
"Why, Sir?" He asked back. But I was confused where to start.
"I ... emm .. I'm sorry for making you this way." Finally, I've expressed that intention. I don't think now is the right time to say it.
"Have you not apologized many times?"
"Yes, I know. But, there's no harm in that, is there if I apologize again? Oiya, your bike will be delivered to your house tomorrow. All right, I'll go first." I'm budging.
"Sir, wait." I can't believe he's holding my hand.
"Why?"
"Say, you want to interrogate me, right? 'I'm not wondering 'clean?" his protest.
"Oh, actually, that's just an excuse. The main purpose, I want to see you." I turned my body and held her hand.
"What?!" She's surprised.
"Yes right. Honestly, I'm very worried. It's like this heart doesn't calm down if it misses the day without looking at you." The words from my lips just flowed away."
"W-what?!
He came back surprised. His lips opened so shocked. And these eyes, at once, could not turn away from those lips. Instead, the body does not know itself is suddenly leaning forward just like that. I put my face closer to see it closer.
"P-Pak - - -." Listi rewinded her body, her shocked face was still clearly visible.
'Cup.'
One kiss landed quickly. I was surprised by what I did.
"Sabile sir!" Eyes blinked. I was confused. Look at me surprised mixed in shock.
I hide my shame by laughing. Fortunately, I was still able to hold back. So, what I blew up wasn't her lips. Except ... his forehead.
"Haha." I'm snapped.
"What does it mean to kiss my forehead? You why 'clean?" While rubbing his forehead.
"Please articulate for yourself what that means" I replied. Then get ready to go.
"Sabile sir," he called. However, I heeded it because I was nervous.
"It's over?" ask his father Listi when the door to the treatment room opens.
"Already sir" I replied.
"Sir Abil wants to go home now?" ask friend.
"Yes, we're going straight home. Father, Mother, we'll excuse you."
I quickly greeted Listi's parents. I want to look back there. But I didn't do it because of shame.
"Yes, be careful on the road, sir. Once again thank you for saving Listi."
His father returned thank you. I never heard his voice again. He must be thinking about my strange attitude towards him.
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Arriving in the car, I went back to daydreaming. Everything about him danced in memory to make me upset. That lip, that back .. filled my head.
"Sir Abil is okay, right?"
"No" I answered.
"Listi is beautiful, sir. Have a girlfriend yet? If not, I'm --."
"It has. She already has a boyfriend," as I.
"Oh, what a pity. It was ka--."
"Shut up! You're driving, aren't you? Don't talk anymore" I jolted.
"Sorry sir" he said.
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I closed my eyes. I want to calm down but I can't. Until the car arrived in front of my house, I remained moody.
"thank you. See you tomorrow" I said as my friend left.
They just nod their heads. I must have realized that my mental state was not okay.
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"Awhy?"
Mother approached while stroking my shoulders who were daydreaming staring at the aquarium in the family room.
"Dad not come home yet?" I'm diverting my question.
"Yet. Aa why? Dong sama Mommy."
"Emm, Aa likes someone Mother." Confident in mother is most appropriate.
"Haha. At last. Aa's not a kid anymore. It's good that there's something I like."
"But the woman was not from among the people that my father wanted. In the past, I told you that Aa had to find a mate who came from a police or military family" I complained. The message I always remember.
"What?! Hahaha, does Aa take that joke seriously? Oh my God Abil. Dad said I didn't seriously know. Father said, if the police or come from a police family, the goal is for your wife and her family to understand your work. Basically anyone can. Origin of course seedlings bebet weight."
"Haish, Aa kira is serious. That's why Aa never dated for that reason, Bun. Meanwhile, Aa's age is no longer young. This year, she is 30 years old. Aa's friends are already on a child."
"Hahaha, a 30-year-old male is still young A. It's natural that you're late for marriage. 'You have got an education first. Graduating Akpol, you should also focus on devotion. Yes, we continue the story tomorrow. Aa must rest fast." Mother moved with a smile.
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I arrived in my room, and I was still nervous. Can't close my eyes. In fact, have been bathing, drinking warm milk, and blanketed.
I'll take my new cell phone. My old phone is still being confiscated for investigation. Meanwhile, he said he had been bought new HP by Zulfikar sir. And I got the new number from Ms. Daini.
"Tia, it's me. Abil." Start typing.
"Have you slept yet?" Continue typing.
"Oiya Tia, is it okay if I get to know you more closely? If I admire you, what can I do?"
Finger stopped. Send not yes? It's still a concept. Seriously, my chest is pounding. I'm afraid he's laughing at me, taking this as a joke, or. Concept continues.
"Tia, I'm sorry that I often make you angry. Honestly, I'm glad to see your angry expression. But when you're sad, I like to be sad too. When you're hurt, I'm worried and can't calm down before I see you're okay."
No, that sentence I think is a bit exaggerated. I don't feel like a man if the words are like that. Delete it! Everything erased. Immediately think of the right sentence that if suitable for a typical woman Listi. Tomboy women are usually simple, like things that are not convoluted, and how to think out of the box.
