Forced to Share a Bed
Submerging Sense

"Well, if you don't want to go out, I'll go first, Hanin."

I know Mr. Zulfikar is moving on. The end of his shirt is no longer visible.

Am I guilty of not shaking hands with him? Am I guilty of not driving her to the front door?

As a wife, I should kiss her hands, drive her into the car, pray for her, then wave and say I'm waiting for her.

I want to do that. Even wanting to do more as proof of my devotion and devotion to him. When I see how ummi treats you, I want to do it to my husband too. But my current position is really confusing.

If I don't care about Mr. Zulfikar, I'm afraid of sin, but when I care about him, I'm afraid I'm going to fall deeper and really want to have him.

I am self-conscious about my position. But what is happening right now, really makes my mind tormented and languish.

"Assalamu'alaikuum, Hanin, I go yes," I heard his voice.

"Wa'alaikumussalaam," I answered him softly.

'Clack.'

As the door closed, I quickly moved, I came out of the bathroom and peeked out from behind the window curtain.

When his back was no longer visible, I came out of the room and settled down. I peeked and escorted her away from a place she didn't know.

Seen also Abah and Ummi, they turned out to drive Mr. Zulfikar. Ummi looks ordinary. While Abah looked so warm, friendly and cheerful. Abah even hugged her while saying something. But I couldn't hear it because I was far away.

Like a madman, I waved as he entered his car and smiled sweetly at Abah and Ummi. Mr. Zulfikar circulated the view before actually leaving.

Is he looking for me? No, it's not possible.

He will go to the project, then afterwards will meet his legal wife and honeymoon. Last night, he was so adoring and longing for my body, but later tonight he's going---.

I can't think about it. I ran to my room crying.

Why am I being like this? What exactly happened to me? Why is it so stifling when I imagine Mr. Zulfikar and Miss Dewi sleeping together? I shouldn't be like this, right?

"Huuu .. huuu ....."

I sobbed, I buried my head on the pillow. Then I threw the pillow because the scent of Zulfikar pal hair was still attached to the pillow. I continued to cry until I realized that Ummi had entered my room.

Without further ado, Ummi grabbed me into his arms, then stroked my wet hair while stroking my back.

"Suggested geulis, pami tiasamah ... Daini teu kenging bogoh ka manehna (patience is beautiful, if you can ... Don't fall in love with him)."

"Instead of being self-conscious. Daini honey tea. Kedah**** to sahna's wife. Anjeuna must be pain hate pami bright carogena marah deui (Daini must be self-conscious. The dough is honey. Must remember his legal wife. She must be hurt to know her husband's remarried)."

"Huuks, muhun Ummi (yes Ummi)."

Then Ummi lifted my head, wiped the tears and looked at me deeply.

"Now to be honest with Ummi, are there any rumors in your heart when you are close to him?" Ummi skinned me with that question.

"Ti-no Ummi, no," my dear.

"Why do you cry?"

"I cried because I was sad, I have to go to Jakarta again today" I explained. Ummi smiled at my explanation, then hugged me back and cried.

"Ummi, sorry Daini, huuu."

"Huuks, why are you apologizing? Ummi was crying because sad to want to separate again with you," he explained.

I wiped Ummi's tears with a smile. Then hugging tightly to Ummi's body, Ummi's warm embrace made my heart calmer.

Abba ... Ummi .. may you always be healthy and live a long life, aamiin.

...***...

Zulfikar Saga Antasena

"Sir Zulfikar? We didn't expect you to come this early." The project foreman and his men greeted me.

I just smiled while looking around. There was no intention to explain to them why I could come so early.

"Antar me around," asked me.

They must think I'm not friendly. Let only. I don't give a shit. It was Hanin's attitude that made me like this. He was angry with me for no apparent reason.

Is there something wrong with my words? I'm musing.

"Sir, come."

Fortunately, Mr. Mandor immediately invited me, otherwise, maybe I will stay in this place all day.

I should forget about him, at least while I'm working.

I motivate myself. Everything about him really bothers me. His warmth, his entanglement, his tenderness, his fragrance and sweetness I remember again to sigh at my body.

