
Zulfikar Saga Antasena
"Sir, did you see a young woman, hijab with plas---."
"Oh, those pretty catering boys, huh, sir? Yes, I see Sir."
I recalled my conversation with the security guard who worked at my mom's house.
Oh, Hanindiya ... Where are you dear?
While following the impromptu events of mama and Goddess, I continued to ponder, dissolving in endless confusion.
"Sir, here's a cake order from the catering. He said he came here with you because he happened to meet at the catering."
"What?" At that time I was very surprised.
Hanin made up such a story for the sake of leaving me?
How you are, Hanindiya. You think you can just walk away from me? It won't be darling. It won't! My heart was in that moment.
I had to take the plastic while trying to reach him. But the number is off.
Oh, my God, baby. How can you go without saying goodbye?
I brought the cake into the house. Go straight to Gendis's room.
"Sister," call me.
Brother Gendis opened the door. He hugged me and cried.
"Huuu, Zul, Brother would like to confide in you, do you have time?" Gendis's big eyes shed tears.
"Sorry, Brother. Another time yes. I'll set a schedule, especially for Brother. I'm in a lot of trouble too, brother. Oiya, this is someone's cake."
"Kue? From whom?"
"From my mom's secret fans. If you have time and will, please give this cake to your mother. You can eat too, right. It's got pudding and cysticism, it's delicious, brother. I tried it."
So, I handed the cystic cake and the pudding to Brother Gendis. After that, immediately left Brother Gendis to go back to see mama. I ignored Gendis' brother who repeatedly called me.
"So Mama was very curious to see him."
That's what my mom said when I explained that Hanin had permission to leave. I'm not saying that Hanin left without permission or escaped.
"Ma, Hanin is not ready to meet Mama because there are journalists. So, I let her go home and meet Mama another time."
"What?! Once he is! Miris, she'd dare just open her thighs in front of you doang!"
The Goddess's answer at that moment made me rise in blood. I almost grabbed the Goddess's shirt if my mom hadn't held my hand.
"Zul, hold your emotions. Remember, you play with fire first. Which woman's the one to be cheated on? Try to think well. Wear your conscience! In that case, you don't even have the right to blame the Goddess!" bela mom.
"Tuh, listen to what Mama said, Mom! Don't be selfish!"
"Wi, do I need to tell Mama that you've been violent to me?" At that moment, I deliberately whispered so that Mama would not hear him.
Then suddenly ....
"Huuu .. sorry Mas. I mispronounced. I regret. Mama, I'm sorry about Mama too. Forgive the Goddess, Ma. Honestly, since I knew Mas Zul was remarried, my emotions and thoughts were often disturbed" he explained.
After saying so, the Goddess hugged me. Mama knitted her eyebrows. I don't know what Mom thinks. And in my opinion, the attitude of the Goddess is really hard to guess.
I actually want to go home and find Hanin right away. But, mama forbade me to come home before my mama's show was over.
In addition, I am also not happy with the Brotherhood and Sabil sir who have now informed if they are almost there.
O God, please take care of my Hanindiyaku wherever he is.
Since my mother has signed a broadcast contract with the media, it is decided that the information from the police and my lawyer will be submitted after the show is over.
I was agitated, I deliberately sat in the back seat because I hoped that no one would point the camera at me.
Why are you leaving, Hanin? Is life with me so torturing you? And what's with my feelings? Why am I so selfish and not willing to take it off?
...***...
After the mama and media events are over, we will gather in the hall.
The goddess changed her attitude again. He's so soft and spoiled. I see, Dewi also went to Brother Gendis's room before catching up to the hall.
"Because it's getting late, just get on, sir," said Mama. I can't wait to know the chronology.
The facts of the incident will be revealed by Mr. Sabil. Mr. Ikhwan had turned on a laptop that would be used to play hotel CCTV footage that night. Mama started to listen.
When I saw the Goddess about to enter the hall, I immediately came to her and brought the Goddess away.
"Mas, I want to hear their explanation. Why are we even here?" his protest.
"Wi, sorry. You've heard and seen all the explanations. Please give my mother a chance to study alone."
"Mas, I want to hear it again. Why would I go there?"
"Love, shhhh."
I immediately hugged him. Hugged, I hope the Goddess is obedient and willing to hear my orders.
