ENDLESS HALLWAY
CHAPTER 89: A PLAN

As usual, Cevin always tried to show a responsible attitude as a lover to the woman he loved. So that it will bring confidence of his lover, if he really means in establishing love with the girl.

"We go home together, Qis..."

Bring Cevin.

Balqis.

"Come." take Cevib to guide his girlfriend to leave the campus room. They left the campus together. Heading to Cevin's black jeep. The two got into the car, which shortly afterwards slowly drove away from the campus parking lot. Get off and then walk down the highway.

"Where are we going..,?" cevin asked as he looked towards Balqis who was sitting next to him. She asks her lover's opinion, every time they walk together. Cevin wants Balqid to decide where they're going. All that Cevin did, because he wanted to please his lover...!!!

"Where are you...?" Balqis turned the question and also the decision on Cevin. "You're the one holding the steering wheel. I was just hitching a ride... I'll follow you wherever you go" Balqis said, looking back at her increasingly dashing lover sitting behind the wheel of her jeep.

"How about we eat first, Qis?" bring Cevin.

"As far as you are" replied Balqis. He seemed to leave all his decisions to Cevin. As a lover, Balqis did not want to disappoint her lover by refusing her lover's invitation. This will further strengthen the love relationship between the two of them.

"You seemed agitated earlier, Qis..," said Cevin as he continued to run his car. "Is there something you're thinking about...?" ask Cevin later.

"Come on, I just wasn't calm..."

Balqis.

"Why...? What's thinking about our problems?"

Ask Cevin.

"Maybe..."

Answer Balqis.

"What are you thinking?" Ask Cevin again.

"Come away, I feel fear, anxiety and many more problems that disturb my mind, besides my pregnancy problems, Vin," said Balqis. "For if it drags on, the fetus in my womb the longer it gets, the bigger it gets. What will it be...?" lamented Balqis while biting his lips firmly, trying to resist the anxiety of his heart that made him feel sad and anxious and anxious erratically.

"So that's not much, Vin, compared to how I was last night. Last night, I couldn't sleep. My mind is erratic. How not? Two days you don't go to college without news. I felt a sense of uncertainty... You are evil, heartless...!" brazen Balqis's wryness with a face illustrates vexation.

"Well, how angry...?"

Cevin.

"Who is not angry. I'm confused, you're even delicious at home. Doesn't that show you don't have feelings...!" back Balqis lashed out, with sharp eyes looking down at her lover's face.

"I don't know.." elak Cevin defended himself.

"If you knew, what would you do?" balqis asked in a still firm voice.

"Yes, I'm happy..." Answer Cevin.

"You're thrilled. I'm I'm..."

Balqis' words came to a halt...!!!

"Why indeed...?"

Ask Celvin.

"Why...?" sulk Balqis with a pouting face. "Yes confused," he said then still with a pouting face.

"Why stick...? Pregnancy for women to get used to? Anyway, you're pregnant, someone's doing it. Unless you get pregnant all of a sudden, then you can be confused," said Cevin still teasing, trying to invite his lover joking. But precisely his temptation increasingly makes Balqis more sullen.

"You're a guy, good... Do it any time it will not be seen. While I. woman, once done will appear abnormalities in my body..," Balqis's murmur grew more intense, with eyes increasingly sharp looking at the face of his lover who was still smiling. "Now, how am I...? Everyone will accuse me of being a no-no, Vin... Everyone will think I went to college... How I'd be so ashamed, Vin... Shameful..."

Balqis continued in a sad tone.

The smile that was originally attached to Cevin's lips instantly disappeared. Now his face turned moody. He realized how Balqis felt. Yes, surely Balqis felt anxiety and anxiety.

Because after all, people will look down on him if people find out that he is pregnant.

At that time, he was still in college.

"I hope you'll be patient and calm. I will try to solve our problems immediately. I also know and understand how you feel, Qis," said Cevin promised, trying to give his lover confidence and calm.

"That's what I was hoping for, Vin..."

Balqis lirih.

"Yes, I get it. This is my responsibility as a man. We have done, then we must also be willing to bear the risk..," said Cevin lirih.

His eyes were still looking straight at the street.

The black jeep car that the two lovebirds ride continues to go, heading to a restaurant to eat and to just calm their minds, as well as to talk back about the love relationship between them.

Also, if possible, plan their next action in dealing with the problems that are being experienced by Balqis who now contain three months, the results of their relationship for three years. Arriving in front of a restaurant, Cevin stops his car. Then she led her lover into the restaurant. Take a seat, then order food and drinks that become their favorite.

While waiting for the order they ordered to come, Cevin invited Balqis to chat about them and their relationship during this time.