"Why, Sir? Do you want a drink first?" The project foreman may be astonished because I daydream a lot.

"Sleeping needs Sir. Oiya, make sure the water flowing through the mushola is from two sources. PDAM and groundwater. So that there is an alternative if one of them can not be used," I explained.

"Good, sir."

After the agenda on the project was completed, I went to the marketing office. There's not much I do in this place. Just check the presentation of the number of bookers and units that are being built. So far there are no significant obstacles. Just keep promoting it.

"Mas, I'm already ahead of the project."

There is a message from the Goddess. I'm a little surprised. I thought the Goddess would arrive in the afternoon. The goddess came faster. I got up, walked quickly to pick her up.

"Mas."

He got out of the car waving his hand. Wearing jeans and long sleeves in white, wearing sunglasses and a hat.

"Hello love," welcome me. He immediately rushed into my arms.

"The taxis are paid, right?" my many.

"It's over, '" he replied without taking off his arms.

"Love, don't kiss here, Mas shy," I'm a little uncomfortable because the Goddess hugged me while kissing my neck.

"Mas, we're husband and wife. Let them see our harmony" instead. The goddess even kissed my lips.

"Love, let's just go to the hotel, Mas've ordered, really."

"Mas, is the work on the project done?"

"Wi, wait here. I'm gonna get the car keys first."

"Ikuuut," he said in a spoiled tone.

I sighed, a little strange with the attitude of the Goddess who seemed to forget the information from Reni about the akhwat I pulled into my car.

In the car, the Goddess is getting spoiled. His hand did not come off from hugging my shoulder. I was driving though.

"Love, Mas is driving" I said as the Goddess' hand touched another part.

"Kangen," he lamented. I smiled, then kissed his hand.

"The hotel is in a minute" I explained.

"We don't have lunch yet."

"Why?" my many.

"Emm, because I want to eat you first."

"Oh, hahaha," I chuckled.

"Mas, I'm serious."

"OK, who's afraid," my challenge.

...***...

Upon arrival in the hotel room, Dewi was not messing with his words. Excitedly, he pushed my body and overstressed me.

"Mas" she traced my lips.

"Why, love?"

"Emm, this is your lip why? What's the end of it?"

"What's? Oh, the bitten love."

My heart started to beat. Yeah, last night bitten by Hanin. More precisely bitten. He bit me because I he wanted to let go.

The goddess furrowed her eyebrows, but it was not long before she took off my clothes, and pinned many love marks on my neck and chest.

"Awh, I'm sick with Wi," she's peeping my chest too hard. Seriously, it hurts, it hurts.

But Dewi did not budge, he continued his action until ....

He and I both reached the breaking point. The goddess fell asleep right after. While I was .. I stared at the ceiling with a sick feeling.

I just made love to my own wife.

Butwhy?

Why do I regret it and feel guilty after doing so? Is this karma because I have lied to the Goddess? Or is it because what I want is Hanin?

Astaghfirullah ....

Why is my love life so painful?

I can actually end this by divorcing Hanin. But my soul and body are already attached to that woman. I don't want to separate from him. I wouldn't even be willing if Hanin was owned by someone other than me.

Annan ....

I said her name in my heart while my hand was holding the Goddess.

"Mas," the Goddess opened her eyes.

"Yes love."

"Who did you pull his hand into your car? Please explain," he said. I'm climbing.

"I was actually going to ask her from earlier, Mas. But I can not lust when I see you," added Dewi. He turned his body, facing me.

What do I have to answer? I'm thinking.

"Wi, he's our employee."

"Employees?"

"Yes, Wi. Mas forced him into the car because there was a problem in the company that had something to do with him." Hope this tactic works.

"What problem, Mom? I need to know! Because as far as I know you usually never bring another woman besides me." His tone began to rise.

"It's a different situation of love" I explained.

"Mas, you didn't lie to me, did you? That woman is not your mistress, is she? Why should you solve the problem?"

"Wi, relax. If Mas talks directly to you, Mas is worried you misunderstand. Tell you what, please call Caca's mom so you know the problem."

