ENDLESS HALLWAY

ENDLESS HALLWAY
CHAPTER 95: ACCOUNTABILITY


That afternoon Cevin was sitting alone with Nabila in the garden of his house. They look so friendly. Nabila is indeed an aggressive and exciting woman. But actually Cevin did all that, just to please his mother. In his little heart he actually felt sad, if he remembered Balqis the girl he loved who was now pregnant.


Want it to feel when it was not Nabila who was sitting in his arms but Balqis. But that desire, it feels will never be realized. Because his mother remained in her position, not approving of their relationship.


They keep making out. The handsome young man also wrapped his hands around Nabila's waist, while the indo girl re-circled her hands around Cevin's neck.


For a moment they both remained silent. Their eyes looked at each other. Their lips slowly close. The longer, the closer the meeting. Until finally fighting each other.


"I love you, Cevin..," hissed Nabila as she tightened her arms around Cevin's neck. Even one of his hands, now pressing the back of Cevin's head, making their kiss even stronger.


Cevin is actually reluctant to do the kiss, because his mind is far away on Balqis who somehow feels because it has been two weeks not meeting him. Though Balqis was expecting an answer from him, for the pregnancy experienced by the woman.


But because he saw his mama's eyes looking at him from behind the window of his house, inevitably Cevin finally complied. He slowly kissed Nabila's sensual lips.


Both of them kissed. Moreover, Nabila seems reluctant to release Cevin's lips. So that makes Cevin can't let go of his kiss. Though Cevin actually careless to do all that in the open. Unlike Nabila who has tasted education outside the city, consider it a natural thing. They continue to drift in******* their lips. So that they do not realize that a pair of eyes sharply pay attention to their actions.


A pair of puffy eyes with faces illustrates the bitterness of the day, unblinkingly watching the friendly scene.


"Cevin...!" ranti yelled with pity at the sight of her friend looking more shaken watching the friendly scene, but it was painful for Balqis, calling Cevin who immediately gasped and let go of his kiss.


"Balqis.." Cevin's eyes were shocked when he saw who had come. It seems he did not expect that Balqis would come to his house and watch the scene he was doing with Nabila.


Balqis could only be flabbergasted with a gawking mouth. Her tears instantly sagged, angry, annoyed and other feelings stirred into one within her chest. It was like Balqis was screaming, but unable. His mouth is like a slam.


"Who are they, Vin...?" asked Nabila while looking at Cevin's face which immediately turned pale and moody. She did not understand, why, her future husband immediately turned moody.


"My college friends...." Cevin just took a deep breath with his head nodding weakly.


His heart is now rattled by the presence of Balqis. Moreover, the girl who is now pregnant with a baby from a relationship with her, seems to cry while biting her lips. In her eyes, tennis looked at her. That look, like a sharp knife blade and felt pierced into Cevin's heart.


"This is the responsibility you promised him, Vin...?" kecam Ranti with a face showing hatred. However, as a fellow woman, Ranti could not take Cevin's treatment of her friend for granted. "What kind of man are you, Vin? What is your responsibility that you told him when you wanted to get him to do something? Don't you remember, if in her womb now stored your flesh blood fetus...?" in a rude and angry voice, Ranti continued to criticize Cevin. Representing his friend who can only cry, do not know what to do after seeing the reality that exists.


Balqis's cry further sliced the heart, making Cevin increasingly bowed silently. His heart suddenly screamed. As if he also cursed himself, who was unable to make a decision. So, I want to obey what his mother said.


He also condemned his mother, who did not want to understand and would understand how the suffering was experienced by Balqis. He should be responsible for his actions. The responsibility is not only in his actions against Balqis, but there is more important, namely his responsibility as a father of the fetus conceived by the girl. The fetus is his own flesh and blood. Because he's the one who's been fucking Balqis.


"Cevin, why are you just quiet...?" asked Nabila while looking at her future husband who was still down. How also, as Cevin's future wife, Nabila was somewhat offended by Balqis' remarks.


"It's too bad for him, Vin," said Nabila.


Then the indo girl was about to approach Balqis, when Cevin strenuously prevented.


"Don't Nabila..."


Cevin says.


"Why...?"


Ask Nabila.


"That's it, you don't understand the business!" cevin's jolt was upset, because Nabila wanted to interfere with his business. Nabila did not know, what the problem between him and Balqis was.


"But how about it, you're my future husband, Vin. I don't want my future husband to be insulted that way."


Say Nabila.


"It's Nabila, you better get in. You don't know anything about this. Let me handle it myself," said Cevin slightly annoyed, as Nabila still did not want to obey his words and wanted to interfere in the matter. Though Nabila does not know his business. Nabila momentarily looked towards Balqis and Ranti, then with a grunt in annoyance, the indo girl passed away leaving them.


