I Love U! Husband Carried
CHAPTER 05 - The Mystery of the Heart

After the incident this morning, Sister Anta left for work and the woman had also returned home.Last time, sister Anta reached into her pocket and handed me some money. "If you don't like the food at the table, you can buy whatever you want.in the afternoon many hawkers pass by" he said this morning, before leaving.

For the sake of appreciating me, Sister Anta tried to give her the best, but this may not have any meaning, and I also can't hope.like, it's been five years of relationship .... having been together since childhood, no doubt either sister Anta or "she" must have felt the exact same way when I first fell in love, intoxicating love.

Once again I looked at the clock on the wall.it was getting dark, after the twilight sky had swallowed the sun on the western horizon.I sat alone while thinking, how evil I was to him; Ma'am Isma, pure love is a gift born of the ego, which in making it happen requires the involvement of the super ego, so as not to hurt others.

Above all, I have great respect for Mbak Isma, not because she is Kak Anta's lover who has been expected to be present in the future, but because of her strong and polite personality. his attitude accepted reality and faced me with patience, even though deep down, there was such a severe disappointment and pain in Mba Isma both fused so strongly, inseparable.

When I first saw her and found out that she was the woman loved by Sister Anta, I did not expect that she could still see me, the girl who spoils her dreams and intertwines her relationship with a good and positive response, my impression, she's a very objective and kind person.

How can I hurt such a person that I can understand who I am, and what my position is in their midst.but, if I now know this truth, then, and staying put by hurting Isma's heart, it only adds to the impression of myself and my already dirty heart.

How would one prepare after facing such a situation?

I wonder if this is the feeling of the person trapped on a guilt trip, he who has been damaged and damaged the hearts and lives of others, filled and surrounded by guilt.

After that long inner debate, I found Kak Anta coming home. I felt a little relieved because Kak Anta still wanted to go home even though he had to meet and see me again all night with him.

"Welcome, brother," I said and kissed her hand. "Want to eat directly, or take a shower first?"

"Have you eaten?"

"Not yet." I replied while shaking my head. "I wait for Brother Anta to come home, so I can eat together."

"Yes, I take a shower first, but if you're hungry, it's okay first."

"No problem, I'll just wait for brother."

So long I waited, almost an hour away Anta still did not come out of the room. is it still a bath? I don't know, but I decided to go inside to make sure.

There is a part that makes me nervous when I open the door of the room. I found brother Anta was silent while chanting do'a-do'a. deep in my heart somehow I was afraid of just being forced Kak Anta to live life. Fortunately, he knew exactly how to be a good actor. no one knows better than himself.

Regarding that, we both have reasons to want to get married, although not based on love.my reasons are really good and obviously everyone knows, she said, The good Lord gave me a man who was willing to take responsibility for my contemptible and filthy deeds, while Anta's sister, the reason was still very high, and I was still a little doubtful, too, especially since there was still another girl in his heart and still loved him so much.The little I heard at the end of his prayer he said;

".... I have always admired your heart in silence, intact untouchable .... "

what was disappointing when it was; I was his legal wife but had no right to grieve for not having her heart.Will however I have to be self-conscious, because the most obvious is, the most obvious is, I'm the cause of two good people's pain.

This real reason for Sister Anta to marry me, will probably remain a mystery, longer than I expected, but perhaps, if there is any other reason, I can be sure that I will also feel pain.

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