
Daini Hanindiya Sadikin's
"Mr .. huuu ...."
He really left, leaving me in solitude after completing his orgasm. Then I foolishly called his name and cried over his departure. I didn't actually expect him to come back, I just wanted him to turn his head, that's enough.
Then why would he if he didn't look? Why am I melancholy like this? What's wrong with my heart?
There was a painful feeling as she left me while my body was still feeling her madness and warmth. For a while I was only able to stare at the door of the room with tears in my eyes.
Besides Him, who else would I complain about all this?
I want to tell ummi or abah, but I don't want to burden them. Talking to the Son is also impossible because he is a hyacinth. Don't get distracted because of me.
I stared at the ceiling with a bad feeling. I wanted to tell Misti, but I was afraid he misunderstood her and didn't want to be my friend anymore. Beside this king-size bed was a large mirror, I only dared to look at the mirror when Mr. Zulfikar was gone.
Reflecting clearly how pitiful I am right now. I lay helpless, my body was covered in traces, my eyes were swollen, and my lips were red. My tears keep dripping. It turned out to be a night butterfly for my own husband. It's painful to make love to a married man.
"Mas Zul ...," I muttered.
Can I call him that?
No, of course you can't. It's not an easy matter or not that I say it. But it's about the heart.
Actually I want to take a shower to clean myself up. But this body is very tired. He's so mighty. I came to think that he was taking strong medicine. If it's a little longer, I'm sure I'll pass out.
At two o'clock in the night, I was able to get out of bed, staggering to the bathroom in this solitude. A unit this big makes me feel lonely. Want to get out of here soon but I'm afraid to be searched and overtaken again.
Did I just resign? I'm dilemma.
I soak in the bath and cry again. I don't know how long I've been muffled, until the water turns cold. I even started after my body shivered in the cold.
.
In prayer I plead ....
"O Allah, I ask You for Your kindness, mercy, help, light, blessings, and guidance today."
"O Allah, I ask You for the good of this day, the good of what is in it, the good of the day before, and the good of the day after. And I take refuge in You from the evil of today, the evil of what is in it, the evil of the day before, and the evil of the day after."
"O Allah, if he is good to me, bring him closer. If this is the best destiny, may You make it easy for us to unite, even though it is difficult for the road and the aral-rintang.
"And if not, take him away from me, open the door of his heart to release me immediately, and replace him with a better one. May You guard me from disappointment and despair."
"And I ask Thee to bestow good, health and blessings upon the Mother Goddess. Yes Rabbi, please don't let Miss Goddess get hurt because of my presence."
"Aamiin's."
Then pray other prayers for my good in the world and in the hereafter. Then pray for ummi, abah and son. Do not forget to pray for the good of all Muslims and Muslims.
After the evening prayer, I turned back. Then stare at his work coat left behind or maybe accidentally left behind.
Could it be that there were her clothes in that closet?
I stared at a large closet that was left locked.
"Nrouh ...."
I must be strong, I must not waste time by constantly daydreaming and thinking about this matter. I will not let my heart be filled with sadness that finally makes me saturated and uninspired in living life.
I will leave everything I have experienced to Him with effort, prayer, and forgiveness. Then let His destiny answer my concerns and give me a way out.
My job is to keep asking for the best of Him, asking that I don't misinterpret the taste, and asking that I don't end up disappointed, hurt, hurt, and the prolonged destitution that shirketh me from worshiping Thee.
...***...
Goddess Laksmi
Although upset, but I'm happy because he finally came home too. Thankfully I set the alarm. So you can get ready first. He was already in my room. Changing clothes, turning my back. I pretended to be asleep. Something is a little strange. Her hair looks wet.
I looked at his body. The back is absolutely perfect. Until I can't bear to not get close. I got up, walked slowly, and hugged her from behind.
"Hi love," she said. He turned back to give me a hug. Her plain chest scented the bath soap.
"Mas mandi dulu sebelum pulang," terangnya. Padahal aku tidak menanyakan masalah itu.
"Bring this night? Not usually," I said. Still in his chest.
"Emm, no problem, right?" he said while cupping my cheek.
"No problem, Mom." I went back to bed, opened my pajamas which had sexy clothes inside. Then he lay down and teased her.
"Well, pretty," she said. Just smiling. And I feel her smile is so bland.
"Will you go to sleep?"
"Yes love, I'm tired." Fortunately, the medicine from paklik has not been brewed. Maybe for next time.
"May, but I want to kiss you first Mas, want two minutes," I asked. He just smiled while nodding. Get in my blanket after wearing pajamas.
I grabbed him before he could say anything. No matter how upset and disappointed I am, I still love, miss, and crave her body.
"Emmh, love, why so rude?" the protest was when I paused this activity.
"I am angry" I replied. Then attack him again. He resigned, did not refuse, did not do a meaningful welcome. I feel like I am enjoying it alone. But let it be, I really like it. Two minutes passed.
