Forced to Share a Bed
The trauma?

"We've had a lot of sins, you know!" He finally managed to escape from my arms.

"Yes, I know."

"Again why 'Sih A Abil sleeps not wearing clothes? I'm gonna think it's not so."

"Oh, that's Aa ayang's habit. They usually take off their clothes too. Yes, no, don't talk about it. After all, Aa also just undressed, not opening the others. 'The proof is that Aa still wears jeans and a belt, right?"

"Yes, 'clean."

While leaving the room. Geez, he didn't make the bed just yet? Inevitably, I have to tidy it up. By the way, how do I check CCTV? The key to the CCTV room will be on the Director. After making the bed, I put my clothes back on. Then follow him to the workspace. It turned out that he was ready to go to the mosque. Already carrying mukena and mini backpack bag.

"Here, Aa's the one who brought it." I grabbed the mini backpack he was holding.

"Thank you" he said. Then walk ahead. I'm stalking.

The office atmosphere is very quiet. Security officers are still in their posts.

"Why go to the mosque with all the bags?" I asked when we were in the elevator.

"You take a shower, A."

"Why not take a bath in Zulfikar's room?"

"That's not it, A. What if A Abil is interested? A Abil is also not yet clear to accompany me until when."

"Oh, so that's the reason. After the Fajr prayer, I went home 'cock."

"You want to go home? So, how's the CCTV?" He looks worried.

"CCTV problem, don't think about it. Anyway, we're not doing anything weird. Yeah, it could have been 'clean last night we hugged, but I think, even if we really hugged, it happened by accident."

"But A, my plan is to delete the CCTV data." He looks serious.

"Deleted? What's for?" Let him get out of the elevator first.

"Emm, I'm afraid the tape was found out with the Director. If he knew, he could have been mistaken. My integrity as his secretary was at stake by the videotape. What if the Director reports his vidionya with my mother or father. I could be kicked out of the house tofu, A Abil."

"Haha."

"Not even laughing 'cure? Ishih!"

"It's good if your mom or dad knows. Hopefully after seeing or knowing the vidio they so soon married us."

"What?! A Abil, I'm serious. Marriage is not easy to know."

"Yes, I know. But, I want us to get married soon. Long ago like this, I was afraid I couldn't help myself."

He fell silent, instead walking faster towards the office mosque that was already in sight.

"Tia, wait. Sorry if it makes you uncomfortable. I'll wait patiently" I said as he snatched his bag from my hand.

"Why do I want to get an answer from the sky first, it's because I still have doubts, A. In addition, honestly, the household life of Daini and the Director sir has influenced my mindset a little. I was afraid that after marriage, my life would be as much trouble as Daini. Anyway, in the future, I also don't know A Abil will change or stay like this."

"You mean?"

I knit my eyebrows. Apparently, Daini's bed-sharing life had indirectly worried her, and had a traumatic impact on her perception.

"Can it be A Abil suddenly wants polygamy? We don't know what the human heart will be like in the future" he explained.

"What?" Astounded. But, so understand the meaning.

"Aang, I support polygamy if its purpose is for the good and for the useful. For example, to help the economy of widows who have many children. But I'm not the guy who wants to do it. Trust me, Tia." I was worried that someone else's marriage might scare her and traumatize her.

But, he did not respond to my words, instead rushing into the mosque with quick steps. Because Bu Daini is his close friend, he must know all the turmoil and tempest that Daini faced. Even though Listi and I were getting close, it wasn't that easy to get her heart. I have to convince her that my marriage and her will be okay.

Yeah, I'm not sure I can be a good husband either, but I want to learn and try to be the best for Listi. While passing through the female shaf area, I saw her using a mukena. It's so beautiful that she wears that face. So imagine Listi using a hijab like Daini's mom.

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We have returned from the mosque and have been in Zulfikar's office. I went to the pantry to make toast and warm drinks. Listi.

"I can make toast 'cock, '" he said. Take over what I did.

"Related?" I'm not sure.

"Remain A, just put it in the fire engine, right?" He looks PD when he does. Alright. I'm so trusting. After it matures, it smears it with chocolate jam.

"So you like what you like. Just think, chocolate jam."

"Don't let 'deh A Abil. Are you sure you want to like what I like?" his protest.

"Remain," I insisted as I approached her. As usual, I held her from behind.

"So seriously like everything I like?" ask again.

