I'm Not/Only a Shadow
Gamelan

Silence enveloped the two people they sat side by side on the living room sofa in an Apartment.

Alyla stared blankly far ahead almost losing her honor, which was severely affected by her brother's own lover her heart throbbed in pain she loved Adam, a feeling that quickly grew beyond control.

Adam was busy with his mind that raged together into a deep guilt, what happened to him during this time Adam always managed to hold back while being with Aluna but the end of this feeling of Adam is not controlled, Adam's feelings are not controlled,his love feels bigger and can not be resisted again the desire to have a lover is getting bigger, not this must be ended immediately, this should not happen.Adam always emphasizes S3x after marriage, but the, it matters . Educated both his parents not to commit sins he always applied.but why had he lost control.

Adam rubbed his face rough.

"Let's get married"after a long silence three words came out of Adam's mouth just like that.

Alyla sighed it was not her right to answer, Alyla moved from her seat intending to end this situation.

"Where are you going?"Adam held Alyla's hand about to leave.

"I want to put on a shirt first" let go of his hand held by Adam.

"You haven't answered"

"Give me some time" said Alyla again, she had to buy some time until Aluna came home.

"How much longer, I've waited so long for this, you keep buying time, you say after college you'll marry me, but until now after my proposal at that time, you still say 'Give it time' until when ?? I don't want me to sin and hurt you" Adam ruffled his hair in frustration.

"Home Adam it's night"Alyla left without answering Adam's question.

Adam was screwed with all his guilt-mixed frustration and left the Aluna Apartment.

Alyla cried sobbing behind the door of her room after the sound of the door locked signifying Adam was gone.

Why it hurts to fall in love with the wrong person, maybe not the wrong person just the wrong time.

Alyla fell in love with her brother's lover and that should not happen.Alyla rushed to reach her phone that she had thrown just anyone to contact Aluna.Ia should be immediately free in this situation. the sooner the better not to grow a greater love for Adam. Alyla realized every day her feelings became bigger, and that should not happen, after Aluna came home she would go far and forget everything she felt for Adam, and start a new life.

On his third call Aluna picked up the phone.

"Hallo" Aluna's voice was so heavy that he was tired and even heard the roar of his hunting breath.

"Sister go home.hiks.."Alyla sobs.

"What's going on, are you crying?"

"Sister come home I'm not strong anymore" Alyla still sobbing.

"What's going on? explain slowly to me."

Alyla breathed in and then let out again hoping to ease her cries. "When's brother coming home? it's been too long, and I'm tired of pretending to be a big brother in front of Adam."

Without waiting for an answer from Alyla phone on the turn off.Alyla even her body on the mattress to try to sleep, hoping this is just a dream, hoping her love for Adam never existed.

In the other half of the earth Aluna is lying." What's the matter Babe?" Rio who just came out of the bathroom with only a towel on his waist.

"It's funny, it looks like we should finish our game sooner, I think Alyla has started to fall in love with Adam" Aluna was still open.

"Be careful not to let your game boomerang for yourself"

"No, you know it's really fun, hearing Alyla's cry makes me happy"

"Well, when do we go home and end it all, so that I can have you all."Roy hugs Aluna from behind giving a small kiss on Aluna's open shoulder.They just finished their struggle before Aluna's phone rings and interferes with their activities.

"You take it easy Roy whatever happens I'm still yours" Aluna turned her body so face to face with Roy then began m3lum4t greedy lips s3xy man in front of him,of course it makes Roy happy and they also restart their romance.

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Adam had just arrived at his house without greeting Arya and Karina who were in the living room, Adam rushed up the stairs without thinking of Karin's question who was worried about seeing her appearance.

"Adam what's wrong why are you so tangled?" asked Karin with a worried look.

Adam bergeming chose to go into his room and slammed the door, making Karin sting in shock and stroking the chest.

"What's wrong with Adam"

Arya still relaxed watching tv while eating her snacks. "It's a pity to let Adam calm down and ask"

"You're how the hell Mas son messed up so why is still calm enough" Karin did not think Arya could be that calm.

"As for how, just asked now Adam will not answer, at least Adam is not drunk even though in times of stress, just let him wait until he is calm, at least Adam is not drunk, already here watch again this exciting event" Arya patted the sofa next to her.

Karina scowled her husband was too relaxed, not wanting Karin to obey and sit back at her husband's side.

Adam turned on the cold shower and flushed his body still wearing full clothes hoping to relieve all the anger that raged in him.

One hour Adam stood under a shower of cold water and stopped as his body began to shiver.

Adam soon laid himself on the bed and fell asleep.

Karina knocks on the door to wake Adam not usually Adam has not been awake, Adam including people who are always on time.During knock but also not got an answer, Yesterday began to panic open the door that turned out not in the key,Karin was surprised to see the pale look of Adam lying on his blanket roll, shivering occasionally murmuring indistinctly calling out Aluna's name.

Panicked Karina yells to call Arya to call the doctor.