Gabriel remained seated at his side, guarding him.
After a few minutes later, a soft snoring from Firda indicated that he had fallen asleep. Gabriel notices Firda's face, and he remembers Firda sleeping in his car and the incident was inevitable. At that time Firda did look so ayu and innocent, just like now.
And it turns out to be true, Gabriel did his thing to that innocent girl.
"About three weeks ago, and now it's really a baby" Gabriel muttered and now his gaze was on Firda's stomach "Definitely his baby's age is about 2 weeks right? Male or female?"
Gabriel doesn't know if she's feeling sad and guilty about Firda's pregnancy, or is she happy?
Because his little heart can not be lied to, he can not wait to know the baby in the womb Firda is a boy or a girl?
Firda groaned softly in his sleep, he moved restlessly and appeared a deep frown on his forehead.
Gabriel stroked Firda's forehead and gave a gentle massage there, until slowly the wrinkle land disappeared.
"You must have thought of a lot of things, Fir. Your honor, your family's honor, your future. All of them are threatened because of my actions, forgive me.." said Gabriel and he ventured to hold Firda's hand, rubbing Firda's back hand gently "I'll never leave you no matter what, I'll try to atone for my enormous sin. All I need right now is a chance from you, Fir"