Forced to Share a Bed
Honey is Opium

Zulfikar Saga Antasena

"Sir, huuu, wake up sir!"

I know he was hugging me. The news of Hanin's twin pregnancy really made me so happy that I felt like the earth was spinning around and making me dizzy.

I bristled for a moment, but when the warm delicate hand cupped my cheek, I instantly came to a full realization. I opened my eyes slowly and pretended to still be limp. If I sit down, I'm afraid Hanin's attention isn't this sweet.

"Pak ...," he said.

It's obvious that he actually cares about me. Eyes glazed.

"Sa-honey," I cupped her cheeks.

"I'm sorry if the news from this small box made you shocked even to faint like that" he said. Holding my wrist that cupped his cheek.

"I didn't faint, honey. Just being happy. But his happiness is excessive" I said with a smile.

With Hanin, my heart always felt calm and peaceful. Really, I've never been this happy.

"Yes, I drink first."

He put my head on the pillow. Then give a cup of warm water provided by the hotel. The warm water was in a small flask. I sipped her slowly while looking at her shady face.

"You want sweet tea?" bargained for.

"No need to love."

"Are you hungry? You could have fainted from hunger" he said.

"Emm, could be 'sih. At my mom's house I haven't had dinner yet. But not hungry, really."

I slowly wake up. Leaning my back on the bed.

"You haven't eaten yet? Just ate a duck this afternoon?"

"Yes" I nodded.

"Geez, that's so sloppy. Wait," he moved.

"Where are you going, baby?"

"Not going anywhere. Wanna grab this. Well, here's some fried rice. It's not warm 'sih, but it's new. Eat yes, sir."

He was busy picking up a plastic plate from his suitcase. Then put the fried rice on it without taking off the rice paper.

"Why don't you eat it?"

"I'm full, sir. For you only. I'm a bribe ya."

He immediately took a spoonful and thrust it into my lips.

"Aaa," he said.

It means telling me to open my mouth. I'm obeying. Hanin's bribing me. I started chewing it. This fried rice tastes good.

"Darling, are you sure you've eaten the fried rice?" I feel like he wants to eat this fried rice too.

"Already Sir. You should be full first," and back to feed me.

"If I'm full?"

"Well, if you are full, then the rest I will eat. 'It's a pity that it is thrown away, redundant," he explained.

Finally, after five mouthfuls. I decided to pretend to be full.

"Dear, I'm full." Clenched my lips.

"Are you sure you're full?"

"Yes, Hanin. Now you eat it. And I'm the bribe." Snatch the spoon from his hand.

"No sir, I don't need to be fed, I'd rather eat with my hands anyway. In the fingers he said there are enzymes that are good for digestion."

He went to the bathroom. Looks like I'll wash my hands first.

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After washing his hands, he ate fried rice while sitting on the floor like a Sundanese woman. My heart ripples. I was so excited to see that scene. He looks ravenous. It was obvious that he was pretending to be full and holding back hunger for me.

I got up to get closer. Then cross next to him.

"After this, what do you want to eat, baby? I'll buy you anything you want" I said as I rubbed his back.

"No Sir. It's quite. Too much is not good either" he said.

His hands focused on picking up the remnants of rice grains that were still attached to the rice paper. Then he ate it until the rice paper was not with a grain of rice.

Then he cleaned the tip of his fingers with his lips. I just realized that all this time, Hanin had always spent the food he took.

"Darling, I'm amazed at the way you treat food."

"Sir, in every grain of rice, and every food we eat, in it there is pleasure and blessing. By not wasting food, that means, we have been grateful for that favor and blessing."

"MasyaaAllah, dear."

I'm amazed. I smiled as I looked at her who had returned to the bathroom to wash her hands.

After that, we both sat on the side of the bed. Hanin took off her hijab. I was pounding. The sexiness of his body became real.

"I'm angry," he said.

"Moving yuk hotel!" take me.

"What's? No need sir."

"Darling," I shifted. The side of our body touched.

"From tomorrow, there will be a personal doctor monitoring your health." While rubbing his stomach.

"Private doctor? For what, Sir? I can control my own womb to the maternity clinic."

"Darling, the one you bear is the future heir of the Antasena family. He's my son. He's got to get all the best things to grow."

"Sir, sorry. I don't want to be privileged like that. I want to be ordinary. I want to treat my son like any other child. No need to be over-treated. I wanted to instill independence in my son early on. Even since they've been in the womb."

"Darling, look, you're my wife. Inevitably, disliking, you have to adapt to the habits in my family."

"Sir, did you forget my request? Don't tell me you want to deny it" he said with a frown.

"Darling, this is different. I agreed, because I didn't know you were pregnant. Once I know you're pregnant, yeah I have to take another deal. Wh why? Because in your body has developed my flesh blood."

"What's? Means you break the promise, I don't like it," he said. His eyes began to glaze over.

