Forced to Share a Bed

Forced to Share a Bed
Dilemmas


The words of the busker really made me feel uneasy. But I hope it comes true. I have to make sure of Hanin.


By the way, where should I look for egg crust?


It's been going around in circles, but not finding it.


Oh my, how is this?


I've been circling for an hour.


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Tired, I sat myself on the sidewalk. The situation in this area is quiet. My heart's quiet. Steady without passing.


The air temperature is getting cold. I embraced this body in silence. There were water dots running through my face. Apparently, morning dew started coming to refresh the leaves.


'Srak srak.'


What is that sound?!


I'm obviously surprised. Looking around with a little fear. Please line down, just 'a little scared.'


Apparently the voice came from a janitorial worker carrying a broomstick. I didn't expect anyone to start their work at this early hour.


"Mom," I said.


I nodded my head as he passed by. He glanced as he furrowed his brows.


"Eh, what are the night-night daydreaming there Mas?" She's staring.


"The artist? Very handsome," he continued.


"Not Mom, not the artist. Mommy too why is this early already sweeping?" my many.


"There is a need for Mas. I had to go early" he replied. Continue sweeping.


"I'm looking for some egg crust, ma'am, but I'm not sure."


"Hahaha, where there's egg crust this hour Mas. If you are trading rice, it's over there already crowded," he said.


"Oh, how about Mom?"


"Definitely crave for his wife?"


"W-what? I-iya Ma'am."


May this uncertainty be a prayer of kindness for me and for Hanin. That means that Hanin is pregnant.


"Mother also if the afternoon like to make Mas. But if the clock is like this, never."


"What's? Do you like to make eggs? Ma'am, I beg you, make three servings of egg crust for my electricity. I'll buy it at any price." I'm ecstatic. Holding the middle-aged woman's hand without hesitation.


"Eh, hold on. I can't make it now. No more work, the materials are also at home."


"Mom, I beg you. I paid a million, will you?" bargained.


"W-what?! A million? Seriously, Mas?"


"Three rius."


I'm sumringah. Directly imagine how happy Hanin is when getting egg crust.


"Yuk, let's go! Wait especially? Come to Mom's house" she asked.


"Where's Mom's house? Just get in my car let's hurry."


"Sip," he said. Spry.


We finally went to the mother's house. In the car she tells that the egg crust sales are actually her husband.


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At home, she woke up her husband and children.


Then explain my wishes and the rewards I promised. I watched and watched their activities with a smile. The warmth created in this very simple little family made me envious.


"Ohhhuk, uhhuk."


I coughed because they made it in a wood stove. My eyes became watery and poignant from the smoke.


"Sorry, because of the cooking at home, we use the furnace. If again the title on the road is using a gas stove," explained the mother's husband.


"It's okay, sir. The important thing is to mature" I said.


Thank God, it's finished too.


"Thank you, Mom, sir."


I say goodbye after greeting them one by one. I went with a heart that was blossoming. The warm egg crust I was finally able to get after going through a long journey.


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When I passed the clinic 24 hours, I stopped by for a moment to buy three tests. I can't wait to get Hanin to use this tool.


In the car I looked at the box containing the tests. If Hanin really is Hanin pregnant, that means .. I have to take care of our marriage immediately to become a legal marriage of the state.


Means, I also have to be ready to face various kinds of stumbling blocks in order to inaugurate this marriage. For the future of Hanin and my future successor.


I'm sure it won't be easy, but I'm the one who lit the embers. I was the one who refused to divorce Hanin while we were still in Bandung.


I took the wheel with a restless feeling. Then step on the gas to dart quickly through the morning mist of the capital to present the egg crust to my special wife in a warm state.


...🍒🍒🍒...


Daini Hanindiya Princess Sadikin


I woke up again and was restless. The shadow of the egg crust filled my head.


Why yes?


I saw the time already showing at 02:30. I really hope Mr. Zulfikar arrives soon. I swallowed salivary as a result of imagining eating egg crust. Then the sleepiness came back. I was shut down again after setting the alarm at 03:30.


