Don Gabriel Emerson lantern
Eps 85 - Disappointed
"You don't worry, Mr. Emerson. Mrs Emerson is fine, and the good news is that Mrs Emerson will soon be a mother" said the doctor who made Firda stunned as well as Gabriel.
Firda even held her breath unconsciously upon hearing the news, between disbelief and haru. Likewise with Gabriel, but the husband of Firda looks very happy with the news of the pregnancy of the wife.
"Is my wife really pregnant, Doctor?" gabriel asked enthusiastically, while Firda was still speechless a thousand languages.
"That's right, Mr. Emerson. It's just that Mrs Emerson's bladder is still very weak, so it would be nice if Mrs Emerson rests completely and does not do heavy work, do not get stressed too because it can be harmful to the womb" said the doctor who of course was directly supported by Gabriel.
"Of course, Doctor. I'll take good care of him" Gabriel said.
Firda is still the same, she's happy to be a mother, she's going to be, but he also could not really feel happy after knowing that Gabriel again lied to him and this time a much bigger lie for Firda.
"I want to go home" said Firda and he went down from his banker, Gabriel who did not see the happy look on Firda's face became sad, his heart ached and tight.
"Firda, I'm not as bad as you think" Gabriel said as he followed Firda who rushed out of her nursery just like that, leaving the doctor who examined her confused. Because like the news of pregnancy it's not something fun for a couple.
"You lied, you had children, you set me up in marriage. And you said it's still not bad?" firda asked still as she walked quickly.
"Firda, walk slowly, darling. Remember the doctor said, your womb is weak" said Gabriel who made Firda immediately stop his steps immediately.
Firda stood while holding her stomach which was still very flat, now she was pregnant, pregnant with Gabriel's child. And Firda was very angry and disappointed at the father of her baby.
Firda's breath even gasped, holding back all the raging feelings within him. Firda did everything for Gabriel, but Gabriel still lied to him.
"Why are you so bad, huh?" firda's final hisses with glassy eyes.
"Honey, then listen to me first." said Gabriel, pulling Firda's hand and grasping it tightly so that Firda would no longer leave. Firda was speechless with eyes that had glazed again, no surprise what else Gabriel would give her.
"I'm not as bad as you think, honey. I know I was wrong for lying to you and your family, but all I did was because I was afraid that you would reject me, at the time, I felt guilty about you and your family. I was also afraid that you were pregnant at that time, which is why I insisted on marrying you and I was forced to lie to you" Gabriel said as he looked into Firda's eyes without blinking a single blink. He wanted Firda to know that he really did and would not lie anymore.
"Why don't you say it when we're married?" firda asked annoyedly, "You lied in every way, and all your lies are a very big deal, Gabriel" said Firda.
"And I want you to know, I'm a criminal but I'm not the kind of asshole you're accusing, Firda. The child was present after our marriage" said Gabriel softly at the end of his sentence which succeeded in making Firda scream in shock.
"What???"
"Me.. Married married?" firda and Gabriel asked, nodding weakly "Astagfirullah" muttered Firda as she stroked her thumping chest after hearing Gabriel's confession.
"So you're married?" ask her with a dirty look.
"After you lie, Gabriel" he said, growing increasingly upset.
"I've already explained that I have to lie, Firda" Gabriel said in a clear manner.
"I beg you, I'm sorry, huh? I promise after this I won't lie anymore" he whines at his wife and Firda instantly pulls her hand from Gabriel's hand, adorable her violently.
"You started everything with a lie, Gabriel. Somehow our marriage will run ahead of him" Firda hissed with deep disappointment.
"Your lies don't just make me distrust you anymore, Gabriel. But I also felt disbelief in myself, I was really disappointed in you" Firda sighed then he ran away from Gabriel.
"Firda, don't run." cried Gabriel worried but Firda did not care.
His disappointment was great for Gabriel and he felt he could no longer trust Gabriel. Gabriel lost track of Firda because of the man who was passing by in the hospital yard.
Firda gets out of the hospital, stops a taxi and enters her.
Firda cried in a taxi while holding his stomach, he was really disappointed in Gabriel who continued and continued to lie to him. Firda continued to cry a hiccup considering how he got entangled in Gabriel, how he loved Gabriel so sincerely, but this is what Gabriel always did to him.
"Ummi, everything is a lie.." said Firda in a choked voice "I should have believed Ummi a long time ago, I should have followed Ummi's orders. But now? It's too late, sorry Firda, Abi, Ummi. Sorry..."