
Goddess Laksmi
I left the cafe with a million wounds. A gaping wound that could be healed at some point.
Before the woman arrived, the police and lawyers had revealed the shocking facts that happened on the night I missed taking cold medicine.
They even showed evidence of CCTV footage. As the police explained, my chest had already started burning flames of hatred towards the woman. Mas Zul just kept quiet and looked down. He's a real coward. He did not dare to say it himself to the point of involving the lawyer and the police.
"What do you do in your room?" ask the police at that time.
I recorded it all on my phone and I won't forget it for the rest of my life.
I am currently in a taxi. For a while, I wanted to go home to my mother to calm down. Also to draw up a mature plan so that I can avenge this insult on that woman also on mas Zul.
"I-I fucked him sir. Being drunk, I thought that the woman was a Goddess" Mas Zul replied at the time. He replied with trembling hands and a paled face.
"You don't recognize your own wife, Mas?!"
I screamed and snapped at him. But the police and the lawyers always broke up and detained me.
You're really mean, Mom. Are you the only one who is rich and can hire a lawyer?
My dad even has a law firm that houses dozens of famous lawyers. If it were, my family might be richer than Zul's.
"Huuuks," I kept crying. Imagine that woman sleeping with my husband my heart really hurts to the crown and bones.
"Mother is okay?" ask the taxi driver.
"Can be quiet sir! Just drive me! No need to ask!" my sentakku.
"Sorry, Ma'am."
"Sir Zul has no suspicion at all?" ask police. I thought back to that conversation.
"No-no Sir. Me and the Goddess had never done that before. Because Hanin is also a girl so---."
"Enough Mas! No need to explain anymore! I understand it!"
I tried so hard to stay strong and hold back the anger at least until the ja lang came.
"Sorry Mother Dewi, but this is the process of investigation. Everything should be explained openly. Mr. Zul, when did you realize she wasn't your wife?"
"I realized it after it was all over. I'm sorry, Wi."
Then he took my hand. That disgusting hand that must have touched the hypocritical woman's outer and deepest body.
At that moment I immediately brushed off his hand and cried slowly. I can't believe I wasn't the first woman to enjoy my husband's virginity.
And strangely, no matter how much I hated Zul, I still loved him. If only this feeling of love could be erased. I want to eliminate him right now.
Unfortunately, I can't do it. I still love him. Even that love remained the same and did not change even though I knew that she had lied and betrayed me.
Yes, I was already addicted to her body and her good looks. Before we got married, I even fantasized about imagining her face and body.
"Aargha!" my yelling. I'm angry at myself.
"Astaghfiullah! Surprise me, Mother." The taxi driver braked his car.
"Shut up Sir! Just continue driving!" my snapping.
"Good, Ma'am." He's scratching his head. It may feel strange about my attitude.
"Husks ...."
I sobbed while looking at my husband's portrait. Maybe to others he was ordinary, but to me he was very alluring.
It would be foolish to let that woman slip out of my hands. I had to avenge this heartache even though I ended up having to share the bed with the woman.
If Mas Zul divorces him, this matter will be resolved and I cannot take revenge. Then unbeknownst to me they could have cheated on me behind my back.
But by tying the two of them together, I can freely humiliate and hurt that woman in my own way. He should know how sick it is to be dumped by someone he loves.
I will make his life unsettled and desperate. He must feel the pain I feel right now.
"When the series got married, whose idea was it?" ask police.
"Hanin, Sir. At first, I wanted to give him some money. I also offered him the price he wanted. Back then, I thought he was a pela cur deliberately sent to set me up. But she rejected all that and said if she wanted to take responsibility then I should marry her."
"You stupid man! It should be right then and there you threw money at him and left him. It wasn't even hidden in the closet and performing as I came!" my yelling.
That night I remember hearing a coughing sound from the closet. Apparently, it was Daini's voice. The present day ja lang who is disguised as a holy and innocent pretentious woman.
"If Ms. Daini only wants to be married for the title of widow, why don't you divorce her right away?"
The lawyer's question is my. I want to ask you about that too.
"Emm, I-I---." Mas Zul gelagapan's.
"Just this! What after siri's marriage did you fuck her again?! Be honest with me, Mom!"
I was impatient because he looked doubtful. I became convinced by Rani's assumption that my husband had been eaten.
Mas Zul nodded slowly. Which means he's confirmed my guess.
At that moment, I immediately limp. My body trembled and it was as if I heard a lightning strike at night. Lawyers and police looked at each other.
"Huuu, if you fuck her again, then you want her body too! So you've been fornicating behind my back, Mas?!"
