Forced to Share a Bed
Past Times

Goddess Laksmi

My world's shattered. I am like a piece of dust that falls into the waves and sinks to the bottom of the ocean. Lost, forgotten, and meaningless.

In the guest room of the j a l a n g, I cried bitterly. Heart hurts. Tub stabbed millions of sembilu unceasing.

This time I felt defeated. Usually, whatever I want I always find. I just want to have the man I love. Yeah, he's already I have. He has become my husband. I already have his body. But not with his heart. Because of that j a l a n g, mas Zul no longer tries to love me.

One day, I actually gave up. I thought, the important thing is to be by his side and enjoy his body to satisfy my desires. At the time, I was still proud. However, what I experienced today, was completely beyond my expectations. Out loud, he could divorce me in front of my honey and many witnesses.

Really, my life is like a damn thing no more. What else after I found out if papi apparently wanted to hurt and kill Zulfikar mas. In fact, I told him to not hurt the man I love so much.

"Huuu .. Why is God unfair?" lamented.

"You also brought down sickness on me. You are not fair, huuu ...."

I can't run because they tied me up. I thought my death would end all this humiliation, pain and suffering.

And then I think back to my happy times. I am pampered like a king's daughter, entrenched in treasure, free of foya-foya, and free to do whatever I want.

"What is karma? Huuu .. Is this Your reply?" I stared hard at the ceiling. It is as if I blame the Creator.

"Repo .... Mommy ...."

I realized I was deceiving them. Yes, I became a nice, graceful girl while studying abroad. I hid my mischief through a glorious feat, until graduating cum loude.

Then, imagine the faces of friends ba ji ngan who have plunged me into the valley of hell. That is, those who have succeeded in making me a man of disobedience.

They used my wealth. After I got addicted and needed medical attention, they took their hands off and avoided me. My gender personality disease was diagnosed after I graduated from college, and it happened because of the side effects of sedatives and doping that I often take.

Doping is Performance Enhancing Drugs. That is, the types of drugs commonly used by athletes to improve performance in competitive sports. While I use the drug to maintain my performance in learning.

"Huuu ...."

I even recalled the disgusting moments when I was challenged to have sex at a college friend's birthday party with a stranger I didn't recognize at all.

Stupidly, I agreed to their challenge. At that time, I wanted to do it for the sake of prestige and of course for the recognition of them.

Recollecting the man's carefree laughter and ridicule after successfully desecrating me. His laughter grew as he watched me cry from the pain. I thought he would be happy and praise me for knowing I was still holy.

"Hulu."

But, I was wrong. She instead announced to my friends that I was an innocent and primitive eastern girl because I was a virgin. He also mocked me because I cried while doing it. The man also said that I was a weak and stupid girl when it came to love. What he said made me a laughing stock and a mockery.

At that time, I was very angry. But they were silent and did not dare to ridicule me again after I stuffed their mouths with money and vouchers. At that time, I just showed them that I was an only child and my parents were very wealthy.

After going through that incident, I didn't believe in love and men. I treated my anger and disappointment by hiring some world-class models to satisfy my lust. I can also enjoy any man whose body I like.

The man who will serve me will always be examined first in detail for his health. I do not want the pleasure that I get to bear the fruits of infectious diseases that in the future will threaten my health and life.

With money, those men want to be my slaves. I did it using a pseudonym and a face mask to keep my identity unknown. More precisely, so that what I did not ruin the good name of Papi and my extended family.

Until one day, I was invited by my father and mother to meet the youngest son of a conglomerate. For the sake of appreciating papi and mami, I obey.

To my surprise, when I first saw the man, I felt something warm in my chest. I'm interested in everything he has. I also feel that attraction is more than ever before. Not only did I want to have and enjoy her body, I also felt like having her heart. Wants to be his companion.

"Huuu, mas Zul ...."

After that first meeting, I really liked it. Then I decided to do a se la put da ra repair operation and of course did not have any physical contact with any man until I and he got married.

"Yuu .... Mas Zul .. ma-sorry ...."

"Repo .... Mami .. I'm sorry ...."

For some reason, the sorry word suddenly just said.

'Shelves.'

The door to the room is open. As I looked, I saw the woman I hated the most coming into the room and approaching me. He brought a tray of milk, a plate of rice and his side dishes.

"No need to pretend to be good. You're happy 'cause Zul's got me divorced?"

"No, Brother. I was disappointed in his decision." While rubbing my stomach.

"Quick! Unhook!" my yelling.

"I want to take it off as long as Kak Dewi promises not to hurt himself and wants to eat. How's it?"

"Not a lot of talk! Just let go of Daini!"

"Sorry, Brother. I can't."

"Yes already! Quickly call Zul to come here! Only Zul! I don't need anyone else!"

"Well, I'll call you but there has to be me, brother. 'And Kak Dewi sama pak Zulfikar is divorced."

"How arrogant are you, Daini! Yes already! Call quickly!"

"Ba-good, Brother." She passed.

I think I should do my last resort to restore my status as Zul's wife. This road must have been opposed by Papi and my extended family. But, I don't care.

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They come.

"What's wrong?" ask mas Zul. But not looking at me at all. He hugged and kissed Daini's cheek.

"I want us to refer to you, Mom."

"What?! Haha. Don't dream," he said.

"Mas, listen to me first. With us referring, you do not need to bother anymore with the trial problem. You don't have to fight my papi either."

"I don't want to," he insisted.

"You have to, Mom. Because, with our reference, I will approve of your marriage and she is legally inaugurated."

"What?!"

Instantly he was surprised. He looked at me, as if he could not believe what I was saying. The Dainipun was surprised.

"I promise to obey you, too. I won't hurt myself or hurt him again. I'll also guarantee your company stays safe."

"Can your words be held?" He seemed doubtful.

"You have to trust me, Mom."

"I doubt it" he said.

"Mas, please .. look at my stomach. There is your flesh blood in it. It's the fruit of our love, Mommy."

"Darling, w-what am I supposed to do? Please give me the advice." Mas Zul even asked for an opinion from the Daini.

"Emm, I-I ...."

The Daini looked confused. They look at each other. The look between the two made my chest hurt. Their eyes were filled with love. A gaze I never found from Zulfikar mas and any man. Except papi. These tears come back. I turned my face to reduce this opening.

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...~Tbc~...

Again, nyai would say that nyai .. 'kangen.'

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