I Love U! Husband Carried
CHAPTER 01 - Story Door

Her name is Anta Reza. Everyone knows and I admit that he is handsome. His manly aura and good looks emanate not only from the physical morphology that describes the genius of God in designing and creating it, but also from the kindness of his heart that would marry me, a girl without a future for having been pregnant out of wedlock.

Wh why?

Maybe it was a question that came to the minds of the individuals when they found out that the 28-year-old police officer wanted to ask me for an ordinary girl who had just finished from High School. Of course, no one else was surprised, but I was too. When he said it out loud in front of my father; "Let me bear it, let me marry your daughter."

She served as solace to every creature who has chosen the wrong path and lost against destiny, she is a lamp and comforter to my old father, my sad world and immersed in melancholic lament.

To explain the meetings and events until we can finally get married, maybe this one chapter alone will not be enough. So let me make it in simple sight, it all started when I ran into town with my girlfriend. Back then, when I first went up to 12th grade I was more active in socializing especially in making friends. I felt that time was a time for me to seek my identity and enjoy my teenage years.

I often go out to play or just go for a walk with my friends. It was here that the sentimental drama began, they were the ones who introduced her to me, the man who became my first lover. I met him at a meeting full of dilemmas and frenzies. The grey meeting.

Over time, we became so close and got to know each other through complicated and long introductions. He gave me the experience of romance in adolescence, he gave me attention, inevitably seduction and death fighting along with some small gifts that I had never received before. Such meetings are routine, almost every day, I feel my day is so colorful and full of stories since I met him. Then it's not a strange thing if I'm persuaded and fall in love with him.

"I'm in love with you, you're beautiful and I'm very interested, you're exactly like a mysterious pool that inspires anyone to get to know her more deeply. I want you to be my lover, so that no one else can have you. Will she?"

A few months after dating her, my father began to get uncomfortable with my relationships and behavior, which often left me a duty as a child and student, father felt that I had violated the nature of being a daughter who should have stayed at home. Dad was angry because I often went to and fro after school, because it lasted not one or two hours but could be from day to night.

Once upon a time, maybe because I was angry and worried that my father was starting to be tough on me. As a parent, you may have realized my passion for dating, an unusual and strictly forbidden thing for you. I was beaten, many times until my body was red and bruised.I cried all night and felt like I was the meanest old man ever.

To my worst, I was locked up in the bathroom and hit it all out with my bare hands, after Dad found out something about me that made him so angry. I who was destroyed in such a way finally contacted Petra until she proposed to take me away from home. At first I refused, because after all my father was the only parent I now had, my mother had died since I was two. However, after the incident in the brackets, I was so angry and broken, my feelings were not out of whack and I finally decided to obey the idea of Petra.

We finally escaped together to the city, at that time I felt so free and happy to be able to leave the cruel father's prison. Even at the bottom of my heart, I also felt sad and guilty for leaving my father alone. Again Petra was able to convince me to continue down this path that I had chosen.

I was asked a lot of questions, like I was facing an oral exam. Those who were firm but also kind and friendly after knowing the problems I experienced, I was taken alone to the office where they served to finally be delivered back to my father's house in the village. While Petra, she did not return after going to look for the toilet. So stay alone.

No one knows where a person's soul lies. We only know it by fumbling. The impression that arises in us concerns his pure soul. He wakes up from a boring mess. He always runs away from everything that colonizes his freedom. That way his soul is always alive, not depressed, has wiggle room.

Because of this incident I finally learned that Petra had deliberately brought me to the city and left me alone because I was reluctant to take responsibility. I was destroyed many times, as in comets and meteors at the same time, sick and disappointed I swallowed a bitter pill while pregnant with a child from the results of free intercourse I did.

Not only that, the father who was still devastated, refused my return home. Dad even desperately wanted to throw me with a chair in front of the cops who drove me.

With all the melancholy, a few days later, one of the policemen who drove me back was accompanied by another older man, he said. I didn't know them well, but he became one of the most important men in my life.

"I'm Anta Reza, the cop who helped Grace, your daughter came home yesterday. I know maybe our meeting was short and we didn't know each other very well. However, I beg your permission to assume responsibility for your daughter, sir. Please, let me marry her."

With all my advantages and disadvantages, he was able to accept me even though he was still cold and stiff. We got married, and Sister Anta (as I called her) she became an impromptu husband who saved the family disgrace and the pride of the father that I had destroyed so despicable.

"Why would you want to marry and be responsible for someone you don't know well?"

"Because I know what it's like to have no parents."

Even though he was not a perfect figure, he had a permanent weakness that made me finally understand that no man would willingly marry a foreign woman who bore someone else's child willingly, as everyone else thinks in general. Until I finally found out, that he had other reasons that made more sense, other than what he had said.

I am the Gift, and this is the story of my love.