I'm Not/Only a Shadow
Sad story of Azka
"Usually Azka if not join his mama he likes to play here with mang Ujang den, his cute cute wayward children and he likes to take mangoes in the backyard of Den villa, Den,he also can climb himself if it is so, his mother likes to urinate afraid of Azka falling." Bi Lastri was telling about Azka after being asked 'who lives in the front house', Bi Lastri was immediately enthusiastic, "I said Den the same Azka and Bu Risa they just two there is no other sodara, more kasian Azka who often in the ledek do not have a father, but not a father,Ms. Risa said she was a widow but there was a rumor that said that Ms. Risa was pregnant out of wedlock, you know? rumors are also he was added*sa, there's someone who said Azka was an illegitimate child" Bi Lastri shed tears.
Adam was listening to feel his heart being squeezed, this feeling, what feeling?
"Stt stt's.. Bi Lastri stt"
From behind bi Lastri there was a whispering voice, the boy was bending a little fist at the kitchen door.Actually Adam heard but Adam still wanted to know what the boy wanted to say,Adam gestured Bi Lastri to look back, At this moment ibi Bi Lastri was facing Adam.
Bi Lastri turned towards Azka who was still hiding behind the door, "Azka wants what?"
"Hehe..Do you want to see the mango tree Bi??"Adam could barely hear Azka speaking.
"Come, but Azka has to ask permission first to ask her boss Auntie, no!" Bi Lastri pointed his thumb at Adam who was still watching Azka.
"Not to be ah ashamed.." Azka squeezed the end of her shirt.
Adam went to Azka."Hello Azka still remember Om?"
Azka's eyes widened "Om accident.."
"Om accident?"
"Sorry.I mean Om Adam, kok Om is here?, oh Om Boss Bi Lastri is like Mang Ujang yes!!" Adam was smiling too
"Om Denger Azka wants to see the Mango tree, why the mango tree?"
"Not to be Om,"
"Loh why?Want Om to go there? we see the same mango tree?" Adam raised Azka and took hold of the boy, Adam's heart immediately warmed, his heart pounding.
"But this promise is a secret, Om, the reason will be until Mommy knows it must be angry..."
"Azka said he wanted to play at Aunt Ane's house, but Azka ran away here hehe.."
"Where is Mommy Azka?"
"Mommy again ngajar Om at school, so we also need money because Azka does not have Daddy so Mommy has to work"
"Where is Daddy Azka going?"
"Om not having a Daddy?" not answering Azka even asked back.
"Had, um had but Om called him Papa and Mama"
"The same rich Mommy wants to be called Mama, when Akka likes Mommy, cooler, hehe"
"Cool doesn't have Daddy? Azka does not have Daddy Azka wants to have Daddy, who is handsome rich Om can, You do not be his Daddy Azka Mommy is beautiful, well again, is able to pay the same prayer." Adam chuckles, Azka is becoming a matchmaker now.
"Say aunt Ane if you want Daddy, Daddy must marry first Mommy, then you can call Daddy.But Mommy does not want to marry, Azka often dreads Mommy crying in the room only Azka pura not denger,must be Mommy cape gedein Azka alone so Mommy's crying."
Raut Azka so sad, Adam grimaced his heart felt slashed to hear the story of Azka this sick feeling, this,greater than the guilt he felt at that time after taking the sanctity of Aluna by force.but why Adam should feel that feeling just because he heard the story of Azka.
"Om we've got the mango, come down Om"Azka thrashed from Adam's sling, lost already sad look Azka when seeing Mango trees that lined and fruitful because in the care of mang Ujang his mango garden also looks clean and comfortable.
"Azka likes mangoes?"Azka nodded "Om also so let's pick up Mangga later we share two same Om, Okey" Adam stroked Azka's hair.
"okay"
Adam hid some of Azka's hair that Adam took quietly, and put it in his pocket.