ENDLESS HALLWAY
CHAPTER 96: LET IT BE! LET IT!

One month later...!!!

Sigit did not know what was raging in his wife's heart. And did not know that in the womb of the woman he had married had grown another male fetus. Just what he did now, his attitude was increasingly cold towards his wife. That is why up to a couple of husband and wife is rarely ever greet. The two seem to hold each other in their respective positions.

Apparently the state of Balqis now, can not continue to survive so. For she had to tell her husband about the circumstances of her being pregnant. Even that feels so heavy.

Coupled with the problems with Selly, her mother cevin who insisted not to let her son Cevin marry Balqis. "Not much talking! Tell you what, if you really want to claim my son's responsibility, tell me how much it costs to abort your womb? Then don't you bother my son again!" Selly mama Cevin insulted. Assume the value of life, usually exchanged for a sum of money. When Balqis held to account the results of Cevin's actions by giving advice that could not be accepted Balqis finally Balqis must be able to make a choice.

Finally, Balqis accepted Sigit's proposal, which led her to live together.

No...!!!

Balqis decided not to leave her husband. Despite what will happen, his decision will not be unshakable. Even if the fetus it contains is a Cevin seed. And will Sigit accept the baby after birth as his own biological child? Wouldn't he?

Balqis again felt swayed by his uncertainty. His love for Cevin is so

large. While his compassion and loyalty to Sigit is also very large. And it seemed that she would not be until the heart told her husband about the seed that was growing in her womb. Of course the man will feel very hurt by his frankness. It was as if she had stabbed directly into her husband's life. A husband who is helpless over his flaws. And it could be the fire of her husband's anger. The man would definitely be so angry once he knew his wife to the point of his nibble. And even more shameful, his wife was pregnant due to the cursed act. And finally Balqis could only take a heavy breath. Initially her passionate intention to tell her situation to her husband, back delayed. Moreover, expressed her intention to ask for divorce from her husband.

That is the weakness of Balqis every see her husband's condition invalid. He did not reach the heart, even though he could not bear suffering and was crushed by bitterness.

***

That night the atmosphere at Balqis' house was rather pleasant. Because Sigit wanted to sip a coffee drink provided by Balqis on the dining room table. And that was the beginning of Balqis' courage to rebuke her husband.

"Mas Sigit wants dinner? Balqis make it?" balqis said softly and attentively.

"I'm still full" he said, looking uninspired.

Balqis let out a disappointed breath, then pulled out a chair. Sit down he faces the table. Facing her husband who casually sipped his coffee drink. It was as if the man had completely disregarded the presence of his wife. Just random. Makes Balqis feel awkward facing her husband.

Now, Balqis wants to speak up now. Tell him his situation now. Being delayed will eventually get caught, too.

But then he hesitated again. He felt this kind of time was not right. When will he start again?

The situation is getting urgent. Instead of her husband finally knowing, she better know now. That was the explosion of Balqis' feelings, until his courage arose. No more hesitation.

''Mas, there's something I want to talk to you about" Balqis said without raising her face. She refused to talk to her husband.

"Yes, just say it," Sigit's voice was flat. It was not his wife's face, but a glass filled with coffee. And the coffee drink was half.

"Before Balqis apologized"

Balgis said, the sound of Balqis shaking, his tone heavy coming out of his mouth. Making Sigit feel there is something different from usual. Plus the words "Sorry" his wife. "Any? What's the matter?" thought Sigit who then looked at Balqis face.

"What's up, Qis?"

Say Sigit.

"Balqis will surely be very disappointing mas Sigit."

Balqis Reply.

Sigit smiled bitterly...!!!

"You never let me down. It's me who never pleases your life."

Reply Sigit.

"Hurt Sigit's feelings" Balqis' voice began to rumble.

"That's how I often feel. But I realized about all the flaws in me." Obviously Sigit.

"Not that..." The complaints of Balqis began to sob.

"Then what?" Sigit looked at him not understanding.

"My present is. my present state.." Balqis' speech stopped. Cry exploded.

"Speak frankly, and do not be accompanied by sobs. It's all gonna piss me off."