"Wi, Mas won't be there either. Let's be fair. After thinking about it, when we don't go there, it will be more for mama. Because, whether you or I, will not automatically comment again on the matter."
"What do you mean?! Why is it good for mom?! Why isn't it good for me too, Mas?!" his protest. His tone back high.
"Wi, listen to me carefully, without our existence, you can freely conclude the case according to your own glasses without being affected by my alibi or your alibi, understand?"
"I understand, Mom! But I'm actually less sure about that cop and your lawyer! Could it be that Mas has already paid them both to bear testimony that lightened the Daini?!"
"What did you say?!" I'm woken.
"Or it could be that this meeting has been arranged with you so that they give a good impression on the Daini so that mama becomes sympathetic to the woman! Yeah, right?" accusation again.
"Wi, what do you mean, huhh? They work professionally! Watch your mouth, Wi! If they know you're accusing him, then they can prove that your accusation is wrong, you can be charged with slander, defamation, and unpleasant deeds, Wi!" my firmness.
Fortunately, the hall room had a silencer. So, the quarrel between me and the Goddess will not be heard into the hall.
"It could be that the Daini has conspired with the police investigator or your lawyer, Mas! He probably used his lure pellets to seduce them!" his yell.
"GIRLME!"
Seriously, I grabbed her by the neck and gently stomped her against the wall.
"M-Mas?" Holding my hand.
"I didn't expect an educated nobleman like you to still believe in such a colossal thing! Yes, it could still exist! But I'm sure Hanin didn't use that to get anyone's attention!" my toilet.
"Huuu, k-you're rude, Mas," he accused.
I did not use any power. I quickly let go of my hand. Then he took a breath and hugged her again.
"Wi, I think you should get checked out by a doctor" I whispered slowly.
"What do you mean, Mom?! I'm healthy, why should I get checked out by an all-doctor?!" He was still angry but while replying to my arms.
"Love, your emotions are overflowing. Your attitude changes often too. I'm afraid something happened to you, Wi." While rubbing his hair.
"W-what? Yes, yes, my mother! In fact, I am like this also because of the Daini!" snapped it. Unhugging her.
"Wi, don't get me wrong."
"How could I not misunderstand that you speak like that, Mom! Oiya Mas, tell you what, I pulled my words about accepting the Daini! Anyway, you should immediately divorce her within 3 x 24 hours at the latest! If in that time you do not fulfill my wishes, Mas will feel the consequences for himself!" his yell. Then leave.
"Wi," call me. But he ignored.
I sat in front of the hall. If Dewi is serious and does not change her mind again, that means, I must immediately conduct legal consultations with the Brotherhood sir.
Should I let you go Hanindiya? But .. I feel unable.
When I peeked into the hall, mama, Sabil sir, and the Brotherhood man, were seen still talking. Because I wanted to see Hanin soon, I finally got permission to go home to my mom. I assume Hanin went home to the apartment.
"Excuse me, Ma" I said.
Mom just looked and said nothing. I go in, take Mama's hand.
"Ma, me and the Goddess want to go home."
"Please" replied Mama briefly. Mama's eyes are swollen. Mr. Sabil and the Brotherhood are bowed.
"Is it done?" my many.
"Already, sir," explained Mr. Sabil.
"But we will still talk about other things, sir," said the Brotherhood.
Because my mother has allowed me to pass, it feels like asking my mother about her opinion after seeing CCTV and listening to Mr. Sabil's explanation. But, looking at my mother's puffy eyes, I undo my intentions.
"Wi, let's go home," asked me after being in the special room reserved for me and the Goddess while here.
"No, Mom! You're the only one home! You follow 'Tuh the Daini! Right now he's probably opening his thighs, waiting to dyed you!" he said while flaring off to my face.
"Astaghfirullah's. Wi, why are you always looking for something? It's always that problem you discuss when you talk about Hanin. Look Wi, when Hanin and I were together, he and I didn't always fuck, fuck and fuck. Not like that!" My emotions came up again.
"Huh, if you don't play dipping, then what do you do?! Don't be a hypocrite, Mum!"
"Goddess! If I want to count, I'm making more love to you than Hanin! What I gave Haninpun is nothing compared to what I gave you! That Hanin never asked me anything. She just wants to be married and serve as a wife!" my clear.
