I Love U! Husband Carried
CHAPTER 53 - I've Loved You

"Would you open your heart and love me? just like tonight, when sister Anta allowed me to sleep next to brother?"

"I've loved you."

"From the beginning I looked into your eyes, you pulled me to continue to dive into your life. When your tears fell because of what I did, how disappointed I was, and when we started to separate, I began to realize how miserable my life was I kept missing you, that's why I'm always looking for excuses to meet and see you, deliver milk, buy fruit, buy rye, call, all I do to let go of this yearning desire."

"I love you so much, Kania. You're like the air I breathe, and without you I have trouble breathing and living. You are the reason why the storm must pass, like the sun in the morning. It turns out my heart calls your name, I love you." He said with a heavy breath.

He paused for a moment to correct his sleeping position, then said again.

"For you, this might be something strange. How could I possibly love you? I was the last man to admit he still needed time to cultivate a taste for you. But I misjudged my own heart. I love you."

I was trembling at his voice. I mute, what he just said is still ringing in my ear. I tried to doubt him, but his sentence was alive again, just every time I tried to look him in the eye.

"These words .. which I've wanted to hear all along." I said.

"I declare this love because it is yours, for it is to you that this love is addressed. And it is evil to hide something that belongs to someone else. It is not my power but this power of love that makes me have to reveal it to you. We should be grateful for all these feelings." he said.

The night feels quiet. There is a solitary star, far from the surrounding star cluster. But the star is so bright and so strong in its orbit at the top of the horizon. Perhaps Sister Anta and I are not much different from that star. We bear our own destiny, and our own feelings, but the feeling of love is unfettered or lost only because of the darkness of the night, it will shine and shine ... although we ourselves do not realize when the feeling comes.

I looked again, Sister Anta, she was still holding my hand. I was moved, along with the wind that was circling in the room, a new witness of history was created.

He looked at me with his clear brown eyes. And as soon as I caught those eyes, my feelings burst out, like a rustling wave.

"I love Sister Anta too." I said. "I will no longer meet another lamp to light up my path other than my brother."

"So did I. The theme of our conversation tonight is so sentimental that we wake up. But, again I want to remind you, our baby is developing. Let's rest! you have to keep yourself fit, because I don't want you or our baby to be sick."

I fell silent, then she pulled the pillow and approached me. "Come on, let me hug."

She hugged me tightly and I drowned in her warm chest. I felt the pleasure and serenity in his embrace, until my eyes blinked and slowly my eyes blurred. Everything is like a dream ...

Until the last time I felt her pecking my forehead for a while.

At about eight in the morning, tomorrow. I started getting ready to go to Rani's doctor's clinic, because today is the schedule to check the womb after last month. At first I wanted to go alone, given the condition of Kak Anta who had just returned from the hospital, but after I had permission when we had breakfast earlier, he immediately forced to come along.

"Son, let me be alone, will you? I'll tell Dr. Rani that I'll quit my job." I said.

"No, I'm healthy Kania. Don't worry. I have to see firsthand how your pregnancy is, and I have to meet Rani in person to apologize because you can no longer work with her okay?"

"Alright, Brother. But we'll just take a cab." Continue me although a little heavy heart, because it is still worried about the health condition Kak Anta.

Sister Anta nodded, nodding small, in order to keep her prestige.

Finally after feeling pretty well done, we left with a taxi that Kak Anta had previously booked online.

We continued to drive along the still wet and slippery highway. The driver had to be more careful about driving so we wouldn't slip. We continued down the crowded streets, conversing while occasionally looking out the window.

"Eh, are you coming here?" Doctor Rani approached us.

"Yes, ma'am" replied Anta. "I'm better, so it doesn't matter if you go between wives. Curious about his progress."

"Thank God," said doctor Rani as she glanced at me smiling.

They shake hands with each other.

"All right, let me check."

We were then led to the examination room, so entered as usual the typical aroma of the clinic and hospital room was so stinging, but luckily I'm used to it because I always clean this room before Kak Anta is hit by a disaster and I have to refocus to take care of him. Doctor Rani asked me to go up to the check bed, and Sister Anta helped hold my hand to keep it level.

Once lying down, as usual Doctor Rani glanced at me to pull the bottom of the clothes I was wearing, then glanced at Kak Anta.

Doctor Rani was astonished, seeing our changes that were much significant, different from the previous month where I was embarrassed to check in front of Anta's sister, and sister Anta who refused to see my body part open.

"Now it doesn't matter, if I check. No more embarrassment." He said with a small laugh.

"Sorry madam, now we can be more relaxed." said Kak Anta who was so tense waiting for the examination.

"Well, it has to be. All right, let's see how the little guy is inside."

Doctor Rani started sticking a device that of course I don't know what the name is, but obviously once again I can see my baby in the monitor where it's exploring my stomach. It felt so moved, he was now much more developed and seemed to be very healthy.

So after the examination was over, Rani's doctor asked us to sit down at her desk to explain in detail.

"Healthy baby. Well, later if the age is 4 months we can see the gender. Do not forget to increase the intake of folic acid, because it is very good for pregnant women. Don't think too much too much either. So far it seems like that was all, take care of your health always huh?! you're great parents-to-be." Say doctor Rani while giving the results of USG and other health-supporting vitamins.

Anta took the photo and the vitamin from the hands of doctor Rani, then said; "Thank you, ma'am. I will definitely try to keep an eye on his health, food and others. If I may know, I can get folic acid from any food?"

"Oh, much. From green vegetables, nuts, fruit as well, avocados for example."

"Okay ma'am, today I will stock in the house all that. But Kania is lazy to eat fruits tok Mbak, if made new rujak he likes. Is it possible, if every day eat rujak?"

Doctor Rani chuckles at Kak Anta's words. I immediately blushed in embarrassment, shaking my head.

"Can be varied. Pregnant women usually like to go."

"Alright then Ma'am," replied Anta. "Actually there is something else we also want to tell you, Ma'am, about Kania who is now an employee of your clinic. Honestly, I was worried about her pregnancy if she worked too hard. Because of that, Ma'am, I have asked him to negotiate for this and we have agreed to resign. I hope that Ms. Rani doesn't mind."

Doctor Rani smiled. "I understand very well, thank God that you have thought about this again. Kania, your husband thinks a lot about you and your baby so whatever the decision is for you, it's the best."

I nodded fully and saw the sincerity of Doctor Rani's gentle eyes. "Thank you, doctor. I don't mind at all."