
Cindy could not squint her eyes for even a moment. Since then in his room he just flipped his body agitatedly. I don't know why the meeting that happened this afternoon was reflected back in his memory. In her heart Cindy. cursed herself who could not forget the shadow of Fadly's face just like that Cindy knew that Fadly was nobody to her, only limited to his sister Zahra's ex-lover but somehow things become different in his heart. It was as if he was a burdensome burden of guilt towards his sister Zahra. The more tried to be forgotten, the stronger the shadow of the man's face milling before his eyes. And Cindy can't help her delusion floating around. Ah Fadly, have we not met for many years it turns out God brought us back accidentally? What does this mean?
Cindy could not deny her meeting earlier
the afternoon with his sister's ex-lover who had been without news for a long time, firmly imprinted in the memories left behind, again caused another shiver in his heart in a decidedly different atmosphere. Fadly who was handsome and had the light of the eyes as dark as the well now not only looks mature and mature, but he can also feel how dashing and deep the attraction that radiates on the man's face.
Cindy's daydreams continued to wander. Tak
he could never forget the first time he saw and became acquainted with Fadly who was his neighbor, initially they Cindy, and, Zahra and Fadly are childhood friends and a unique vibe in Cindy's heart about being together with Fadly, however, because his sister Zahra had expressed her intentions first to Cindy that Zahra really likes and loves Fadly by force and joy slowly in the absence of all her dreams with the man in the world he liked his sister very much.
Since first meeting Cindy already felt there was another attraction emanating, from the man who
finally, it makes him inevitably unable to hold himself back from falling in love. And it turns out that feeling is not only experienced by him. Fadly was actually the same as Cindy, having feelings since she first saw and met him. Then two hearts are in love but before deciding to make love, Cindy must erase everything for the happiness of her sister Zahra for loving the same man. In dreams and false hopes, Cindy thought how happy her heart was if she had a lover as handsome and as good as Fadly.
Although Fadly is a graduate of Junior High and he is not
can continue his school to SMU level
because of the cost factor, but Cindy is not
feel it as a burden. In fact, he is proud of the Fadly who has
fixed income and can support the cost of living his family with his income.
The relationship that is expected not to be sweet may continue if Cindy first expressed her feelings to her sister Zahra but the story wants to tell another story and oppose their stories.
Finally Zahra became Fadly's lover and this is only Cindy who knows, to talk to her parents of course Zahra does not have the courage. What else Cindy as a sister does not have a lover what else there is intention to get married. Because for a long time indeed the father and mother of Cindy and Zahra crave to have a daughter-in-law who can lift their family's economy. Until they are disappointed when they find out who the daughter chose to be her life companion in the future. Fadly, who was only the son of a poor widow and had many dependents. How could the man make his daughter's life happy if to support his family alone he had to slam the bones?
The decision of his parents who did not approve of Zahra's relationship with Fadly was indeed quite painful Zahra. But Zahra is not his name if he does not have a strong stance and secretly continues his relationship with Fadly.
Until finally something surprising
and this time it felt like hitting it happened.
Unbeknownst to Zahra, her father accepts
mr. Ruslan's proposal was a long time ago
go after him and want Zahra to
married, while coincidentally it is impossible to target Cindy because Cindy has put her heart to Rangga with various stories and sacrifices that are impossible to be denied by Cindy's own parents.
Zahra who panicked immediately invited Fadly
to elope in order to avoid that catastrophe. But Fadly's unwillingness to indulge Zahra's desire on the grounds that she could not bear to leave her mother and sister and let go of her responsibilities, really made Zahra hurt. Then unbeknownst to anyone Zahra did something beyond their expectations.
Until finally fate willed it
like this. Once he met the men again
who had once managed to fill the recesses of his heart and treat the pain of his past, yet quickly God had called him.
Now, on her bed, Cindy looks over and
weeping over the fate that befalls him. Why does God not allow it
'long' with the man she loves?
The reunion happened with
his real old girlfriend never
it was decided it was back in control of his mind.
What is God behind this meeting? Otherwise, why would God bring them together when he has returned alone? Could it be that God will re-attach his love to Fadly?
Question after question that arises
from the bottom of it again make Cindy's chest
throbbing. It cannot be denied by how much
there are still remnants of love left inside
his heart to Fadly. And when they saw their eyes meet this afternoon, Elsa could feel how there were still seeds of longing that radiated from behind the glare of Fadly's shady eyes. Ah, Fadly, are our feelings similar? Ask her heart.
As soon as his eyes closed, Cindy's lips also glazed over with a smile because in her dreams she returned
meet a man who was once love
first one...!!!
***
Not playing Cindy when one
the night Fadly unexpectedly comes to
her house. It has been a few days now
I was expecting that man to come
her house. He had thought, what paper
the address Fadly wrote was gone, so he didn't
come to his house?
But now his hope has come true.
With a radiant face welcome men
who came without the vehicle.
"It's not hard to find my house?" ask Cindy
they were happy when they sat in the living room.
"He-eh," Fadly nodded.
Cindy smiled brightly at the answer
that's. I am so excited about Fadly's arrival,
he also made coffee for the man.
"You've been selling for a long time in the New Market, Dly?" ask Cindy to open the conversation.
"Well, it's about half this year." Answer Fadly lightly.
"just fine. I used to play there a lot, but I never saw you." Cindy mangosteen. Indeed, since her husband died then she visited Tanah Abang shops. That was because he had the intention to buy his children's clothes.
"Work in the village is so-so, Cin. Then that is
I'll give myself a run here. Just once
my life has changed" Fadly said again
with a bland smile.