"Uhhhuk, uhhuk," Mas Zul coughed as he rubbed his lips. I smiled with satisfaction.
"Rogue," he said. Pinched my chin, then hugged me.
"Sleep yuk!" bring him.
"Yes, I also happened to be sleepy. Oiya Mas, tomorrow I come to the office."
"For?" His eyes are closed.
"You help a friend of Mas survey content, he went to college again take S3. Back then, when I was S2 he helped me too. Yes it's a calculation of the reply Mas, can't you?"
"Oh, can dong. What the hell can't do for you?" said.
"The survey has been determined by Mas. Because the target is community service, so the sample is quality division."
"Oh, your division -- a-what?! Quality division?" He was suddenly shocked, even his eyes were awake.
"Yes, Mas. Indeed why? Can't you?"
"Bo-can, really."
"Let's ask one person from the quality division to be interviewed." In fact, it's just my wits to meet that woman. Mas Zul sighed.
"Later you coordinate the same, Caca is the manager of the quality division" he said. And then closed his eyes again.
"Okay, but I'll have an interview in your room later, can't Mas?"
"Can" he answered.
"Thank you, my husband" I peeped in both eyes. Then go into his deck.
...***...
"Bang Radit, I'm going to the office with Dewi, you're going to drop off." I'm having breakfast again. Mas Zul is busy giving instructions to Radit. I'd rather call him Radit.
"Don't you bring your own car?"
"Today wasn't, Bang Radit wasn't busy, was he?"
"Sir Sir. Today my job is only to fill the swimming pool with mountain water. It's also the water tanker car can only come here after Dzuhur."
"Yes, Bang Radit will come back. To the office again just pick up the Goddess."
"Mother Goddess will be in her office at what time?"
"I don't know, it'll be said."
"What time do you want to go home?"
"I'll just take a cab home."
Take taxis? I knit an eyebrow. Not usually mas Zul want to take a taxi.
"Let me pick you up again sir."
"No need" added Mas Zul.
The dining room and room where Zul and Radit were chatting were side by side and only blocked by partitions with open designs, so their conversation was clear.
.
All the way to the office, we just kept quiet. Even Raditpun does not turn on music or radio. Mas Zul often daydreams. He looked out, saw the speed of traffic that this morning looks crowded smoothly.
Mas Zul and I sat in the back seat, leaning my head on Mas Zul's shoulder as I wrapped my hands around his arm. Mas Zul stroked my hair. Sometimes he kissed the top of my head. But after that, he looked back at the streets with a blank look.
...***...
We finally got to the office. All the employees and staff bowed their heads to me and to Mas Zul. Here I feel proud. Mas Zul led my hand while throwing a smile. Because of the sudden rain, this morning the apple that is usually held in an open room is dispensed for a while
"Secret to them."
"A celebrity couple, huh?"
That's how they praised me and Zulfikar. Yes, from the beginning we are often called harmonious.
"What breakfast do you want to bring, sir? Oiya Pak, the first meeting was pushed back to nine," Tania explained with a smile and bowed to me who was currently busy preparing the interview form.
"I had breakfast, I didn't have to bring anything. Love, do you have anything to tell Nia? Fear of having breakfast again" said Mas Zul, hugging me. As if to show Tania that she loves me so much.
"I've had breakfast too, um but if I want to ask for help, can't I?"
"Byeah" answered Tania.
"Please go to the quality division, you keep telling quality staff named Daini to come to this room" I said.
"What?!" mas Zul and Tania. Zul looks surprised.
"I'm sorry, for what sake?" ask Tania. Not yet I answered, Zul interrupted.
"Love, did you call him for that interview? Sorry love, for this matter you can't assign to Nia, you have to give permission first as the manager." Mas Zul looked at me, Tania looked down.
"Mas, it can not be direct, after all the interview is not long anyway, most also an hour." I got pissed. Moodku fashion jutek.
"Love."
Mas Zul held my hand. I'm pouting. He and the woman are suspicious. Today, I had to strengthen the photographic evidence of Rani and the description of the boarding house by meeting Daini in person.
"All there is a bureaucracy of love. Yes, you are indeed the wife of Mas, the quality division can also understand if you do not permit Caca ma'am. But, here I become a role model of love, what we do must be the spotlight. If you break the rules, fear they're me---."
"okay! Okay fine! Fine! I want permission first with Caca's mom!" I shouted to the point that Zul and Tania were climbing.
"Nia, you just go out" Zul kicked Tania.
"Bright, sir." Tania turned around quickly leaving me and Zul mas.
"Love, you're loving? From last night, I told you we had to coordinate with Caca's mom."
"Yes Mas! Yes, I understand!" I headed to the parallel phone table.
"Love, don't call at this hour. Usually they are briefing first. It'll be half nine." Holding my hand that just held the phone.
