I'm Not/Only a Shadow
S2-Use only

Alyla knocks Azka's room "Hay.. Can mommy come in?"

Azka was sitting on the edge of the bed glaring, Alyla entered Azka's camp and sat by Azka's side who was still daydreaming "Still not able to melt it?" Azka nodded "So she was Yasmin who was then nolongin Aira"

"Yes"

"Sorry mommy yes if mommy knows you already have a boyfriend must be mommy does not sell it, mommy supports Abang completely"

Azka lifted her lowered face since "Or do you want to give up?"

"It's not mom, it's good" Azka snorted.

Alyla put on her smile "I haven't struggled yet"

"Yes already dong spirit do not be lethargic so. remember yes spirit!!" Alyla held her hand up to encourage Azka.

Alyla hugged Azka "Mommy's son is mature now, continue to be the pride of mommy.huum" Azka nodded.

"Wish me mom.."

"Mommy must be praying for you, always"

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And this is where Azka now gazing at the still closed door Azka took a breath as she raised her hand and knocked on the door of Yasmin's house.

After three times knocking the door slowly open, Azka's heart was pounding fast he thought Yasmin began to open her heart and want to listen, but suddenly the figure of a child with a puffed cheek appeared behind the door "Yayah.. " his screeches.

Azka sighed then smiled "Hey hotshot, you opened the door yourself"

"Huum.." apparently the King is smart to open the door now.

"Where's mom?" asked Azka while crouching and then carrying the King.

"King..?" Yasmin emerged from behind the room and saw the King in Azka's lap, Yasmin nailing her body just before her steps accelerated and grabbed the King from Azka's lap.

Azka really misses seeing Yasmin, the girl she has not seen for two days now in front of her despite still having a cynical face to her. "Well what else are you here for?"

"Yes, I want to clear everything up"

"Nothing needs to be explained.."

"I promise that after explaining everything, I won't bother you anymore" he broke up.

Yasmin sighed "Necessary" her voice began to soften.

"Must Yas. danger..

Azka was speechless, hearing Yasmin's tone.

"The king played there first yes anyone wants Mother to talk the same.." Yasmin speech stopped for a moment "..Dad.." he continued.

Azka felt her heart suddenly warm up when the word 'Father' was spoken from Yasmin's mouth.

The king came down from Yasmin's arms and went back to where his toys were scattered and started playing again.

Yasmin sighed "So when..?"

"Huh?"

"When are we getting married?"

Azka blinked her eyes, didn't she hear wrong."We're married..?"

"Yes, as you say, you don't mind if I use you" Azka's heart that had flowered back dim. "When you come here and bring a letter of custody to the King, if we get married you want to help, right?"

"You're kind of accusing me of providing conditions for that.."

"It's like that, right, I take it as a condition for you to help" 'so I don't expect any more..' Yasmin continued to suggest that her heart would never hurt again.

"I don't intend to make this as a condition, the lawyer said that a husband and wife who can adopt, right? and I'm really sincere to help you.." Azka took a breath "also because I ci... "

"But I don't want to have a debt of gratitude, after the King's custody is equal to me you can divorce me" Yasmin interrupted Azka's remarks.

Azka chuckled "You really just used me?" god, why is her heart hurting now.

Yasmin remained calm with her flat face "It's not that you don't mind, that's right, the one you talked about the other day"

"Yes, like that, but I don't know it's painful to hear it directly from you. So we're getting married just like a contract marriage?"

"Yes, you take it easy as a reciprocal. As long as we get married I will do my duty as a wife including on the bed!!"

"Also.. I don't want your family to know about this marriage, it's profitable for you right, no one will ever know you were married, so after everything is done you can freely remarry another woman"

"I don't think that far at all.." Azka lowered her head.

"If you don't want to, you can get out of here right now and never come back" yeah that's just Yasmin's reason for Azka to walk away from her life, her already complicated life,he did not want to involve Azka anymore.

Yasmin looked flat at Azka who turned to look at her with sad eyes, Yasmin tried to hide the fact her heart also hurt to say that, but let Azka hate her, and go from her. Azka still has Aira, her fiance who certainly deserves to be with her.

Yasmin was surprised when Azka said..

"alright.. Let's get married..."