"Dear, this is for your own good. Okay, I agreed to keep your pregnancy a secret. But to let you stay independent or alone and away from my supervision, I'm not ridho. I vehemently refused the deal," I said.

"Sir .. huuu, why do you still not understand? I want it that way because I don't want to make your life a mess. I don't want your career and your good name and your family to be at stake just because of my existence."

She came back crying. I'm woken. I held her hand.

"Please Mr .... Please just do it. I'm sure it's good for both of us. Imagine if the public suddenly knew if I was your serial wife. It could be, my name will be exposed in various media. Huks, if that happens, ummi and my brother will be dragged in the impact because the media will definitely not stay silent."

"They've been chasing me everywhere. I don't want to make noise, sir. You and your family are not ordinary people. You still have a blood relation with a very important and powerful person in this country."

"What if this case gets confused with his name? His track record has always been fine. Even often hailed by foreign media."

Hanin thought in that direction. I wiped his tears. So confused to say to reason and convince Hanin if everything will be okay.

"Darling, will you be happy independently? What if you're in danger? What if you and my future son suffer?"

I can't help but hold the turmoil in this chest. I hugged his body.

"Sir, you can still see me and touch me as you please. You can also give me enough money. I just want us to agree to pretend we don't care about each other and don't know each other when we're in public."

"Then I want to host a regular place and live like I used to, sir. The goal is for people not to suspect me."

"Darling, then when should we hide this? Your stomach will also grow."

"Sir, before my stomach grows, the plan is, I'll resign from the company."

"What's? Resign?"

"Yes, Sir. After resigning, I will go back to Bandung and help you take care of fish farming."

"No dear, if you go back to Bandung, what about me, Hanin? Why don't you care about me? Okay, I agree you're quitting the company. But to go back to Bandung, I totally disagree. Hanin, I told you, right? Don't leave me dear, please ...."

I pleaded with my eyes. I hope for his mercy. I'm fine if I'm called a beggar of love to get Hanin's heart.

"Sir Zulfikar, don't forget the Goddess. She's your wife," she said.

"No dear, I can't possibly forget the Goddess. Dear Oiya, why do you want to hide this pregnancy from everyone?" While stroking his stomach.

"I want to hide it until your family accepts me. However, even though legally this child country has no legal guarantees. But, she's still your mom and dad's granddaughter."

"Do you know what my purpose is? The goal is because I don't want to be tied up with your family and accused of using my pregnancy to gain sympathy and possessions."

"I just want your mom and dad to recognize our future kids as his grandkids. My only hope is for our future children to be able to respect their grandparents. That's my only hope, sir. Truly sir, I have no ambition with the Father's treasure. Please don't accuse me of being a treasure-crazy woman" he lamented.

"Darling, sshh .., I know and strongly believe that you are not such a woman. I realize that the attitude and speech of the Goddess hurt your feelings. Baby, please don't think about me. I gave you something because you're my wife."

"You deserve a facility that suits my taste, Hanin." I tried to convince him.

"But sir, the facilities you provide don't calm me down. Not that I'm uncomfortable with luxury, but .. I'm afraid that luxury makes me remiss and want to have you completely." The tears keep getting broken.

"What do you mean, Hanin? What do you mean you want me to release the Goddess?" I asked while laying down his body because the night was getting better, and the clock on the wall had shown at 01.47 WIB. I blanketed.

"No Sir. I don't want that. Precisely if you let go of the Goddess ma'am, then I will feel guilty for the rest of my life. Despite the fact that I'm not an actor, but still, I have captured the happiness of the Goddess."

"Mother Goddess so violent like that must be because of me. Imagine sir, how could I be happy if in the recesses my heart was filled with guilt" he said.

"Darling ...."

I can't express my opinion anymore. I pulled his body into the deck. I put his head into my chest. I stroked her hair, and then I kissed the top of her head.

"Hanin, God has determined our way of life. You said you didn't want to get pregnant until you took the Pill, but ... God has willed dear. God wants you and me to stay together. I'm happy, baby. Ye know? Living with you is my hope. I want you to be my soul mate, baby. My hereafter." Then kiss her forehead.

"W-what? What is your hope that big?" He turned his head, looked at me.

"Yes Hanin. As I have said before, I married Dewi because it was betrothed and for the benefit of the company. I accepted this match because I had fought my mother's will by dating the woman of my choice. My first love."

"Mama and papa initially agreed to my desire to get serious with the woman. But it turns out .. he's a con man, honey. He's costing my papa company tens of billions of dollars. Since then, I've been traumatized into a relationship with anyone. Even with papa and mama, they traumatized choosing haphazard daughter-in-law."

"As a result of I fooled the woman, the company was forced to do PHK on some employees to reduce production costs. I accept Dewi as an expression of my guilt and forgiveness for being such a troublesome and rebellious child" I explained.

"Then, do you want to be the son of a dissident again?" as usual.

"If what I'm fighting for is a woman like this, what can I do?" I said. Then bite down on the tip of his nose.