"Mas, even if you don't give him anything, it's natural! She's an illegal wife. I'm your legal wife, Mom! Now answer my question! Which is it, me or him?!"
"Enak in what way? The cuisine? A drink? What have you ever cooked for me? Sorry Wi, Hanin is good at cooking," I explained while tidying up the tie. It is better to leave the Goddess immediately than this quarrel continues to be prolonged.
"Don't pretend not to understand, Mas?! I'm sure you understand what I mean. Quickly answer honestly! Do you love him or me?! If you don't understand, okay I'll explain! It's about intimate relationships, Mas," she explained. I've been dumbfounded.
"Russia, Wi! If you don't want to come home with me, that's fine. I'm gonna get bang Radit to pick you up!" I don't want to serve the Goddess. I turned back and left.
"Mas! Are you ready to be destroyed?!" his yell.
I just shut up. There is no point in continuing to argue. I better think of the legal measures just in case of the threat of the Goddess.
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I drove the car while contemplating. Keep glancing at the chair beside me. Hanin who had sat here made me reminisce about being with him.
After telling her to pick up Dewi, I made sure to go to the apartment.
Don't ask me how I feel right now. The point is, I'm so afraid Hanin isn't in the apartment. It's getting less and less because of this chest when my steps are right in front of the unit door.
"Assalamu'alaikuum" I said as I opened the door and was inside
Quiet, the atmosphere feels lonely. My mind is getting swollen. I ran to the room.
"Hanin," call me.
"Hanine."
"Haniyin." Keep calling his name.
"Ha-Hanine ...."
I sat on the sofa in my room. I didn't find him. I'm going to the kitchen. I wish he was cooking something or drinking. Nihil, his figure I did not find. I went back to the room. I'll open his funeral soon.
Deg.
"Sa-honey ...."
I saw his clothes were a mess, and I realized I had lost one suitcase that was usually three and lined up in the lower closet.
"Don't Hanindiya, you can't leave me."
Then I called Listi. Three times I called him, just picked up, that was on the last ring.
"Ha-hello, you who's the 'clean night-night phone cave? No work you do, huh? Noisy knows!" his jolt.
I bengong. How could Hanin be friends with a woman who spoke this harshly?
As it turned out, Listi's elegance and courtesy only prevailed while she worked. He's a little tomboy, but I didn't expect it to be like this.
"Halooo, deaf you huh?! I'll shut it if you shut up!"
I don't blame Listi, he must not have known that this was my number. Because not just anyone can have my personal number.
"I'm Zulfikar."
"Zulfiqar? Sorry, the cave has no friends, neighbors, or relatives named Zulfikar! You're wrong!"
"I'm Zulfikar Saga Antasena" as I.
"WHAT'S!" his screeches. And the call was immediately cut off right then and there. When I was about to call again, Listi's number wasn't active.
Oh my, b**how is this?
If not for Listi, who else should I ask about Hanin?
There's no way I'm asking ummi or her brother.
With desperate capital, I decided to look for Hanin in the area around the apartment and city park.
I took the wheel slowly, but a figure identical to Hanin I never found. In the park kotapun deserted. There was no one else, Hanin.
Searching for Hanin, reminds me of what happened when I was looking for egg crust.
Deg, I suddenly remembered something. When I got married, Dewi Haid first day. Then last week Dewi said she was menstruating. If Dewi had twice had her period in two months, why did Hanin never say she was menstruating? A normal woman has her period every month, right?
My and Hanin's wedding is now in its 6th week or 38th day. Should have followed a normal menstrual cycle, Hanin would have had her period at least once.
"W-is it possible that Hanin hid her pregnancy from me?" I pulled the car over and thought hard.
"Darling, are you really pregnant?"
My heart is beating fast. Not felt, these eyes began to glaze over. If Hanin is pregnant, that means .. me and Hanin can't be separated.
"Darling ...," I muttered.
I put my head on the steering wheel. Suddenly it was as if a bright spot was warming the recesses of my heart.
I continued to take the wheel. The plan, will look for Hanin in several hotels around the office and apartment.
"I will definitely find you, Hanindiya."
...~Tbc~...
...Come on yuk! Approximately, Zulfikar sir can find Daini neng no huh? Is Daini's pregnancy really going to be uncovered?...