I Love U! Husband Carried
CHAPTER 21 - Only Parents Know

Sister Anta scooped her rough-looking face, as if she was facing a difficult precarious situation.she got up from her cauldron before me, her left hand was holding her waist, and I could only watch her behavior.

What's on Anta's mind right now? is he angry? or just worried? everyone has possibilities. If I get angry, mad at me or at Miss Willis my opponent fights. The answer will be the same, all have possibilities.

"Why do we have to make a storm? still a teenager? can't regulate emotions, can't take a stand, all can only be finished with jontos?!"

He turned around and approached me. My eyes bristled with tears that began to accumulate in my eyes. Then he knelt down again in front of me, grabbed my hand, and clasped it tightly. Then he lifted his face, shoved it into my face.

"Gear at me" he said.

We looked at each other, wondering if something was unexpected. Tears filled my eyes. I bowed my head while rubbing my eyelids with the back of my hand. While Sister Anta continued to look at me with an angry look, she was ready to draw me to her disappointment, and I could die from it. At this time, he showed me his strict side. That's how men are.

"Was my attention not enough? Why do we have to make a fuss, hit like a stray cat? You want to get attention or what about Kania?" That's how he showed me his furious expression. His words started to bounce around here and there and without giving me a chance to explain, he continued to babble.

"You hit Kania's mothers! Ye know? I was so embarrassed when my neighbor called because you made this big move. I understand you're still a teenager, still having trouble regulating your emotions. But you also have to remember, you are a mother-to-be! don't do anything you want!"

"How do I get this thing done? I'm a security guard, but my wife is a troublemaker. Where do I put my face, Kania?"

Crushed me like a lump of rock that burst into pieces into millions of small pebbles scattered, all parts will be difficult to blend together, so difficult because the form was lost.

I was trembling at his voice. The breath was tight, the words no doubt like a rope that was choking me so hard that I had trouble breathing. I sobbed not because of his anger, but because my heart felt empty. His figure that I admired and his shoulder that I believed to be a leaning place now fell into a man full of secrets, every word and action would be unpredictable.

"It's precisely because I'm a mother, brother... " I said sternly, "I stand up for my son who was judged by them."

With a heavy heart and slowly I began to continue, just then Kak Anta stood back up and turned his back to me.

"If I were a wild animal, not just Mrs Willis I attacked, I would have beaten them all. I'm going into a coma, which mother accepts that her child is haram?"

Sister Anta pecked on the lip of the gazebo inside the house, while I tried to continue. The clear water was warm flowing down my face. He drew closer to me, his eyes widened in disbelief as my mouth finally opened, as I expressed my heart and mind. The words he heard just now were absolutely, haram, they called my son an illegitimate child.

I sobbed while looking at his face fixedly. Then I turned my eyes. Hollow and sore. Now I can't imagine having to catch her painful eyes. Even if I had to look at it, I didn't know how long I would be able to catch the glowing light from her clear brown eyes.

"Because of that I always try to adjust to deserve to be next to big brother, I can be patient when compared to Mbak Isma, I can be patient when called pregnant first, I can be patient called rude. But Brother, I can't help myself when my son is called an illegitimate son."

Tears continued to wash over my cheeks, the clear bead seemed difficult to contain like a flash flood that was so swift and uncontrollable, continued to hit and only caused pain. And Sister Anta was still silent, maybe she did not know how to respond to me. Then I immediately got up from the chair and continued.

"You want to explain it anyway. Of course, big brother will not understand how I feel, because this is indeed not a big brother!!"

After I said it all, I broke Sister Anta's body and left her with a question mark. I slammed the room door, and I locked it tightly before Kak Anta followed. From the outside, he begged me to open it, while continuing to try to convey his guilt, Sister Anta kept knocking on the door calling my name.

Of course, Sister Anta would not understand ...

This child is not his son ...

It's illegal, it's not ...

It will not enter his heart ...

I can only cry on my knees, there will be no shoulders to lean on and no ears to listen to. Just the lizard and the ceiling...

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Hi Besstt.. limp author. There are no words first, drained of energy to make this scene, hopefully it can penetrate your hammer as well huh. (´∩`。)

Maaci for his support in this CHAPTER, the author loves you a lot. Don't forget to rest! Take care of your health always, yes

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