"Don't start, sir. I don't want to be your toy" he said. Swiping his nose.

"Hanin, who thinks of you as a toy? Me? Honey, what I did to your body, not to mess around. I did it because I like you. Oh, honey, I've never judged a woman this deep." I gently felt her body part. Hanin was surprised, he blocked her.

"Ja-don't," he refused.

"Why?" my many.

"Mr ...." He's dazed.

"Do you have the same permission from Dewi if you want to spend the night with me?"

"Dear, he told me to catch up with you."

"No, Mom! You're the only one home! You follow 'Tuh the Daini! Right now he's probably opening his thighs, waiting to dyed you!"

I recall the curse of the Goddess when I brought her home.

"Is it true that the Goddess asked?" He seems to be in disbelief.

"real darling. So, tonight I'm staying here, in this hotel," I said. Then I got up for a moment to take off my shirt and pants. Hanin gawking.

"Sir, how about we get raided by Pamong Praja Police Unit? We don't have a marriage certificate." Hanin's panicking.

"Hahaha, honey, do you know? At the hotel receptionist, I showed them a picture of our kabul ijab so they could believe that you and I were married" I explained as I walked into the blanket.

"W-what?! D-You have the photos?"

"Yes dong, baby. I'm going to tell my son to be a photographer" I explained.

In the blanket I immediately embraced her.

"Sir, emh .. ha-just hug 'right?" tanyakanya.

"Yes dear." Though, my hands started to spread unbuttoning her clothes.

"Sir .. ja-don't ya .... Yesterday afternoon it was." His breath goes up and down.

"Not to be afraid, baby" I whispered. Put my hands there and here.

"Why should it end with that activity again? Why, Sir?" the protest as my hand continued to go there, got there and managed to grab it.

"Because you are my honey and my candlestick," I whispered with a proud smile because I had successfully seduced her body.

"A-You're evil sir. Why is it always like this?" the protest was again as I opened all the barriers on his body.

Seeing Hanin cry, I couldn't bear to continue.

"Sorry baby. Okay, I'm not gonna do it. But ... let me hug your innocent body all night, may I?" my many. While raising her chin, then pinning two marks on her beautiful neck.

"Uhh .. sa-sick sir," he groaned.

Though I did it gently, but .. the effect is very noticeable.

"Can't 'huh?"

I repeat that question. He nodded slowly. I smile. Then kissed his stomach is still flat while muttering prayers for the good of my future baby.

"Already sir, ge-geli," he lamented. Her face flushed.

Geez, am I capable of allowing her body to be just hugged? I'm not sure.

I hugged her in the gloom, she curled up like a baby in a cuddle. I arranged his position to turn my back.

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Looks like ... I'll be tormented all night. Mine can't be peaceful, it's vertical without me preventing it. I tried to stay in the horizontal position.

"Anyways, you should divorce her immediately within 3 x 24 hours! If in that time you do not fulfill my wishes, Mas will feel the consequences for himself!"

Deg, I'm reminded of the Goddess' threat.

How can I hide Hanin's pregnancy, if the Goddess threatens me like that?

"Darling, are you asleep?" While kissing his back.

"I can't sleep in a state like this, sir. I'm not comfortable," he lamented.

"You're wearing a blanket, baby."

"It's not comfortable, sir."

"Well, let's get comfortable, baby."

I pulled her body to face me. Then I grabbed her lips without warning. We were tied up and tightly adrift. I took it to the deepest part.

Ohh .. very dear..., my mind. I'm terlena.

"Sa-honey .., let's forget for a moment our problems," asked me when the braid was broken.

Hanin did not reply, only looking at me with teary eyes.

"Let's go to nirvana together, baby. After that .. We will think about the solution again. Tiger huh?" my many.

Again, he did not answer. But the tears just dripped.

"Darling ... at least .. although our hearts are both hurt and burdened, but ... we can still feel the pleasure, right?"

Unfeeling ...the tears were dripping and falling to his lips.

"Sir .. w-would I be wrong if I love you too?"

That question made my chest tight.

"No, baby, you're not wrong."

"But ..loving you makes my heart ache" he added as he stroked my jaw.

"Darling ... do you think my heart doesn't hurt? Same Hanindiya, my heart hurts too, dear. I love you so much, but .. I'm bound by a promise to my parents and the Goddess's parents to accompany her to the end of my life."

"I don't want to be an ungodly child dear, but ... until when do I have to give up on my parents' ambitions?"

I dropped my head on his shoulder and cried. I don't care if Hanin thinks of me as a weak man. Because the fact is like that. Hanin stroked my hair.

"If by enjoying my body your sadness will diminish, let's just do it, sir" he whispered.

Sa-honey ....

My moaning was inwardly when Hanin for the first time took the initiative to clench my lips first while closing her eyes. I closed my eyes to forget all the problems.

I was sipping my honey, I was enjoying my candlestick.

...~Tbc~...

...Come on yuk! ...