"If you have decided to
stay here, have to never give up, Dly.
Keep going if you want to succeed. Her name is
suhut Cindy pitched.
Long enough also they talked, until finally Fadly dizzy like looking around.
"Why, Dly?" tanya Cindy caught the astonishment on the face of her guest.
"The kids are asleep?" Fadly asked back.
"Yes" Cindy nodded. "They don't usually sleep at night. Before eight o'clock
they've gone up to bed." Definitely Cindy.
Fadly glanced at his watch for a moment, then returned
he said, "It's been quite a night. How come your husband hasn't come home yet?" Ask Fadly later.
Cindy just smiled wryly at hearing
that question. He breathed heavy
before finally answering.
"Oh, apparently you're looking for my husband anyway" he nodded later. "No, Dly, that's what you're looking for
will never go home again..." Cindy lirih replied.
"You mean?" ask Fadly not understand.
"He's dead, Dly. A year ago." Definitely Cindy.
"Huh? So...?" Fadly.
"I'm a widow now. With two
the children who are my dependents" Cindy explained with a tongue of complaint.
A few moments later Fadly heard
that's a testimony he never suspected. So it was her conjecture that she thought Cindy was alive
being happy with her husband Rangga, who of course loved and loved her was a big mistake. It has been a year that Cindy has to bear the heavy burden and feeling lonely left by her beloved husband.
"Why, Dly? How to be dumb?" cindy's question re-awakened the man's confusion which immediately corrected his seat and changed his face that had been shocked.
"How are you?" ask Cindy again. "I'm sure you have too
sweet children and your wife are beautiful
once," said Cindy guessing.
"I...?" Fadly was listening
that remark. "You want to know about me?" Fadly.
"Why not?" Cindy blinked her eyes
lovely.
For a moment Fadly took her breath before
he said, "Your guess is right, Cin. I'm married, but God doesn't trust us to babysit. In that case I've been expecting a little baby after waiting for two years." Obviously Fadly continued.
Really, Cindy was stunned to hear
that confession. He just tried
guessing whether Fadly is married or not. And the answer that the man gave was somehow as if to discourage him. It is undeniable that actually in his heart the deepest he expects Fadly to answer that he is not married after being lived by his sister Zahra.
"So, you haven't had a baby yet, Dly?" the question just slid from his lips. Through the question he intended to affirm his heart that there was nothing more to be said from the man who was now in front of him. But the answer he received and Fadly really made him back pounding.
"That's what makes me lazy to be home, Cin. Even just because of that, there was a lot of fighting between me and my wife. My wife always blames me, while I also think my wife is not good at giving birth to children," Fadly's face looks so grim.
Squeezed her hair with a half-desperate expression.
"You need to be patient, Dly. Probably not yet
it's time you got what became
that dream of yours" Cindy was concerned, even though her heart was
whimpering.
"Patience? Maybe you said that but, uh,
how can I be patient if my wife is cold and tight with me? How can I be patient if he doesn't welcome me warmly every time I go home from work? I've been reluctant to go home for a long time" the words felt so slicing through Cindy's heart.
Ah, Fadly, what a pity for you.
"If things were like this continuously, maybe our household would end soon. Just one word from him, divorce! After that let me take my own path," said Fadly again with a faint heart.
"Don't, Fadly!" suddenly so.
He looked at the grieving man's face deeply.
"Why?" Hardi looked back at him.
"Don't until you're separated. Take good care of your household. Believe me, someday God will grant you what you hope for." Cindy is clearly.
"Could it be, Cin?" tanyanya raau's. "You know, there's nothing to defend against
my household. Especially now that I have rediscovered my lost pearl.
back then. After our love story was cut off because of Zahra, Zahra finally left for eternity and then you married Rangga too, finally separated. Is this a sign of Cin?" Fadly.
What do you mean, Fadly?" Cindy flabbergasted.
The thump in his heart grew so much that he heard the words he just heard.
"God has brought us back together after so many years of not seeing, don't you understand what that means?" Fadly asked back.
"I.., I don't understand what you mean," Cindy stuttered.
"You don't understand why God brought us back in this situation? And where you have been widowed for the death of your husband, while I mourn the passing of Zahra, then because I can no longer maintain the wholeness and happiness of my household Do you not think indirectly God has brought us back together to match us?" Fadly.
So in the face of the shady eyes it rained down on his mind. Cindy felt her heart break. At first, he expected Fadly to be unmarried and back to be his again as before. But to hear the man's confession that he was married and now his household is threatened with cracking, Cindy's heart slowly begins to freeze. And his respect suddenly disappeared when Fadly expressed his belief that God had reunited them because they were partners.
"No, Dly," Cindy's head shook her head after a few minutes she tried to calm her heart and think realistically. How could he possibly live happily above the suffering of others?
How sad and angry Fadly's wife when she found out her husband playing fire again with his first love and his sister's ex-lover. Not to mention if he was willing to marry Fadly, which of course the man would divorce his wife.
"What's wrong, Cin?" Fadly looked at him in confusion.
Calmed his heart which suddenly felt ruffled looking at the young woman's head.
"I don't want to live happily on top
the suffering of others" Cindy said firmly. "I don't want you to divorce your wife just because of me." Cindy continues.
"But Cin, there's nothing left to defend in my household" Fadly said later. "Again, what harm would it do to be reunited under circumstances that I think are right for us?" Fadly.
"Don't be too sure of your thoughts that God has brought us back together to be reunited. Everything has passed, Dly. Forget about the past that once existed between us. We're not young anymore." Cindy tried to be an adult.