Then I don't know at what time I feel like someone is peeping at my forehead. Then I kissed both of my cheeks. But these eyes are still reluctant to wake up. Then he kissed my lips.


Zulfikar sir?


From his body scent. I'm sure it's him. He really came for me. Maybe he finished his business with the Goddess.


"Assalamu'alaikuum, dear. The egg crust is already there. Eat while warm yuk!" bring him. My heart rippled to hear his words.


Why is he treating me so sweet? Isn't he just pretending to love me?


"Wa'alaikumussalam" I replied.


There is no reason not to answer the greeting. Answering greetings is an obligation. But these eyes are still closed. Honestly, I was lazy to open my eyes, so sleepy.


"Hanin, hey .. This is the crust." The smell of egg shells smelled by me.


"Hmm, ta-but I'm sleepy sir," I muttered.


"Hanin, if eaten warm-warm more delicious. Come on dong, wake up yuk! Don't you want it so much?" tanyakanya. Now while stroking my queen's belly. What does it mean try?


"So, I really want it. But not anymore."


I opened my eyes slowly. Staring at her expression of surprise as I said I didn't want any more egg crust.


"What-what?!" I don't know why he looks so shocked.


"Reluctantly not want this? It's still warm, baby. Hold it!"


Ah, call baby again. He's really good at theatrics. He grabbed my hand to stick it on the egg crust bundle. Yeah right, it still feels warm.


"Thank you sir, but .. I have no more taste. Don't know tomorrow. Here, I'll keep it at the dinner table. If you want to warm up again."


I got up, took the package. Mr. Zulfikar gawking. Staring at me while scratching my head.


"Hahah hahaha," he thought.


How strange. Why the hell is he? Wrong taking medication? I stared in astonishment.


"You healthy?" my many. Frowning my brows because of the oddity of his attitude.


"Alhamdulillah, fine." Now smile.


"Mr why the hell?" I picked up the package and headed for the kitchen. Mr. Zulfikar follows me.


"I laugh because you're funny. Suddenly not too bad? Though I got the warm egg crust with great difficulty, you know" he said.


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"Bod would? Yes, you eat."


In the dining room, I served egg crust for her. It was placed on a beautiful plate, then stored in front of him.


"Geez, baby, you are!" He gritted his teeth while pulling my body into his lap.


"Ha--."


I gasp. This scene is too sweet. And I couldn't move because she hugged me so tightly.


"Listen, for the sake of getting this egg crust, I surrounded almost the entire city of Jakarta. I'm not even willing to sleep to grant your wish. These three egg crusts are even worth a million rupiah," he explained while kissing my neck and nape.


"Em, emh ..," I'm a little jolting because I'm holding back the tingle.


"Just buy it, right? Wh-what's hard?"


I'm still trying to get away but it didn't work. I'm sure he's just huddled. Yes, it's worth a million?


"Didn't eat the egg crust? Otherwise, I will punish you" he said. And ....


"Geeh!" my peek. He really bit my ear.


"Hahaha, is it sick? Sorry," kissed the earlobe I bit. I'm getting jolted. Seriously, this is amused. He knows exactly where my sensitive spots are.


"He-stop sir."


My breath began to be severed as his hand gently touched the other parts. What a shameless man this is. I might have slept with the Goddess.


"Didn't eat the egg crust?" insist again. Still touching my body and restraining me until it's hard to run.


"L-yes, but to-please don't do this," let go!" I held her hand which forced her to take something off.


"Emm, okay." He let me go while chuckling.


"I'm the bribe" he bargained.


"No need, sir."


"Be good."


I opened my mouth as he brought the pieces of egg crust closer to my lips. He also ate my bite marks.


"No boy?" tanyakanya.


"And you eat too, just ask yourself, not good?" my ketus. I don't know why I'm so sniffy like this. He is currently pretending to be romantic.