Okay, I have an idea. Good luck. Bismillah.
"Tia, I'm single. You are the same. What if we were just a couple? Do you agree?"
Good isn't it? Honestly, it's easier to shoot a criminal's foot than it is to shoot a girl. Send not yes? So doubt again. Delete it!
"Aargh!" Finally, it was because there was no idea.
However, these eyes were rounded as there was an incoming message. The message from the woman who had made me miserable. Jedug, my heart seems to be struggling.Not usually he sends a message at this hour last night.
"I'm sure there's something you want to say. What was? Say it now yes. You know? I can't sleep because you keep thinking what you want to say."
I'm dumbfounded. But I admit that he's a lot braver than I am. It's opportunity. I reply soon.
"Can you put my kiss on your forehead?" Conjure first.
"I thought you liked me. But it's not possible. You've repeatedly insulted me and told me that I'm not your type" he replied.
"I used to blame you because you used to make fun of me too."
"Sorry," she replied briefly.
"I have forgiven you too. How do we forgive each other by knowing each other further. Will she?"
"You mean?"
"You're already big. I'm sure you understand what I mean."
"I don't understand, sir."
"I'm interested in you."
Send not yes? Oh noooo! Being nervous, I pressed the enter button just below the delete button. My heart breaks again. The message was sent and read.
"You're kidding me, right?"
"No." Already been. I have to finish it.
"Seriously? Haha."
"i'm serious. I want a place in your heart. I like you, Tia. Is there a chance?"
Two minutes passed. But there is no reply. No, how is this? I'm waiting for him. Until one jampun passed. And he still didn't return my messages.
I'm restless. Calling but not brave. Finally, it was only able to wait while shuffling the bed.
"Reply dong, Tia. Please." I tried to close my eyes, but it was hard. Apparently, that woman would bother me all night.
"Aarrggh."
Iberanikan. But not lifted. It was ruined my hope. I beat the pillow until it broke.
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For the sake of my love for Hanin, I was willing to do it. Refer to the Goddess. A woman I never understood in her mind. I did it for Hanin's sake.
I also did it for my son. However I have assured Goddess and Hanin that this is the last chance. If the Goddess returns to acting out of bounds, I will no longer tolerate it.
"At least, for the sake of your future son, sir. The child born by the Goddess Mother, is my son as well."
"Mas, it's good if we become human beings who can bring peace and tranquility to the people around him. With Mas refer, Abah sure can reduce the anger of the family bu Dewi. Regardless of their mistakes, the current condition of the Goddess ma'am does need support. Please consider."
On that basis, I am willing to give up. I take the positive side. Perhaps, this is the best path given by Him to inaugurate my marriage with Hanin. Tomorrow, Hanin and I'll have my wedding book printed.
Tonight, after the reference, I chose to sleep alone in the guest room to calm down. Not in Hanin's room, not in Dewi's room. I really want to be alone.
Earlier, I also got a message from the Goddess's papa. In essence, he said he would treat me well as long as I was kind to the Goddess. I didn't return the message because I was fed up with his attitude.
Yeah, I agree to the reference. But crime is still a crime. They still have to be legally processed. There is no compromise on crime. In any hemisphere, the perpetrator of the crime must remain on trial.
"The legal process will continue." That's what the Brotherhood said, and I agree.
'Tok. Geck.' Room door knocked.
"Who?"
"Assalamu'alaikuum."
"Wa'alaikumussalaam."
I immediately opened the door and tried to act normal.
"The heat, sir." Hanin placed the glass filled with milk that was still steaming on the table.
"Are you sure you want to sleep here?"
"Yes" I replied.
"Do I need to be with you?" The question made me look at him.
"No need."
"So, I also brought milk to her room Miss Dewi. But, the goddess's mom is asleep."
"Thank you" I said.
"May I massage you before I go?"
"No need."
"You why? Getting angry?" He even approached and held my hand.
"No dear. I just want to be alone."
"I'd like to accompany you. Can ya?" While putting his head in my arms. She also opened her veil.
"Emm, I want to be alone baby."
"I'd like to accompany you for five minutes. Can you, right?"
"Five minutes? Alright." I agreed.
"Actually, the twins who want to sleep with you. Not me," he denied.
He even opened his pajamas to show his stomach. Seeing that silence, I couldn't let it go. I'm fixed.
"Sir, our baby's rattling away." She sumringah. I spontaneously touched it. Her smooth skin makes me flutter.
"Rightly darling. My hand feels like it's been kicked." So moved.
"Sir, the other one's gone too."
He led my hand to touch it. This one, the movement is pretty strong. Until it made Hanin grimace a little.
"Did they hurt you?"
"No, Sir. It's just, I got amused. Keep going, so you're gonna pee." Smilingly.
"Geez Hanindiya, are you deliberately teasing me?"
I'm losing. I can't control myself when I see his stupidity. He grabbed me, and said ....
"How about we move into our room, sir? 'And in this room there was no silencer, '" he whispered. This woman is good at seducing.