Say Sigit.

Balqis hurriedly wiped her tears. And tried to stop her crying, even though her sobbing was still left. His chest is surging up and down. Oh Lord, give me strength to express my present condition. And may Sigit forgive me without regret. Without anger.

"Mas Sigit, I was pregnant before I married Mas Sigit" he said.

Sigit was momentarily flabbergasted. Then he took a deep breath, as if he was almost out of breath. It felt as if the room was getting too stuffy.

"I've guessed.." murmured Sigit while bowing his face. And that speech was barely heard. While in his chest a lump of joy bit his heart. No matter how anger, hatred erupted in his chest, but because he realized all his shortcomings, he was helpless. Like a bowed rice. The bowing of Sigit can indeed be likened to old and yellowed rice. For it has been filled with all kinds of stories and inward torment. Meanwhile Balqis felt gripped with sin. Guilty. She carefully approached her husband. And to accept the punishment he will receive. Maybe worth his actions. So Balqis held the man's shoulder. Sigit still remains down.

"I beg your forgiveness, mas.." Balqis' voice trembled in sobs.

Doesn't sound authentic...!!!

It made Balqis even more painful.

"Mas, you won't forgive me?" I was so sorry for the woman's words. But still there is no reaction from Sigit, so the pain is more prosperous. Her crying became even more sobbing.

A sluggish body like it has no power is shaken. And though it was shaken only like a statue. According to the will of the woman. It made Balqis scream.

"Yahoo! The maaaaas! Why don't you answer?!"

Balqis.

There is no word...!!!

Balqis's cry was shrill. No more shaking the man's body. Now hugged tightly to a body that seemed to have no strength and power to face reality.

"Balqis is a damned woman, mas "

Balqis.

"Thank God you know that" Sigit's voice rattled.

"Will Sigit forgive, Balqis?"

Ask Balqis.

Slowly Sigit raised his head, until he looked up at the ceiling of his house. In his eyes there was glittering in clear water. And his lips spoke like a soft mutter...!

"How easy is forgiveness for works

a wife who is a bitch."

Said Sigit later.

"Balqis is a shame. Balqis is damned, but Balqis is also an ordinary woman who does not escape guilt and sin. Therefore Balqis requested that Sigit pardon Balqis. Do anything, as long as you don't decide my loyalty forever to you. I resignedly accept any punishment from you," Balqis voice interrupted his sobs.

"You have ruined the image of women."

Say Sigit.

"Balqis knows that."

Balqis.

"And the child in your womb is the same as you do."

Sigit again.

"Let her grow up in my womb, because I need her the most. This baby that will be born in my womb is my only happiness. She is like a lamp that will illuminate my life" said Balqis, who longed for the baby's presence.

Sigit took a heavy breath. In one breath, to the point that his chest would break. The rupture holds too much air. Then a little, slowly he exhaled back. While the explosion of anger and emotional turmoil held him.

"I said from the beginning that my life has no power to make your life happy, but why do you keep me?"

Sigit explained.

Balqis. Thrilled back Cevin's words asking for firmness from him. Divorced her husband for his son, then married Cevin. Should I be that cruel to make a decision?

God, show me the best way. It seems that I cannot do much to deal with this strange problem, Balqis lamented inwardly

"So what do you want now?" sigit asked as he looked at Balqis face.

Balqis raised her head, returning her husband's gaze.

"Balqis doesn't know" Balqis replied, shaking her head. Sigh in on complaints.

"You should be able to firmly choose between him or me. Do not let this problem drag on because it concerns the future of the baby who will be born from your womb."

Obviously Sigit.

"Balqis will not leave the Sigit mass," Balqis said with a sob.

"How could that possibly happen? You must be lying to yourself. Already Balqis, I am willing to let you go and marry and return with Cevin. You might be able to live happily by his side. Believe it."

Obviously Sigit.

"No. Nooooo!" Balqis ran into her room. On the bed she was crying. Whatever will be

it happened that she would not leave her husband.

Let it...!!! Let it...!!!

Cevin is married to his parents' chosen girl. I will not leave my husband in need of love and care.