"Nyam, nyam, emm. But in this world there is nothing as pleasant and wise as you," he said.


What does it mean try? I chose to take another piece of egg crust instead of serving her words.


"Just me" she held my hand, and bribed me again.


"I-this is really what's the lie of the price of a million?" ask me on the sidelines.


"Emm, no baby, I'm kidding" he said. I've guessed.


"Sir, call Hanin. Don't call me darling."


"Hanin, I call the Goddess, love. Well, let's be fair, so I call you baby. It doesn't matter, does it?" brightest. I didn't concentrate because I suddenly felt nauseous.


"Uhhhuk, uhhuk," I coughed. Holding my stomach.


"Hanine? Drink it." Yes." He grabbed the water and helped me drink it.


"Uhhuk," after drinking I was still coughing. He's starting to panic.


"Darling, hey. What is it feeling?" Massaging my shoulders.


"Uhhhuk, owheek, I-I'm nauseous, sir." I didn't realize I was hugging his arm.


"What am I supposed to do? I made you a warm sweet tea, be patient."


He ran to the sugar and stuff. I also ran to the sink in the kitchen. I can't hold it anymore. I regurgitated the egg crust that I had eaten.


"Oh my God, baby." Mr. Zulfikar is back massaging my shoulders. He hugged me too.


"My mom's relapsing, I-I'm gonna take some heartburn first," I untied her hand. But he's got me.


"Darling, look at me. You don't take heartburn medicine!"


"Why? It was also healed."


"Hanin, hey if you're pregnant how?!"


"W-what?! Ha-pregnant?" I'm climbing. The words hit my heart.


"No, Sir! I can't be pregnant!" I reject that statement.


"Yes, I haven't had my period yet this month, but it's impossible!"


"Hanin, listen to me. What if you are pregnant? You have a husband. I'm the father of your children" he said. She hugged me, and I cried in her chest.


"I-I'm afraid sir, you-if I get pregnant, people will see my belly. How do I explain it to them? Not that I-I don't want to get pregnant, ha-just, I-I haven't prepared myself to deal with it."


"Hanin, precisely with you pregnant your status will be clearer. We're getting married officially. We're facing this fate together, you want to?" Holding my shoulder and looking at me.


"No, Sir! I can't possibly be pregnant. I-because I-I took a pregnancy-delaying pill" I explained.


"What did you say?!"


Instantly he let go of his embrace and stared intently at me. His breathing was hunting, he seemed to be furious.


"Who told you to take the medicine, huhh?!" his yell. Sitting in a chair and breathing. Hands clenched.


"Huu huuks," I couldn't answer. I can only cry.


"I told you Hanindiya! I love you! Do you still not understand?! Why have I never used safety?! Because I wish I could have descendants from you!" shouted again.


"Huuks, ma-sorry sir. You can have a child from Dewi ma'am," lirihku.


"Goddess! The goddess! The goddess! Please don't mention her by name when I'm with you! Now where is the medicine?! Let me destroy!" She abandoned me. I'm catching.


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Upon arriving in the room, he went berserk. Open the whole nightstand and scramble it. He also ruffled the contents of my bag. I just used to stare at him in the corner of the room sobbing. That anger turned him over on my decision.


I don't think he's gonna get mad because I don't think he really loves me.


"Where do you keep the medicine, huh?!"


Approaching me, then gripping my chin. Before I answered he forced me to kiss my lips, greedy. He held my neck so tight that I had no power to avoid it.


"MMPH," meekly.


His anger really sucks. He then lifted my body to the desk. While his lips are still adrift with mine. I tried to resist, but he was already angry.


"Hahh, you really should be punished by Hanindiya!" he firmly when momentarily let go of me to force open something in haste. Then back to pick me up who began to resign.


While my body started to be fascinated by what he was doing. It's embarrassing, it's so embarrassing. But ... This punishment feels mmm .. a little fun and weird.