"Mas, I'd like to try it first. If you are busy. Must not have been lifted."
"Hmm, yeah, please love, but if Han---I mean if Daini can't, maybe you'll do an interview with the other staff."
"No Mas, I don't want anything else, just want him, want to staff on behalf of Daini Hanindiya Princess Sadikin," I said.
"You-you? How do you know his full name?" Oops, I slipped, I know her long name from the boarding house.
"Keep Mas also from where do you know his long name?!" Seriously, my emotions are starting to get out of control.
"He's my employee, I happen to memorize" he explained while sitting in his chair.
"Wow, ordinary outsarrrr, you memorized the long names of all employees?! Ck ck."
'Prok, prok, prok.' I even floured my hands because I was stunned.
"Enough Wi, you don't have to overdo it like that."
"It looks like that's you, Mas. Excessive in memorizing employee names," I quipped. Mas Zul did not answer, instead busy checking the files.
I continued calling the quality division. Call the room to Caca's.
"Yes, hello, good morning, with Ms. Caca, quality division."
"I'm the Goddess, Mr. Zul's wife."
"Oh, Miss Goddess. Can I help you, Mom?Geez, an award could get a call from Miss Dewi this early." I turned out to be famous.
"I'm sorry to interrupt Ms. Caca's time. I'm helping a friend of Mom, she's doing a dissertation, she's interviewing Mom's staff, okay?"
"Emm, may Ma, please."
"I want to interview Ms. Daini? What can?"
"Daini? Oh sorry ma'am, it just so happened that today he didn't come in."
"No entry? Why?"
"The pain is, Mom. His sick letter was delivered online."
"It hurts, it's a pity."
I intentionally speak loudly. I was curious about Zul's response. Sure enough, when I looked, Mas Zul looked shocked and stopped his work. He stopped typing. Mas Zul immediately stood up, carried his phone and moved away.
"Hallo." Caca's mom called me.
"Sorry Mom, I'll call you later. Thank you." Thank you."
"Sama-sa - -." I'm closing the call.
Immediately settles down to follow Zul mas, and somehow my heart so thumped. I hid behind the door. He called in the room. Perhaps Zul forgot, his door was partially open.
"What pain are you? Why not tell me?"
Deg, deg, my heart's churning. This chest feels hot. I held my chest. My hands tremble.
"I'm sorry, maybe you're sick because of me. Last night I lost control. I'm sorry if I hurt you and just left you. I'm sorry ya."
Whatisit? What is Zul talking about? Who's he calling? Is that woman?
Even though my body feels weak. I ventured to approach Mas Zul. Mas Zul's position is behind me.
"I'll see you at work."
"Ehhem," I cleared my throat.
'PRACT.'
Because of the shock of Zul to drop his phone. But the phone is still on and active. That call is not over. The name written there is ....
Deg, my heart can't calm down.
"Bu Daini Quality Division."
"De-Goddess?" Mas Zul sculpting. Face paled. With my hunting breath I screamed.
"What is your relationship with him?!" I was going to pretend first. But this evidence I can't just let go.
"Wi, te-quiet du---."
"Jawab me Mas! Answer it! What is your relationship with that woman?! If you're not honest, I'll report everything to your papa!" threaten me while grabbing the phone mas Zul who just fell.
"And you're a hypocrite woman! Don't expect your life to calm down after disturbing my household! You'll regret seven derivatives!" my yelling.
"Goddess, enough! Watch your words!"
Mas Zul snatched his phone and closed the call. Then pull my hand and hold me tight so I can't run at all.
"Huuu huuu, who is that woman Mas?! Whoa?!"
"Goddess, you must be calm. Once you're calm, I'll explain."
"Huuu," I beat Mas Zul in the shoulder. It's painful. So hurt.
"Wi, the story is very long. Can you just calm down?"
"Huuu, how can I calm down Mas?!"
"Mas promises will be honest, but this problem must be kept secret from anyone. It's complicated, Wi. I was honest with you after the police finished their investigation. This matter should be discussed with the lawyer as well."
"Mas, I really don't understand what you mean! Huuu, huuks."
"Let's just say, Mas will call the police and lawyers here so you don't misunderstand."
"Okay, hurry up and call them! But I want that woman to also be present in this place!"
"Wi, he's being sa---."
"Mas! Is that how you are with him?! If he can't come here, then we're all the ones who have to see him. Let's just go to his house!"
"Wi, tidy him up. --."
"Enough Mas! Okay he's sick! Didn't you realize I was sick too?!" as if. I hit my chest repeatedly.
"Wi, stop!" He held my hand.
"I want to see him right now! If Mas doesn't follow my wishes, don't blame me for saying all of this to your mom and dad!" I threatened him back.
Mas Zulfikar sighed, his face suddenly sad. He looks sad and confused.
"How Mas? Agreed?"
"All right, I-I agree."
...~Tbc~...