I'm Not/Only a Shadow
Terrified
Ane drove Azka home from the hospital, but Ane was almost relieved that Adam asked more, although Adam may be suspicious by now, but half-hearted Ane hopes Adam can find who Mommy from Azka, although he does not know what Adam's reaction will be, but Ane hopes that Friend and his neighbors can get happiness.
"Kok Azka sleeps" Ane immediately brings Azka to her room and put her to bed "Sorry you've taken it" they went out of the room and then sat in the living room, Alyla brought two cups of tea for the two of them.
"What's wrong Ris anyways I'm sorry about her too"
"Thank you An"
"Hu um, by the way do you want to see when you hide this from Azka? sorry Ris not I want to interfere, but soon Azka wants to go to Kindergarten and mingle with more people and each person's assumption is different,,, but,, Azka deserves to know that she still has a father"
"I don't know An I'm not ready and probably won't be ready, I've tried to be sincere but it's hard I'm too scared for bad things that might happen later,"
"What?"
"I don't know if he'll take Azka from me,"
"Or maybe he'll give you and Azka a good future, marry you maybe?"
"Or maybe she'll think of me as Aluna" Alyla interjected, "The color she knows she's doing it is the same Aluna is not the same as me,I don't want him to accept us because he was forced and only because of his responsibility"
"But he wants to take responsibility for Ris!!"
Alyla shook her head "It's not that easy An was too sick to remember she just sighed Aluna's name" Alyla felt her throat get stuck "And I don't want that to happen for the rest of my life,being an unthinkable shadow hurts"
"It wouldn't have happened if he knew the truth that Ris might have loved you more than she loved Aluna"
"That's not gonna happen An I know how much love he made Aluna"
"You precede the will of Allah Ris" Then Ane moved from her seat "Thinking is good well Ris I say go home first, maybe the same mas Doni Aira has come home" Ane rubbed the shoulder of his best friend "Assalamualaikum" says.
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"Leo I need your help"
"Wow, you're okay, sir, I'm sorry I haven't been able to see you the job you've left so much behind"
"I don't care to come here right now" Adam's back and forth.
"What..!!"
"Come right now or I'll fire you!!"Adam turns off the phone before he gets a response from Leo.
There Leo was busy messing his hair frustrated "Aaaaaa you're a base" work on his desk was still a lot and now he had to go to Lembang on the orders of his big boss. "Why he didn't come home, he still wanted to continue his vacation, didn't know if it had been an accident, and now it's bothering me again"if not because Adan taught him very big maybe Leo will resign because of the many jobs that Adam gave.
Adam pacing back and forth was not because of many questions in him, Is it possible that yesterday he saw it real? not a dream and what did that child mean? if so, is the child..?? Ah Adam could not imagine if it was true, What should Adam do, , "Dam come on your mama is waiting in the car" Arya approached Adam, Karina chose to wait in the car while calming her heart.
"Papa Mama just come home here let Adam take care of" They have arrived at the Villa, heard a noise from the builders who were working.
"Are you sure your head still hurts? mama can't leave you here if you're sick like this, just come home"
"What's wrong Mah, Adam is okay it's just a little dizzy really" Adam's forehead is still on the bandage but his condition has improved.
"Already Mah let adam here anyways there is Mang Ujang and bi Lastri who keep him here" said Arya. "Yes Dam we go home after your Mama rest first" and answered a nod by Adam.
"Adam wants to rest first Ma" Adam climbed the stairs to his room on the second floor.