I Love U! Husband Carried
CHAPTER 48 - Like the Morning Sun

"I want to give you this, my prayer that Mas Reza will get well soon." Said Sister Isma while giving me the fruit basket.

"Thank you Ma'am," I gladly accepted the fruit basket from him, "Sir Anta is aware of Mbak." I said.

"Oh, huh? thankfully. I'm so glad to hear this."

"Let's go in, ma'am. Sister Anta just finished breakfast."

"It's okay Kania, just here. By the way, can we talk to you for a second in the park?"

Before I answered, I looked at Sister Anta inside, she smiled as if she had understood what was coming. It was as if this meeting of I and Mbak Isma had come under his blessing.

"Can Ma'am, just a second. I'll meet Kak Anta first."

Ma'am Isma smiled as she slightly lowered her head.

"Sister, Sister Isma wants to talk to me both in the park. Can you?"

"Of course, go."

"I stayed a while, yeah. I'll be back."

"By pleasure."

"Let's Mommy,"

Is it true what Rambo said, that he was just pretending and wanted to find a way to get back close to Kak Anta, using his old ways; being nice and acting like they were true friends? Or, he had indeed returned to his original gentle, caring and earthy characteristics, only this time he had truly regretted all his deviant ways of life? I don't know what's gonna happen. To be sure, this morning I felt so solemn and happy.

We went together on foot, breaking through people along the hospital corridor. The air this morning was a bit warmer than yesterday. The lights in the park are also dead, Sister Isma sat quietly while humming a little. Enjoy the morning, with a view of the patient and his family as the sun rises to the top of the sky.

"I like to see the morning sun at this hour, can be seen and enjoyed because the light is so fitting, not too dazzling, even though it is seen with the naked eye." He said open the conversation.

I looked at her, then I turned my gaze out there, looking at the sparkling blue sky, "The sun is always beautiful, because she is the brightest in the universe. The light is not for his own enjoyment, but he divides it, into all the celestial bodies up there."

"Like you" he said, "You shine too much, like the sun. Even today I can't be calm. Suddenly I felt so small and dim when I was near you, or at least in one place with you. I was too afraid of my own life, once I found you blazing like the morning sun."

He sighed for a moment while looking at me for a moment, then continued. "My confidence is gone. And the course of my life changed suddenly, until I myself was very surprised when contemplating the changes that happened to me. How could I possibly justify any means to make you dim and disappointed by taking back Mas Reza from you. Funny right? I myself was also confused, whereas at the beginning of the first time I met you that night, I had said I would entrust Mas Reza to you. But, when we met again at the vegetable stall for the first time .. I felt glare because your light glowed brightly, I was envious, I was nervous, and I felt so small."

I was bewitched by all the words he said, I remained silent, only smiling knots.

"In a moment," he turned around and took something from behind his crackle. "Coffee, you must be tired .. "he said he gave the coffee tightly sealed inside the cup.

"Thank you, Ma'am ... "

He smiled, sipping coffee and smacking his chewy lips. Red and shiny, on the top of his pointed and smooth chin. He smiled again, as his eyes continued to look at me, as if investigating my feelings with various expressions held in his heart.

"Can I continue?" Said.

I answered with a nod of my head.

"When I realized that, my original intention was to be good friends with you and accept my destiny stroke with Mas Reza who had to run aground, suddenly bounce away, soar and collapse. Especially when I found out that you were pregnant, I became more envious, envious of all your happiness. Though I always felt that I had a better fate than you, and I believed far ahead I would be happier and luckier than you. But, it turns out wrong, your life is so perfect in my eyes, even every time I see Mas Reza's kindness to you, I'm hurt and jealous."

I was still silent, listening to his every word.

"Because of that while you were dealing with the police, I took the opportunity to approach him and make him remember me again. I tried so hard to take all my time. But, as I said earlier, you are too glittering, you have an attraction that can make everyone unable to turn around so face to face with you. Just like the sun up there. Long distance, and alone there until evening, but the night light remains incandescent by dividing it into stars. You are ... can not be ignored just like that, and every time Mas Reza is with me, which in his mind is only always about you ... "

I was trembling at his voice. I was silent, sitting still and stiff. What he just said is still clear in my ears. I tried to doubt him, but the sentence was alive again, especially as he continued;

"Right, in his mind there was only you. The peak when he said goodbye, and asked me to stay away, because he did not want there to be a misunderstanding with you, his wife. You are so far away." He sobs. "I can't deny fate that I'm really disappointed, even if I can't force my will to take it away from you."