I'm loser. I wash my hands. I gave it all to Caca's mom. Yes, Hanin did have a problem with the company cafeteria.

"Mas, I don't want to know from anyone. I want to hear an explanation directly from you" he said.

"Well, when I'm not going to the cafeteria ...."

"Oh, is that it? Is there a woman like that?" I'm quiet, I think my explanation is enough.

"Where do you want to take a bath in love, where do you want to go for a walk later in the afternoon?" I switched the conversation.

"I'm not going anywhere, Mom. Just go to the hotel."

"Are you sure you don't want to go around the city of Bandung?" I made sure again.

"No Mas, just in the room, as long as it's the same as you," he said.

"If you don't want to go for a walk, how about we just go home?"

"Going home? Yes it is up to you. Oiya, if there is no schedule, I want to come to the office, Mas. I'm curious about the troubled employee."

Deg, I'm the one who's about to get into the bathroom not to step.

"You've met him, Wi."

"Early? When, Mas?"

"You once said, 'Why don't you wear a veil, Ma'am?' Do you still remember? Well, that's the guy."

As I glanced, the Goddess' eyebrows frowned. He seems to be remembering.

"Oh, that one? He's going to hang on Mas, I don't see his face."

I'll go to the bathroom immediately. Talking about Hanin, made me miss her.

...***...

As always, every morning, in our company always held morning apples.

The implementation of morning apples is an obligation for every employee. In addition to hearing the direction of the leader, the morning apple is also useful to train discipline and responsibility for each employee.

This morning, the directive was delivered directly by Paklik Aryo. I can't focus. My view is always rolling into the quality division line. I'm looking for Hanin's whereabouts.

Why didn't he go with the morning apple?

I'm afraid he's sick. While his friend named Listi, I saw him in the back row.

"Discipline at work is very important. With discipline, it is expected that most company regulations can be obeyed by employees. I hope all employees can work according to procedures so that the work can be completed effectively and efficiently," said Paklik.

"If the employee does not implement the rules set by the company, then disciplinary action is the last step that can be taken against an employee whose work performance is substandard," Paklik added.

I want to get away from this apple and find Hanin.

Patience .. Persuade me in my heart.

Finally this boring apple was finished as well. I rushed to my room. Tania followed with quick steps.

"Sir, my agenda today --."

"I've read it. No need to explain anymore." I interrupted Tania's words.

"Sorry, sir." Pressing the elevator door.

"Tania, you check the development of a special office, has anyone used it?" I wonder, did Hanin have breakfast there this morning?

"Okay, sir," he answered.

"Now Nia! You check now!" my word.

"Oh, um, okay, sir." Tania came out of the elevator, I saw her scratching her head. Maybe I was surprised by my actions.

.

Upon arrival in my study, I sent a lot of messages to Hanin. I'll delete this message later after work.

"Why not go with the apples?"

"Have you had breakfast yet?"

"Why didn't you know me yesterday when you got to Jakarta?"

"Hanin, home from work we should meet. That three-gram price, what do you want me to make? What ring earrings?"

"Hanin, please reply to my message. Hanin, you're my wife. You know what to do with your husband?"

But he didn't respond at all. Never reply. Not even read. I ventured to call him while the meeting was still thirty minutes away. But, not lifted.

"Geez, Daini Hanindiya Princess Sadikin!" my growl.

I tried calling again. Huh, it's turned off. He really tested my patience. So upset, I unknowingly squeezed the presentation material file for today's meeting.

Deg, I remember something.

Isn't this meeting going to be held with the quality division? I was stupid and confused because of him.

I mean, I'll meet him soon. My heart is starting to calm down. Immediately prepare the documents, continue mirroring. I must look handsome and dashing in front of Hanin. Then I read the material over and over again so that my servants at this meeting are indisputable. In front of Hanin, I have to appear perfect.

...***...

I entered the meeting room confidently. After sitting in my chair, my eyes combed the room.

Jedug. I'm setting my breath.

Haninese.