"Yes" I replied. Since he had already taken a bath, his scent became even more fragrant.

"It's weird, if I like to wear lipstick, does A Abil like to wear lipstick too?" Turning her body and looking at me. Geez, this position is not very good for my heart.

"I'm sure I like your lipstick. The lipstick you like sticks to your lips, right? And I like your lips." While touching her lips that are currently not wearing lipstick. Even without lipstick, it looks natural red.

"Gombal continues. It's already ah."

He turned his face away, his cheeks blushing. Funny thing. I want to taste his natural lips immediately. But I say because in the pantry there is also a CCTV monitor.

Listi and I ended up having breakfast with chocolate jam toast. Accompanied by coffee and warm milk that still reflects smoke, and equipped with a view of a mini aquarium placed in the corner of the pantry. The gurgling water from the splash of the mini fountain adds to the atmosphere this morning to be very romantic and warm.

Slowly, I shifted the chair so that it could get closer to him. Listi didn't realize it. It is busy staring at the colorful small fish that decorate the aquarium.

"Tia," call me.

"Yes." Yeah." His gaze remained on the aquarium.

"The marriage of Mr. Daini and Mr. Zulfikar should not affect your perception of marriage. If you already have the courage to be my lover, why don't you dare to continue in a more serious direction?" Then hold his hand.

"A Abil, marriage is a noble and holy worship. For this reason, marriage should not be done carelessly because marriage is the longest form of worship and should be maintained until death separates. Real marriage is not just uniting two people to build a household hick. Rather it brings together two families who sometimes come from different backgrounds."

Apparently, Listi also still doubted the background differences between us. My family and I have never had a problem with it. Anyway, I've been investigating Listi's background. He and his family were an understated and educated middle-class economic group, and none of the Listi family had ever stumbled upon legal problems.

"Dear, look at me."

He turned his body against me. Well, why on the tip of his lips is there a melted chocolate jam 'sih? So galfok, right? Trying hard to focus.

"Ehm, don't ever discuss the differences again. Before our Lord, it is the same, right? Only charity and worship distinguish it. Ayang, please don't be bothered with her bed-sharing life, Daini. They are like that for a reason and a cause. Please don't equate their relationship with ours, please ...."

I put his hand on my chest. So that he can feel how beating my heart is right now.

"I-I know everyone has a different way of life, I-I was just scared, A Abil. I am the one who knows best how grievous and depressed Daini has been all along. It's just that Daini is a person who is good at hiding problems and good at being patient" he explained. His cheeks are getting blustery. She must have been nervous after feeling my heartbeat.

"Tia."

I'm getting closer. The brown melt at the corner of his lips has turned my world to the point of no longer caring about the existence of CCTV.

"A-what's up? Wh-why?" He looked at me in astonishment.

"Ehm, there's chocolate jam on your lips."

"Brown barley?" He was about to wipe it. However, I quickly held his hand.

"Let me clean it" I asked. As she summarized her face. His eyes were round in shock, while my heart felt like it wanted to explode.

"A Abil - - -." He was silenced for a moment.

Sorry, I can't stand it. I cleaned the chocolate jam with my lips. At first, I was just going to clean up, and then I was done. However, the feeling created made me lose control. As a result, I devoured the whole thing.

Listi was still fashionably shocked, but she also did not reject me. For a moment, he and I sat down. Then our breath went faster than before. She bit her lips involuntarily as I momentarily removed the link. What Listi did made me ignite my lust and re-enchant it. This time with a softer movement, then slowly demanding and slightly pushy.

What I did shut his eyes and his hands tightened on my shirt. Then there was a soft sigh from his lips. Slowly, I closed my eyes. I was enjoying this sin while stroking her hair. Please don't copy, this is my world. Not the world of Daini.

'PRANG!'

My coffee cup snatched my elbow. Spontaneously we were both aghast in shock and let go of that sweet and gentle braid.

"Damn it!" grunting. Upset yourself who is not careful. While Listi directly ran towards the study room while closing her lips.

I looked at him with a smile. My ears are hot, and my chest is still beating fast. Finally, my struggle has borne fruit. Being able to re-enjoy the tapuman of her lips is my mission. Actually, I've been planning that wish since last night.

Suddenly my eyes were fixed with CCTV lenses. Geez, it means having to lobby Mr. Zulfikar immediately to get access to open the CCTV data in this room.

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...~Tbc~...