"So calm, Mom."
"Silence all of you!"
"Ti-no adultery, Wi. Kan Mas and di-he were married, "defa mas Zul at that time.
"No Mas! I will still consider her a zina! Whyyy?! Because you married without my permission!" my yelling.
"Sorry Miss Dewi, in this case Mr. Zul is right. It does not include adultery" interrupted the lawyer. Defending even Zul.
The police nodded confirming the lawyer's statement.
"Huu, huks. Why don't you all defend me?! Why did the marriage law of the series seem to corner me as his legal wife?! This is not fair! I don't accept it, Mom!"
"Huuu, I even dried your wet hair when you came home in the middle of the night. Is your hair wet from sleeping with her?!"
When I asked that, Zul did not answer. He just looked down.
"So quiet!" my sentakku.
Honestly, I'm not a good woman. I can't just forgive the betrayal of Zul and that woman.
If Mas Zul admits to sleeping with her again, it means that the Daini also does not reject my husband.
How dare the woman sleep with a man who is clearly married. Even if the woman quibbles because Zul is already her husband, I will still not accept that reason.
It won't!!
And when the woman came, and they looked, it was clear that in their eyes there were seeds of love. That fact makes me even more hurt.
Sakiiit, it hurts so much.
Why am I not the one you love, Mom? Have you been pretending to be sweet in front of me? Your smile, your caresses, your sweetness, and the call of 'love', is it just a falsehood? You can't forgive me.
So that's the reason why I decided to accept him as my honeymoon.
Because only in this way can I take revenge. I'll slowly unmask his hypocrisy. I will flay her vices until she feels shame and contempt.
I also took a picture of his face when he arrived. Just before I dabbled in that face and sweet-smoking appearance with orange juice.
I know he's not veiled, but somehow he was wearing a veil. Maybe deliberately so that the effect in front of the police and lawyers is better than me.
"Sweets." I spit on my phone screen.
I was very curious about this woman's real face if the veil was opened. Or if she swallowed the jangi, is it sexier than my body?
This is a picture of me and Zul before the woman came. We look happy and harmonious. Although at that time I still doubted the feelings of Zul, but the warmth of his attitude was enough to make me happy.
And I remember if this photo was taken after me and Zul mas came home from Bandung. That means he's married and fucked that woman. It's obvious that Zul's gaze on me isn't warm anymore. He felt forced and depressed when he looked at me. Now I just realized it.
And you, Zul, will later feel a very painful regret for having dared to lie and betray a Goddess Laksmi.
"Mister, it's here, isn't it? ask the driver.
"Oh, yes sir. Thank ye. Take it all." I hurried.
I got out of a cab in front of a house that wasn't really my house. I deliberately came down here so that my identity as the daughter of one of the famous conglomerates in this country does not make the driver shocked.
"Thank you, Ma'am," he exclaimed.
His eyes were still wide with the money I gave him. And I can't wait to stuff that woman's mouth right away with my money.
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Before going to my house, I sat down on a park bench. I stared at the moon with tears.
I'm not gonna tell this to pami and mami. I'll let Mas Zul stressed and depressed because he inevitably has to reveal this reality to my family and his extended family.
"Feel you! I won't let you go, but I won't let you live happily with that hypocritical woman!" muttered.
"You may not love me, but when you dare to betray me, it means that you have hit the drums of war with me and my family."
"Let's prove who the real lead is. You and that woman? Or me and you?" I muttered to myself like a madman.
I wiped my tears while breathing.
The fight is about to start! The female tiger was ready to pounce on anyone who dared to tease her!
So much courage you are! Maybe you've forgotten if your mom and dad's divorce case ever shook the public and almost made your mom die.
In the past, papa Aksa Adiwangsa Antasena, namely his father mas Zul and mami Elok Yuze Shaosheng had broken up. But they refer back after Elok's mother was very sick and rumors have attempted suicide due to the divorce.
Mas Zul did not realize that the slightest mistake he made would have a bad impact on him and his entire family.
Let's see it later!
Who will your father and mother defend?! You or me? Or maybe the hypocritical woman?
No, there's no way that woman!
Now I step confidently towards my palace. The palace that always spoils me with luxury and happiness.
Then you, Daini! How dare a commoner like you disturb the happiness of the princess by seizing the prince of my dreams.
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Zulfikar Saga Antasena
"Hanine ...."
I reached out my hand, but he did not turn his head and left. I wanted to chase and hug him. But I realized that he must be hurt by my cowardice. Yes, I am a coward. I admit that.
I drank orange juice in one gulp. If not banned, maybe I have ordered alcoholic beverages to momentarily forget my grief.