He really is in front of me. His appearance was certainly the most striking. Her aloud fashion completely covered all her sexiness and beauty. I became clumsy, to the point that I was reminded by Tania to immediately greet the meeting participants.

"All right."

I glanced at him, but Hanin really didn't care. Yes, we have agreed not to know each other if we meet in public.

Meetings begin.

Now it's Bu Caca's turn as a quality division manager who will make a presentation. Hanin listened while busy typing on his laptop. Then suddenly he whispered to Listi.

From the movement of her lips, I could guess that she said to Listi, "Sister, I'd like to pee first." About like that. He left the room, bowing his body.

"Nia, I'm going to the restroom, you just take down the points" I said.

"Good, sir."

I'm out of the room. Actually, I don't want to go to the bathroom at all. Just wanted to talk to my wife a little. I took a quick step, hoping to catch up with him, but failed.

.

Thankfully, the atmosphere is currently quiet. I waited for him at the toilet exit. I started to get nervous, afraid that someone might catch me and was suspicious of my attitude.

'Srak.'

I heard a step approaching. I'm sure it must be Hanin. Sure enough, he flashed, but did not see my whereabouts.

'Greps.'

I held her hand.

"Sssst," I said as she was about to scream in shock.

"Deliver! What do you want?!"

"Hanin, I want to talk."

"Sir, please think clearly, this is not a good time! I have to go" he refused.

"Hahaha, are you serious?"

"Serious dong."

I heard laughter and conversation. They seem to be going to the toilet.

Me and Hanin were shocked. Hanin tried to escape. But the panic-stricken me pulled Hanin's hand and took her into the male toilet behind me.

Hanin shook his head, his face paled. The narrow toilet, made my body and Hanin's body touch.

"A-You're outrageous," she wrote.

"Sssst," I put an index finger on her lips. Unknowingly, he continued to trace his lips with my finger.

"To-please don't be like this, sir. It's risky," he lamented. But he didn't resist when my finger gently rubbed his lips.

"This is because of you, who told me not to tell you, who told me not to return the message and not to pick up my call" I whispered. I lowered my head to get closer to his ears.

'Bruk's.'

I heard the sound of the bathroom door being closed. There were toilet users, too. My heart is beating. Hanin flinched, then sat down on the toilet.

"Hanin, why sit?" my many.

"I-I'm afraid my legs are visible from the outside."

Yes, the design of this bathroom door is indeed made to hang a few centi from the floor. I was upset with the interior design.

"Hanin, you haven't answered my question, why are you ignoring me?"

"Sir, it's quiet outside, I'm leaving." He forced my body to open the lock.

"Hanin, wait. Don't go yet."

I don't know why I'm this hot. I curled up her body, I squeezed Hanin's body and forced her to kiss her lips. I can't stand it, I miss him terribly.

"Uhm .. mmm ...."

Hanin initially refused, but after I managed to deepen it, she finally resigned herself. This sensation is really opium. I can't stop, I even want more than this. My hands slowly spread.

"Haniiin," from the outside sounded someone calling Hanin.

Hanin is fighting, but I don't care.

"Emh .. su-already yahh ...," Hanin said.

Her lips were reddened because I looked trembling. Face blushing. But what made my heart rustle was .. from the corner of her pretty eyes it was dripping with clear details. Hanin crying.

"Hanin," I wiped his tears.

"Sir .. to-please don't make me tormented and hurt any longer. How long are you going to treat me like this? Huux."

"Hanine ...." I clenched.

"I want a divorce" he said.

"No Hanin!" my firmness.

"Why? Please tell me the reason, sir ...."

"Hanin," I held her tight.

I-I .., I-I actually love you, Hanin. Am I wrong to love you? Really, I have no power to deny this feeling.

I wanted to honestly expose that feeling, but I was afraid to hurt her. Even if I'm honest, he doesn't believe me.

How could she believe me, while by my side there was clearly a Goddess.

"Hanin .. I'm sorry. I can't fulfill your request."

That's the only word I can say. After that, I turned back to her lips. I don't care if she cries and tries to resist.

...~Tbc~...