Get into the house...!!!


After Nabila left with a face still looks moody Cevin stepped closer to Balqis and Ranti.


"Please sit down" he asked.


"I just wanted to make a promise to you, Vin. Where is your responsibility? Didn't you promise to marry me if I got pregnant? But now.you're good with another girl. As if forgetting your responsibility!" brych Balqis by crying again. It is sad if you remember the fate that happened.


"I'm sorry, Qis," said Cevin. Slowly his head was weak. "I've been trying to take responsibility, but..."


"But what...?!" balqis jolt quickly with eyes looking sharply at her lover. "Where are you feeling, Vin? Didn't you do it? Why do you have to ask your mother's approval?" balqis. "What about me, Vib?" Balqis cried again, making Ranti more and more compassionate to see him. As a friend. Ranti could not just silence her friend.


"Vin, I'm sorry I didn't want to interfere in your business. But as a friend, I expect you to be sporty. You have to take responsibility for what you have done together" Ranti said. He felt sorry for Balqis.


Cevin bowed his head deeply, hearing Ranti's words. He really wants to be responsible. But his mother disapproved. "I know, Ranti. I also want to be responsible. And actually it's only Balqis I love. I'll try, Ranti... Trust me, I'll still love Balqis."


Cevin lirih.


"Can't!" from inside the house suddenly out Selly, his mother Cevin immediately interjected. "Your friends disagree! Heh woman, do you already have no shame? Knowing that Cevin was about to get married, you still dared to come. You think you're gonna be able to derail my son's marriage, heh...?!" selly's eyes glared sharply, looking towards Balqis.


"Mah...!" Cevin tried to defend Balqis. "Balqis is not wrong, Mah. Cevib is wrong..."


Cevin.


"Not much talking! Tell you what, if you really want to claim my son's responsibility, tell me how much it costs to abort your womb? Then don't you bother my son again!" ask Selly insulting. Assume the value of life, usually exchanged for a sum of money.


"Sorry Aunt, I'm not demanding money. I just want Cevin to marry me, as his responsibility for what he has done to me" Balqis replied, not to be outdone, because he felt right. As appropriate, he's taking responsibility for Cevin.


"So you keep forcing Cevin to marry you?!" hardik Selly with bulging eyes and breath hunted by emotion. Because he considers the presence of Balqis, has messed things up and disturbed the happiness of his son with Nabila.


"Yes." Yeah."


Balqis said firmly.


"It's never gonna happen, because Cevin's getting married soon."


Selly.


"I will sue!"


Balqis Reply.


"Suggest what...?"


Ask Selly.


"The responsibility," Balqis replied remained firm. Trying to show that he came to that place not to beg. But holding Cevin accountable, he also billed the promise Cevin had made to him whenever Cevin asked to be served his wish.


"What's the responsibility...?"


Ask Selly.


"Please Aunty ask the son of Aunt herself. Vin, if you really love me and really are a man, I'll wait for you at home. You were the one who asked my mama that they would let me be with you. Once again if you're really a man, I hope you come see my parents. Excuse me..."


Balqis said, Balqis woke up from her seat, then stepped away from the terrace of the house followed by Ranti.


Cevin could only sit in his chair, looking at Balqis' departure with a pounding heart. He remembered the covenant he had made before Cindy, the mother of Balqis.


"You don't have to think about him anymore, Vin."


Selly.


"But, Mah..."


Reply Cevin.


"But what...?!" hardik.


"However, the baby that Balqis conceived was my flesh blood, Mah... If you want to punish me, punish Cevin. Not a baby in Balqis. The baby needs a father's confession..."


Cevin.


"Fuck him with his words! If you disagree, never argue. You got it...?!" back Selly snapped with bulging eyes.


"Here you go, you don't have to think about him. Let mama take care of it. Come on Nabila, come with aunty," asked Selly.


"Where are you going...?" ask Cevin.


"You don't need to know. It's mama's business. Come on Nabila," Selly again invited her prospective daughter-in-law away, which according to her prospective daughter-in-law followed.


"I'll go first."


Say Nabila to Cevin.


Cevin just nodded, letting the two women go somewhere. His mind was still dizzy thinking about all the events he had experienced. His mother wanted him to marry Nabila. He loved Balqis. In addition, Balqis is now pregnant with children from their love relationships. The baby Balqis conceived required her responsibility and recognition as a man and as the father of the baby. Because it was he who planted the seed of the fetus in the womb of Balqis. As a result of her and Balqis' love affair that lasted more than three years.


