I'm Not/Only a Shadow
Alyla's Decision

"WHERE ARE YOU SO STUBBORN!"

Adam squeezed his hair.

Alyla took a deep breath. "Go home Mr. Adam, it's not good night when seen by neighbors" said Alyla slowly.

"Not until it's done"

"Please Mr. Adam give me time to explain everything, it's not easy even to remember it hurts so much" Alyla said exclaimed "I promise I will explain everything"

"When? you think I'm stupid.you're just looking for a loophole to escape"

"I wouldn't do that"

"Then talk about it now!" Adam said firmly.

"You think it's all easy for me, please understand give me time to calm my heart, but it won't be good to talk in anger, come home tomorrow we talk!" Alyla opens the door to let Adam out "Please"

"Well, tomorrow I come back, don't try to run. remember that..!!" Alyla shuts the door as soon as Adam comes out now she is lying in front of the door that has been closed tightly, Alyla beats her chest wailing while covering her mouth hoping that no one will hear,but the free stuffing was so loud signifying a pain so deep, that Adam who was still behind the door closed his eyes, regretting what happened 'Why.why like this' Adam's mind cried out 'Why did it hurt to hear his cries, what a deep wound he had to receive' Adam continued his steps to return to the villa where he lived.

Alyla did not sleep all night agitated, Alyla hoped that by surrendering on the prayer mat everything could be resolved, but her mind still dominated her heart unsettled, until the morning before Alyla never closed her eyes.

Alyla took her cell phone to contact someone.

"Hallo Assalamualaikum An?"

"Walaikumsalam Ris why?, your voice is so hoarse you are sick?" Ane across the street was shocked, hearing Alyla's voice so heavy and sounding limp.

"I'm good An, I. Would you like to ask for help?"

"Byeah, if I can help you"

"I can ask Azka to take care of me this day I have important business"

"Why Ris? what's the problem?"

"Later to tell me, but later after it's all over" Alyla hung up after receiving Ane's approval, and said hello.

Alyla goes to Azka's room to wake Azka "Ka, wake up baby! let's have breakfast" Alyla stroked Azka's hair.

"Eh Mommy's morning" Azka rubbed her eyes.

"By my dear, I woke up and washed my face and we had breakfast" Azka nodded.

"Mommy??"

"Yes"

"Daddy where's Mom, the same bobo-tem Akka, doesn't exist?"

"Why do you want Mommy but Akka also wants Daddy" said Azka mutely "Why should Akka choose, Aira also has two of them, punya the same father Mama"

Alyla stroked Azka's hair and curled it up for a while "Well Mama's only nanya, Azka knows Mama likes Azka call Mommy, that sounds cool" Alyla chuckled.

"It's just that Akka said it was cool Mommy, that Akka called Mommy"

"Okay if that from now on Azka can call Mommy, this Mommy will not forbid Azka again" Alyla patted her chest, then they laughed together.

"Let's now wash the face of our breakfast truck, today Aunt Ane wants to take Azka street"

"Oh yes, same Mommy"

"Sir Mommy does not come, Mommy has a business for a while, Azka want to keep aunt Ane with Aira they are women so there must be a man who takes care of."

"Okay, Mom Akka is cool"

"Yes I know..Come on sprawl"

After preparing Azka, Alyla drove her to Ane's house, it turns out Ane was waiting in the yard with her motorbike."You're not going to Ris' school?"Ask Ane.

"I have no business, sorry ngerepotin ya An"

"What's Ris, you're good Ris you're shoots really"

"I'm good An's just a little sleep deprived" not only a lack of sleep, but Alyla didn't sleep all night.

"Yes, we've left already Ris, you're good, after your business is done you rest, will be sick again" Alyla adored "Let's love pamit used to be the same Mommy"

"That Mommy Assalamualaikum"

"Well Assalamualaikum's aunt" Aira and Azka waved at Alyla.

"Waalaikumsalam dear hearts yah yah yu"

After the departure of Azka, Aira and Ane, Alyla took a deep breath, reassuring herself 'Yes maybe this is the time' she said in her heart.

Alyla walked towards the villa before her home Alyla decided there was no need to wait for Adam to meet her,but Alyla herself who would meet Adam if necessary Alyla would beg Adam never to take Azka for herself,Alyla will not be able to meet Azka again for the rest of her life as Adam said last night

,given the enormous power of money Alyla knew what Adam could do to take Azka away from her, including custody of Azka.

Alyla had entered the gate that was not locked and then continued her steps towards a fairly high Brown door, the Villa was a luxurious villa,spacious and beautiful also still smelled the smell of paint that is still new, the new color is finished in the renovation, the sound of workers in the back who still have not finished their work, he said,because the villa will be expanded.

Alyla nodded her hand to press the bell on the right side of the door, Immediately someone opened the door from the inside looking at someone smiling.

"Assynoltomodel.."