I Love U! Husband Carried
CHAPTER 30 - Family Time

Today's Sunday, after finishing cleaning the house. The silent atmosphere again controlled me. I sat on the porch of the courtyard beside the house enjoying the bluish clear sky. From between the trees, the wind was blowing softly and wet, teasing my body. I picked up the last cookbook I read yesterday. Looking for cooking inspiration for dinner today. Tiredness almost extinguished my whole taste. Lucky this morning Sister Anta is off, I'm not alone, condemned to a deadly silence.

This afternoon, lunch with Sister Anta outside. Yesterday he suddenly offered to spend time together on a holiday. What an outlet from my wait for this one week, because Kak Anta is full on duty, night patrol, and lastly help Mbak Isma and her family.

About the problem of Ma'am Isma and his own family last I heard from Kak Anta, his uncle gave a week to be resolved together in a family. Before it ends in a civil lawsuit.

"You're not ready yet? Suddenly Brother Anta appeared from behind me, before then taking a position to sit right next to me. "Still rest, huh? must be tired. The atmosphere today is indeed bright, so it is better to unwind. Even though I just enjoy the sky."

I looked up and smiled at him.

"First, I was indeed resting and enjoying the blue sky. But I'm not exhausted. Because Kak Anta who is very good always helps me with homework. " I said, then continued; "Second, I waited for the cue from my brother. If I want to leave, I can be ready as soon as possible. So much the better, because my appearance can be messy if you wait too long."

"Ha ha, sorry yes. Alright then get ready, we'll leave after you're tidy!"

As soon as I heard Sister Anta's words, my face turned bright, as bright as the weather this afternoon. I got up and went to my room to get dressed. His smile settled like a shadow that always roamed the bottom of my consciousness.

Half an hour passed and we were already on the front porch, while Kak Anta started the car engine, I locked the door of the house. Just about to rotate his body, Sister Anta had come down again from the car and ran a small approach to me.

"Big brother why?" ask her.

"Sorry Kania, we put off eating out first huh? just change for dinner."

"Why? I promised you lunch outside. I'm not cooking! what's the matter?"

"Mang Haris comes to Isma and Abah's house, bring those model thugs. Just now Mom told me that Abah and Isma are still out of the house, try mediation."

"Sorry brother, I don't know." I said, "But it must be yes, Sister Anta take care of their business?"

"They asked for help, Kania..."

"Yes, I know Sis!" Sergehku, "I know Kak Anta already know first with Mbak Isma and has been close to his family. But I-i--"

"You jealous?"

Sister Anta looked at me fixedly, complete to hear the look of her sharp eyes, as if to signal that her feelings were not good. There is disturbing anxiety, restless because what else if not for thinking about the sad Mother Isma.

"No! I'm not jealous." I raised my tone slightly to her, so in the next sentence I tried to be quieter and quieter. "That's it, Isma's father is out of the police station, sister! Why is it that you are still busy? the trial business of any matter is no longer a big brother's business!"

The atmosphere became quiet but also full of hustle and bustle that stifled. I don't know, it was a confusing afternoon.

"We live one roof but I've never had time for Sister Anta since Ms. Isma asked for help."

"You told me that time, Kania!"

"I told her because Ms. Isma asked for help just to meet her father at the police station! nothing more!"

Thus I explained the heart and the anger I had with him. Then with a convincing style equipped with a feeling of disappointment, I overflowed the emotions that exploded, whining for release.

"Today is a big brother's holiday, but today must be divided again for Mbak Isma and her family. If it can't, why should I promise this that, Brother has denied a lot. Either way I'm still sister Anta's wife!"

"That's like Kania's own father, I've known Isma from childhood, they're in need of my help Kania. You can't understand?"

"Yes, I understand you, brother, but I don't know why I feel this way." I sighed trying to calm down and slow down, "Maybe it's because I'm afraid of losing Kak Anta, therefore I don't like it if you come back too close to Mbak Isma."

"I also don't like it when you're too jealous!"

"So, that's because it's setting me aside."

I pushed Kak Anta's body over so that I could re-open the front door of the house. Once it opened, I immediately entered. However, again before I got further away with him. Sister Anta pulled my hand from behind.

I tried to rebel, while he tried to hold my body. After my tempo slowed down, Quickly, Sister Anta locked my face with her soft hands.

"Today alone, Let me help for last. Abah is too old to face thugs. Isma is also a woman. You believe me, don't you, Kania?"

I don't know how much I'm disappointed, I just can't imagine if one of us finally gives up...

Exactly three more days of marriage between me and sister Anta is one month old. A gray, frenzied month that ruined my life.

"I'm not a man who likes to play the wedding ropes. If it's with you, then forever stay with you."

May not be words...

I believe that home life is not easy. Because the shadow of life that is only about happiness is just nonsense and ideals. As much love as anything, each ark will always meet its own body. Only how the captain and his passengers can survive in order to pass through.

Believe it or not, feelings are not always life-changing. But it takes logical logic so that we don't die in misery. While I can only look for excuses .. because I can't count on both.

"Just as big brother."

Then Brother Anta hugged me full of haru and I was immersed in him. A lyric I remember faintly, as I was immersed in its warm and fragrant embrace :

I feel dead left by a lover

Never thought this could happen

I feel so sad when you pass

Lost all the love stories in my heart

My love for you has been sky high

But you don't feel

My dear to you, I remember slalu

Let me bring it myself

I can't hold your footsteps

I can't help your departure

You're too much with the others

For your life later

I can't hold back my tears

I can't be sad

I've ruined all my dreams

He left behind his silvery sparkle.

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