"How good do you think, Qis?" cevin asked to open a conversation between them. His eyes were fixed on the face of the girl sitting in front of him.

A beautiful girl who had given up everything on her. And now produce a fetus conceived by the girl.

"About what...?"

Ask Balqis.

"Our plan?"

Reply Cevin.

"I want to get married soon, Vin."

Balqis.

"Yes, I know..."

Answer Cevin.

"I don't want everyone to know that the baby I'm carrying is an extramarital affair, Vin. How ashamed I would be if all this happened" said Balqis. "That's why, I hope you marry me soon..."

Further again.

"Yes, I'll try as soon as possible."

Answer Cevin.

"When are you going to introduce me to your parents, Vin...? Or did your parents come to my house to ask me to my parents, Vin...?" balqis asked, because for three years they were in a relationship, not once did Cevin introduce him to both his parents specifically and frankness because both of Cevin's parents probably already knew would remain as Cevin's friends only.

Cevin did not answer immediately, but to be lost he seemed silent. It was difficult for him to answer and grant Balqis' request. Because all this time, in fact his parents especially his mother did not agree he was related to Balqis, because the incident that happened with Irfan his biological brother Cevin made his mother traumatized his son in loving a Balqis again. He was worried that Balqis would be disappointed, if he met his mother. Because it could be, his mother would issue a speech that could offend Balqis. And that's what keeps Cevin from introducing their relationship as his lover back home. He did not want Balqis to be disappointed and offended, having learned that her mother disapproved of their relationship.

"Win..." Balqis reprimanded her lover who was still silent, it seemed like something was weighing on her lover's mind. So Cevin was silent, asked when he would introduce directly to their relationship to the two parents.

"Yes.:" Cevin awoke from his silence.

"Cock you shut up...? What's up...?" balqis asked with eyes fixed on her lover's face, as if wanting to know what was weighing on her lover's mind.

"It's okay..," replied Cevin trying to cover up his confusion. "I'll talk to both my parents."

Cevin.

"Why should you talk first?" Ask Balqis.

"Because all this time, they haven't known about our relationship, Qis. They just know that we're just ordinary friends nothing more. You want patience, don't you...?" said Cevin

while holding his girl's hand, trying to give confidence and calm to her lover.

Balqis. He was a little surprised to hear his girlfriend's words. Balqis really did not expect at all, if for three years he was in contact with Cevin, the Cevin family did not know about their child's relationship with him specifically.

"Qis..."

Get Cevin.

"Yes." Yeah."

Answer Balqis.

"Why are you quiet...?" cevin asked with eyes looking at Balqis face. It seems he was worried that Balqis would be offended after learning that their relationship had not been known by Cevin's parents.

"It's okay."

Balqis.

"You're mad at me, Qis...?" back Cevin asked, wanting certainty from his lover. His eyes were still fixed on Balqis face. Beautiful face, but now describes the melancholy of the changes that occur in his body.

Balqis shook her head. His eyes were still fixed on his lover's face. Then he seemed to take a deep breath, as if he was trying to understand the difficulties Cevin was having in dealing with his family.

"Well, I'll be patient waiting for reassurance from you, Vin... I hope you and your parents will come to my house soon to propose to me" Balqis said.

"Thank you for your understanding, Qis. I promise I'll take you to my house soon to introduce you to my parents. Or I'll ask my parents to come to your house and propose to you" Cevin promised with his hands still clasping his girlfriend's hand. Trying to convince his lover of the seriousness of his intention to bring Balqis with his parents. So that the problem that Balqis is facing, will be resolved soon.

The order they ordered finally came. The waiter immediately placed them on the table, where they sat facing each other in silence. There was something covering their feelings at that moment. I don't know what they're thinking. Only the two of them know. But of course what they think, still has to do with the problems they are facing. Balqis pregnancy problems due to the love relationship they have been building.

"Qis..." Cevin.

Balqis looked at her lover's face. His face looks a bit moody. However, his feelings immediately raged uncharacteristically after hearing Cevin's testimony, if all this time Cevin's parents did not know their relationship.

"I'm sorry..."

Cevin.

"It's okay" said Balqis. "I understand your predicament, Vin. But I hope you can solve our problems as soon as possible. Because I don't want people to know that I'm pregnant out of wedlock, Vin..."

Balqis continued to explain to his worries.

"I know, Qis. I promise to resolve our problems as soon as possible" replied Cevin with a deep sigh. "We're getting married soon..."

Further.

"What if your parents don't agree?" tanya Balqis wants to know how her lover's decision if until both parents do not approve of the relationship and also their plan to get married.

"I'll keep marrying you."

Answer Cevin.