"Mr ... " I said.

"I'm sorry Kania" he said with a heavy breath. "I got to say bad things that hurt your heart, sorry because I've been diplomatically told to pursue Mas Reza's love again. It all came out of my mouth, because of my fear of you. I was nervous and anxious especially when I found out all these realities. Kania, now I realize that Mas Reza is yours, the only one of yours."

He paused for a moment, fixed his open jacket, then said again.

He smiled at me, and I looked back at him with a frown.

"What does Isma mean?"

"I want to say goodbye to Kania, today I am going to Borneo. Yesterday I got a work call at one of the mining companies there. Therefore, before actually leaving I want to convey all this to you, so that my heart is calm and calm." he said. "I say hello to Mas Reza, yes."

"I'm happy to hear the happy news, Ma'am, but I think it's better if Mbak Isma says goodbye directly with Kak Anta."

I look at him. She still sobbed and wiped her tears with a scarf. I was moved not by the tears I had just witnessed this time, not by her electrifying beauty but by her courage to bear and express feelings with a pure and humble expression.

"I don't deserve to meet Kania, let me give you my regards for her."

Then I grabbed his hand, and held it tight. "Don't think so Ma'am, Kak Anta doesn't look at Mbak Isma that way. Come on, mumpung Kak Anta is awake and better, Mbak can say goodbye directly to him."

He was still silent, looking at me with a sorrowful expression. Then I took his hand and I took him back to the hospital building. Breaking through the group of people in the corridor. Until we arrived in front of the nursery of Kak Anta.

"Come on, come on in." I said.

But he froze at the door lips, reluctant to obey my will.

"It's okay, ma'am," I asked him again.

"Kania, I'm quite the limit here. Just say hello to Mas Reza."

"Come on Isma .... " Say Sister Anta from the inside.

As soon as he heard the call, Mbak Isma finally complied and I helped him to get closer to Kak Anta. From inside Anta greeted her with a warm smile.

"Sister, Isma's mom wants to talk to you." I said softly, and Brother Anta smiled knotfully.

"Mas .... "

"Just tell Isma, don't feel awkward."

"I thank you for the kindness of this Mas tempo with my mother and brother, I also want to apologize for having pestered your household, even I said bad words about Kania and your son. I'm sorry Mas, for making you disagree and quarrel. I really regret it."

Thus did Sister Isma convey her apology directly to Sister Anta in front of me. With a humble expression, he begged our magnanimity to forgive him. On a clear day, along with Kak Anta's condition that began to improve ....

"I have forgiven you, Isma. You are a good girl, I am sure in the future you will meet a new story in a new sheet. Therefore don't waste your chance to carve out another story, which hurts your own heart." Sis Anta paused for a moment to catch her breath, she was still a bit difficult to talk long, he said, because her chest was still a bit sore.

"I'm also grateful to you. My wife told me that you donated blood to me while I was in surgery. Thank you very much .... "

I looked at their faces in turn, and how grateful I was that this love triangle problem seemed to have found a bright spot, once Sister Isma revealed her whole heart and said goodbye to wander far away on the island of a thousand rivers.

"I should have done that, Mom, at least there's a part of me that can be useful to others." Said Ms. Isma.

"I know that you are such a person" said Sister Anta.

"Thank you very much Mas, Kania .. actually in addition to apologizing, I also want to say goodbye Mas. I want to fly to Borneo to work today, my job application at one of the mining companies there is accepted."

Sister Anta looked at me smiling, and I looked back at her. He clasped my finger and I replied. Then we turned to look at Mbak Isma again.

"That's great! Good, may your career journey there run smoothly and increase. Also I pray that there can be a soul mate," replied Kak Anta chuckling to tease the atmosphere.

Sister Isma who was tense and sad, now released a shy laugh while looking away at me.

"Just pray Mas" he said, "But to be honest, I look forward to my little nieces when I get married. So I hope that when I come back here again, I can see the children from your marriage. Clean up a cute niece in a moment, I can't wait to be called aunt." He said as he grabbed and rubbed my stomach.

Me and Brother Anta looked at each other and blushed, apparently the temptation of Mbak Isma is much more deadly as a spiritual force intoxicating.

"Minimum three" he added, brandishing the index, middle and sweet fingers.

Oh, broke my heart like thousands of stars. My heart skipped like a wave of waves on the beach, what a wish. Immediately I will allow God to grant and give way.