Slowly, I stroked his chest. Nah! I shouldn't have done this stupid thing, but ..what he did really relaxes my body. When I realized that my body was responding, she hugged me to the bed. I'm ashamed, I covered my face.


He laid my body down slowly, but his gaze did not turn away. He kept looking at the instens on my face. I also ventured to return her gaze while blushing.


MassyaaAllah, why is he so handsome?


I admire his creation. I traced this handsome face while shedding tears.


"Have you taken that medicine today?" whispered. I shook my head. Yes, I haven't been drinking because of nausea.


"Good darling. After this, never drink it again! Promise?" Whispering again. I don't know on what basis, my head spontaneously nodded.


"Thank you dear," he said. Then go back to playing and playing with my body. This scene is so embarrassing. I can't describe it because it's too vulgar.


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Finally we did the union like husbands who love each other. In fact, he probably did so only on the basis of sheer lust.


While I .. I did it in confusion. I'm at a loss to put this sense in which part.


In the love section? Or in the lust section. Truly, my mind is still imprisoned by doubt and fear. If I really loved her, I was afraid of getting too hurt when one day she decided to leave me.


I enjoyed her body while shedding tears. There was sobbing in every sigh. This crashing sense of pleasure was mixed with endless sadness. It feels like pleasure mixed with pleasure.


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"Darling .. If you hate me so much, even if you don't keep the slightest bit of love for me. Please .. please never leave me Hanindiya," she said as the activity was over and my innocent body had fallen into her arms.


"Egoist," Iid.


"Yes, I'm selfish" he said.


"Where did you buy that pill from, hmm?"


"From online shop. If you buy at a pharmacy, you're afraid someone is suspicious."


"What's? The online-shop? You're not afraid it's a fake?" dugup. Then closed his lips a few times as it evaporated. I stole a look at his chest.


"Many bought, really," I replied.


"Oiya, since I suspected you were pregnant, I bought a test. It's in the drawer" he said.


"The prospect?"


"Hmm, you're weird, you want to crust eggs night and night? You're also vomiting. So I thought you were cravings. Oiya Hanin, I haven't slept at all, let me stay here huh." He then closed his eyes.


"W-What's the permission on the Goddess mom?"


"Emm, already. I sent him a message. It has been sent but not yet returned. Besides tonight the Goddess stayed at her parents' house. He also forbade me from following him," he explained. I stared at his tired face until he was really asleep.


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The testpek?


After Mr. Zul fell asleep, I withdrew from his arms. I intend to take a bath and wait for the time of Fajr while reading the Qur'an.


I took the test he meant.


"Aren't you afraid it's a fake?"


How am I supposed to think of his words, huh?


I went to the bathroom and checked my urine.


No, I can't be pregnant. Do I have to cheat products online?


While waiting for the result, I soaked in the bathup. And I cried again when I realized that this body had become accustomed to its caresses and seductions.


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I dry my wet hair while mirroring. I deliberately brought the hairdryer to the bathroom so that his voice did not disturb Mr. Zulfikar. The possession trail adorned my neck and on other parts of my body.


DEG. My heart's beating great.


'PRACT.' Hairdryer fell out of my grasp.


"No-no way," my body trembled as it unintentionally looked at the results of the tests I had stored on the side of the sink.


"W-how can it be?"


I'm distant. My body went limp for a moment. I fell down, my world seemed to be bristling and stuffy so I couldn't breathe.


"Yes Rabbi, why? Why?" I wail while looking at the ceiling.


I screamed without a sound, I cried without screeching. My mind screams at the door of heaven. Then I ventured to reach the test with trembling hands.


"Why? W-why is this a line two? Didn't I take the Pill? Huuu huuu, ummi .. a-idah ...."


"Darling, you're inside, right?" There was a knock on the door and the sound of Mr. Zulfikar.


How'this? Oh my God, what should I do? Secret it? Or ... I'm being honest?


I'm dilemma.


Please ... I have to how?


...~Tbc~...


...Come on yuk!...


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