"While your parents don't approve?"

Ask Balqis.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer Cevin briefly.

Balqis fell silent again with her thoughts. For some reason, he felt that something was still stirring in his eyes. His feelings were more worried that Cevin's parents would disagree with their plan, rather than succeed. From the statement of Cevin who said that until now his parents did not know their relationship alone, it has been seen that there is something that becomes the barrier of their love. And it certainly has something to do with their love.

"For a while we should forget about our problem. We better eat first. Believe me, I will try to give understanding to both my parents. So they want to understand and bless our marriage," said Cevin continues to try to calm the heart of his lover, while looking at the face of Balqis. "Let's eat first," he asked later, who was immediately followed by Balqis.

The two also ate together. For a while the two were silent, no one tried to talk. Balqis drifted with her thoughts. His heart was still in anxiety. Worried in case Cevin's parents disapprove of their relationship.

What so?

What about the baby she had?

Should he drop it?

No...! That's not possible. In addition to the cost of abortion is very expensive and rarely there are doctors who want to do it, also the act of abortion is very bad. Besides being banned by religion, it is also prohibited by the state. Because the act of abortion is a crime. Because indirectly, abortion is also an act of murder.

The two went back to silence, enjoying the food they had been served. After finishing eating, Cevin invites his girlfriend to leave the restaurant. He had to drive his lover home, so that his mama balqis would feel calm, not worry about their child. In addition, Cevin also did not want Balqis to get angry from his mother.

"Let's go home..."

Cevin.

Cevin leads his lover, out of the restaurant. Heading to the car Then the two got on top of the car which was not long after, drove away from the parking lot of the restaurant.

"Win..."

Sapa Balqis's.

"Yes." Yeah."

Answer Cevin.

"If we get married, where will we live?"

Ask Balqis.

"In my house..."

Answer Cevin.

"Why should it be in your house?"

Ask Balqis again.

"Yes, I think in my house it's better for our son,

Qis." Answer Cevin

"If my house?"

Ask Balqis.

"I don't want to trouble your family."

Cevin.

"In your house also troubles your family" replied Balqis. "I don't want to be helped either. I want us to live alone. Because I think the rice we eat will be better if we try alone, rather than given by others. Even though it's our own family, Vin..."

Balqis.

"Yes, then we'd better contract"

Answer Cevin.

"That's better."

Balqis Reply.

"I have to work."

Cevin.

"If it were possible, I would be a worker."

Reply Balqis.

"Then what about our son?"

Ask Cevin.

"I am the one who takes care. I'll go to work, after our son grows up. I want our son to be a good boy and succeed in being a person. Not like us..."

Balqis.

"Can't we be people?" cevin asked as he looked towards his lover who was sitting next to him with a straight forward gaze. Balqis's eyes were blank. It seemed that Balqis' mind was not being fixed on the ongoing conversation.

But I don't know where...!!!

"Either... Maybe we can be people. Maybe not." replied Balqis with a face still empty, without any expression of attitude as the sentence he was saying, It seems that even though he was talking to Cevin, but his mind was not there, in that place. His mind drifted erratically, going nowhere.

"Why are you talking like that?" cevin asked, "What's your reason for saying such a thing...?" he asked then while looking back at his lover who was still silent and his face described emptiness.

"Yes, so whether or not we become useful people depends on our intentions..."

Balqis.

"I don't know what you mean yet..."

Cevin asked for an explanation.

Balqis took a deep breath. He looked at his girlfriend for a while, then turned his gaze back to the streets. Along with ******, heavy breathing, Balqis said again to explain the meaning of his words,

"I mean like this... If we really intend to build a household, then we will have the passion and passion to build a good life. But on the contrary, if we do not really build it, or half. We will not be able to be successful either. In other words life does not, nor does death." Balqis Exposure.

"You don't think I mean it?"

Ask Cevin.

"I don't talk like that" Balqis said.

Both are silent. The tennis car drove, taking the two further and further away from the restaurant where they had eaten. Both of them were still silent with their minds. Only occasionally did the two seem to sigh deeply, as if trying to calm the feelings in each other's hearts.

The night continued to move.Seems to also make the two men drift in their daydreams. Sometimes Cevin was concerned and pityed Balqis, each time he remembered that his lover now had to face many problems. From childhood, Balqis went with his mother and lived a life of suffering. That's why he tried to really love Balqis and wanted to make Balqis his wife.

The car stopped in front of the Balqis house.

Cevin and Balqis are coming down. The young man went to the terrace of the small house. Even when the door of the house was opened by a woman of about fifty years old.

The middle-aged woman who was none other than Balqis, Cindy, invited Cevin in, the young man said.

go in.