***


"Mas.." from the door of the house, the voice of his sister, Queena called out, making Cevin's daydream instantly crumble. With the listless handsome young man who was now experiencing, his worries and problems looked towards his sister.


"What's up. Queena?" ask Cevin lirih.


"Same Mama Mbak Nabila where...?"


Ask Queena.


"Stop that..."


Answer Cevin later.


"It seems that Mamah is angry, Mas.." said Queena with a gloomy face. Both Queena and Cevin, already know how if their mother is angry. Anything will be faced. Queena was worried, just in case her mother would do something unexpected. Or go to Balqis' house and ambush Balqis all out. Poor Balqis. Because according to Queena, Balqis is innocent.


After all, it was fitting that her brother Cevin be given the freedom to determine his future. To choose a woman who will be his life companion.


His sister, Cevin is already a student and even a bachelor candidate. It is inappropriate for his mother to impose her will on her children.


"Maybe..."


Answer Cevin.


"So the Balqis came, huh, Mas...?"


Ask Queena again.


"Yes" Cevin replied.


On his face there was no more spirit. However, Cevin still feels sorry for Balqis who now contains a fetus of flesh blood.


"Pity of Balqis, Mas..."


Said Queena again.


Cevin could only take a deep breath.


"What would you like to do next?"


Ask Queena.


"Stop that..."


Answer Cevin briefly.


"Mas must be firm... Man, don't cry. You have to show attitude. We can't always obey what you say, Mom. We need to make our choice..."


Queena.


"You dare to do that?"


Ask Cevin.


"Why not? Just look at it later... Queena still won't want to be betrothed like you are now. Queena will stick to the establishment of Queena...!" firmly the twenty-three year old girl. At the same time he also tried to encourage and believe in his brother.


Cevin was silent at his sister's words. His heart was still filled with anxiety and still did not understand, what he should do to solve the problem he was currently experiencing.


"Why are you still silent?!" queena jolt reminded her brother, so as not to just shut up.


"You mean?" Cevin asked doubtfully.


"Make, Mas... Make it...! Don't just keep quiet about what Mom says. Man, don't cry. If you really want to be responsible for what you did to Balqis and you really love Balqis, then do it!" queena continued to spur her brother's spirit, so that her brother would take action to solve his problem.


"What should I do, Queena.,.?"


Cevin asked weakly.


"Mas don't cry! My guy...!"


Queena Cecar.


"I'm dizzy, Queena. I don't know, what should I do...?" lamented Cevin still does not understand what he should do in the face of the crisis of his love with Balqis, because it is always in about by his mother who wants him to marry Nabila. The girl of choice.


"Act, Mas. Act...!" Queena continues to insist.


"Yes, what should I do?"


Cevin asked as if hesitating in his confusion.


"As long as mamah goes with mbak Nabila, quickly prepare all the needs that will be taken away."


Queena.


"You mean I told you to run away?"


Ask Cevin again.


"Yes." Yeah."


Answer Queena.


"Where?" Ask Cevin.


"Where can not be reached by mamah... Take Balqis and take her away and you marry there. That's all you can do now" Queena continued to motivate her brother.


"What about you and Papah?"


Ask Cevin.


"Why is it with me and Papah? We got no problem? It is precisely the man who has a problem. Never mind me and Papah. Think about the future of Balqis. If I knew where I was, I'd take Papah there."


Obviously Queena gives a calm and spirit to Cevin to take a stewardship.


"Are you sure Papah will accept my actions?"


Ask Cevin again.


"The father will understand..."


Queena.


"But I don't have much money, Queena?"


Cevin.


"How much savings do you have?"


Ask Queena.


"Only about three million five hundred thousand..."


Answer Cevin.


"That's enough. Balqis also has five million in savings.


Bring savings. Queene. Hurry up. There's no time, Mom. Don't be late, before Balqis breaks up


despair or change your mind"


Queena.


"You're my good sister, Queena..."


Cevin.


"That's it, don't waste time, Mom."


Queena.


"good. You helped me prepare everything..." Answer Cevin at last.


"Come on."


Queena answered.


With the help of Queena, Cevin also packed his needs to stop with Balqis. Her heart was now open, after her sister gave her spirit. And now his heart was round, that his holy love was only for Balqis. He had always pretended to love Nabila, because he just wanted to cheer his mamah heart.


After all the supplies that were to be brought


neatly, Cevin also prepared to leave the house. The luxurious house, where he left which began simple but full of beauty and peace with the success of his papa business turned into a luxurious house but the house, for him was nothing but a prison.


"Queena, say hello to papah, and give this letter to mamah huh...?"


Cevin said and offered the letter he had made to Queena.


Queena nodded...!!!