"Well, but .. there's a condition dear."
"What conditions, sir?"
"Tell me that you really love me, Hanindiya."
"Sir, I gave it my all. Is that not enough?"
"No. I've never really heard from your lips directly that you love me." He walked down his lips with my finger.
"Well, I-I'll say it." He approached. Her lips stuck to my earlobe.
"I love you forever and ever" she whispered.
"Really?" I happy. Hanin nodded while hugging me.
"Darling .. thank you. I'm returning the cuddle."
"I love you because of God. I'm married to you His goal is to hope for His pleasure. My intention is simply to feel the halawatul of faith that can be interpreted as delicacy and sweetness of faith," he explained.
"Hanindiya .. There are other women among us. If one day the seeds of love sprout in my heart for the Goddess, how? Are you not jealous? Remember, baby, you're polygamous. Are you willing to be polygamous because you are tempted by heaven?" I put my forehead together with his forehead. Her warm breath rubbed my face.
"To my knowledge, there is no hadith that says if 'the woman who is polygamous and patient her guarantee is heaven.' All I know is sir, even though only doing fardhu worship and leaving the sunnah for the rest of his life, Allah SWT will still meridhoi a wife who is respectful and obedient to her husband. So, the criteria of a woman who can be called a sholehah is a wife who respects and obeys her husband." He said while stroking my chest.
"Sir, jealousy is a human nature that can come at any time. In a household, jealousy towards a partner can be said to be natural. If jealousy is not there, it will be a very worrying thing. Because, it could be that our partner does not have love and affection."
"You're right, baby."
"Jealousy will arise because of love. The stronger a wife's love for her husband, the stronger her jealousy." Hanin's voice trembled as my hands began to activate.
"I know baby. Jealousy in Islam is allowed. Provided, the jealousy that arises does not have an excessive nature to cause quarrels between us."
"Yes Sir. Jealousy is a lot of that. Some are commendable, and some are despicable jealous."
"What is the example of a commendable jealousy, dear? Can you give an example?"
I asked while taking off all the things that were attached to his body. I don't care if this room isn't soundproof.
"Enh .... One of the most commendable jealousies is jealousy of time. Because time is the most valuable thing for worshipers. Worshipers will be jealous if they lose time. Because, once he loses time, he won't get it back" he explained. His body then lashed. Apparently, he started responding to my actions.
"Love is also worship, right?" my whiskey.
"Hmmm .... Yes, Mr ...." He nodded weakly. His clear eyes inflame desire. Obviously, he wants me.
"Therefore, we should not waste this opportunity dear," I persuaded.
Then I devoured it with all my heart. His hand tightened to my shoulder. Every now and then, he screeched the bed sheet while stomping his feet.
"Darling ...."
As long as I continue with him, I'm sure I can pass this stage with confidence. Even if our beds are divided, all I love is one. Daini Hanindiya Princess Sadikin.
Yes, this might not be fair to the Goddess. But .. I can't force my feelings. The heart can never be lied to. The heart is the gathering place of taste. The source of all reactions begins. My heart certainly influenced my actions towards Hanin and Goddess.
I have often been reactive to the Goddess because my heart has been disturbed so often. Feeling unappreciated, offended, disappointed, even humbled and distrusted again.
Instead, for Hanin, I was willing to do anything because my heart had been bought. It happened because Hanin always gave the best for me. Hanin made me feel comfortable and appreciated. A piece of heart that he said hung in this part of the chest cavity, turned out to be very important for my life.
"I love you ...."
For the first time, he said that phrase when our bodies were fusing together and sharing our feelings.
"I love you too."
Tonight is so beautiful. I sniffed every breath that came out of her sweet lips.
Time whirring. The moment changed minutes.
Finally, his shahd groans sounded. He seemed to adore and adore me. I closed my eyes. I'm living my role and enjoying it. Really, the desiccation was so pronounced that I almost lost control and did as I pleased.
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"Sir Zulfikar, today, his uncle mother Dewi will be arrested by the police. I know that news from someone. We need to get ready, sir. What time do you arrive at Jakart**a?"
The message was sent by Mr. Sabil at two in the morning. It's only three o'clock now. I woke up because I just moved. Mr. Sabil's new number is online.
"Sabil's sister hasn't slept?"
"Already Sir. But it can't be quiet." He immediately replied to her.
"Pak Sabil, for his uncle Dewi's matter, I leave it entirely to the police. If he's been arrested, hopefully Dewipun's papa can be as soon as possible."
"What's up, sir?" Hanin wakes.
"There's nothing, baby. Sleep again yes. It's still night, baby."
"Sir, I'm sorry if I was presumptuous. Didn't you move to her room Miss Dewi?"
"Darling, enough! Don't set me up again for that business. I don't like. I know what to do with the Goddess," I said.
"Sorry." Lips trembling. His face looked frightened. I immediately hugged him.
"Sorry baby. I didn't mean to surprise you. I'm not angry, 'kok. Shhh ...." Immediately I held his lips so that he did not feel scolded and did not speak carelessly anymore.
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