No, I can't stay here alone. I need to get out of this place immediately. I'm budging.
And I re-imagined Hanin's stunning performance tonight. I didn't think she'd wear a veil. How to wear the veil is not perfect. But that was enough to surprise me and become even more fascinated.
I walk to the parking lot and daydream.
Where am I going to go tonight?
.
In the car I looked back. Hanin must be disappointed in my attitude. The police and lawyers must be disappointed.
But they don't know why I'm like this.
Actually ... I became a coward and a coward like this because of the disputes and divorce of my parents. Yes, they did have a go and got back together.
In fact, I had gone through a difficult time when my father divorced my mother because of trivialities. At that time, my mother was so miserable and depressed that she became ill. I even thwarted my mother three times in an attempted suicide.
As a child, who could have seen his mother suffer? I know papa is very strict with mom. I also know that my mom loves me very much. That reason is what makes me unable to be firm with the Goddess and still follow her wishes.
The reason for that was because I was afraid of the Goddess being hurt and determined to do bad things like my mother had done. In the past, my mom used to scold me and beat me on the feet when she felt like my attitude was similar to my dad.
I don't know why mom and dad got married.
Are they also betrothed like me and the Goddess?
All I know is they love each other. The proof, from marrying papa, mom can give birth to me and brother.
"Hanine ...." Again, I said his name.
Right, dropping a divorce for Hanin is easy. But if I don't follow the Goddess' will, I'm afraid the Goddess actually proves her point by hurting Hanin.
"The goddess is ambitious." I know he's like that from his friends.
I called the Goddess, but she didn't pick up. When I asked Bang Radit, Dewi had not returned home either.
I took the wheel aimlessly. Maybe it is better to surround the city of Jakarta until dawn. Or I'll just sleep in the car if I'm exhausted.
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I don't know how long I've been around. What is clear, I have passed Senayan, Old Town, Monas, Atrium, Ancol, Tanah Abang station and surrounding areas.
Then I turned again until I spontaneously stopped my car while in Hanin's apartment. I opened the windshield and turned my head up. To the highest unit I bought for Hanin.
"Darling ... What are you doing?" muttered.
I want to meet him and pour out all this turmoil. But I'm ashamed. I didn't even dare to call her or send her a message.
I kept staring at the unit until the lights went out. Suddenly, the lights were on again. It's already midnight.
Has he not slept?
I know if he can just go to sleep if the lights are stretched or turned off. And I was surprised when suddenly there was a message from him. From Hanin.
"Hanine?"
"Assalmu'alaikuum, Mr. Zulfikar, please excuse me for disturbing. Really, this message has absolutely nothing to do with our problems."
"I just wanted to ask. Is there still an egg crust sale at this hour?"
I gawked, even rubbed my eyes and reread the message to make sure I didn't read it wrong.
"If you know the place, tell me quickly. I called Mr. Listi but he didn't pick up."
Egg crust is a native food of the Jakarta area, with ingredients of glutinous rice, chicken or duck egg whites, dried roasted ebi and added fried shallots. Then given a seasoning mashed in the form of roasted coconut, red chili, kencur, ginger, pepper granules, salt and sugar.
"Kok can he want to crust eggs at night like this?"
I knit an eyebrow. Then I called her. As Hanin said, even this phone has nothing to do with our problems.
"Hello .. I-I know the place." I lied, because I didn't know either.
"Where, sir?" tanyakanya.
"Emm, I-I'm the one who found it. You wait, yes" I replied. Then end the call before he says anything.
Geez, how weird is this request of Hanin.
In the afternoon, actually around this area even the egg crust is easy to find. But at this hour, let alone the crust of the egg, I did not even find a single human except for a few passing vehicles.
Then I saw the crowd. If I asked, one of them might know.
"Excuse me, Bang."
"Yes, Mum."
Thank goodness they were friendly. There is a tattooed and pierced on his nose and ears. I got a little scared. They are not necessarily evil.
"Someone knows, who still sells egg crust at this hour in which area?" my many.
"Well, it's hard in the area, if it's in the night market or at the little fairs on the side of the road, it might still be there."
"His wife craves, huh Mas?" accuse one of them.
Deg, I'm stunned.
Ngever? A-what's possible ....
"Thank you, Mas. I'm gonna go find the night market."
I immediately hit the gas. My hand is holding the steering wheel tremor. Heart's pounding. Heart melos.
"Hanindiya ...."
My eyes glazed. What the officer said was not clear. But just by hearing it I was happy and could hardly believe it.
...~Tbc~...