I'm Not/Only a Shadow

I'm Not/Only a Shadow
Repentance of Adam(2)


With Adam's giant step into his house, the waiting aunt immediately rose up worried about the state of his host. "Sir Adam, the house of Bu Alyla and the Azka?" Adam just shook his head in a doldrums without answering and continued his steps into the house.


Adam sat down at the end of the bed, spreading his gaze all over no more beautiful smiles greeted him.


"It's coming home and I want to prepare the water for a bath"


"The coffee"


"Mas ih really perverted" as big as Alyla's shadow appeared and disappeared.


"Darling you where do not leave the mas, please go home" said Adam.


Just as Adam was about to move Adam's gaze was fixed on a ring on a piece of paper.it was Alyla's wedding ring. Adam turned to the piece of paper under the ring. With a trembling hand Adam began to read.


Assalamualaikum..


I hope you take the time to read this.


I used to feel like I was in love at first sight with a guy, when I first saw him my heart was beating fast, I couldn't even blink when I saw him. 'Handsome' the word just said.


A kind man who always spread his smile, do good to the surrounding, at that time I saw him was mengeluasi the cry of a child who accidentally hit his smile was sincere and made me fall in love.


Every morning I would wait for him in front of the restaurant where I worked just to see him, but I had not felt the bloom I had withered because it turned out he belonged to someone else, who turned out to be my own brother, but I had not yet felt the bloom, not wanting to go too far I buried my feelings deep, I once felt his love even though it was not for me, but for Luna, but still I always pounded when I was with him.


I want to hate that man who took away my chastity but in fact love is bigger and still growing.


And now I must wither again when you rediscover your love.


It should not have been like this since I was just a shadow of Luna's sister, and now even the reason we got married just for Azka's sake,


But I am grateful because even though I lived my life briefly with my first love.


I'm sorry I wanted to endure by ignoring your feelings and Luna's brother when you kept lying and went home the night I wanted to be selfish for Azka once, but in fact my heart was not that strong when I saw reality.


Don't worry about Azka I'll take good care of her.


Thank you for treating me so well, feeling loved even though you only love my looks.


Thank you for everything, I hope you are happy.


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Alylas.


Adam squeezed the letter his tears had already flowed and soaked the letter from Alyla. Alyla loved him a long time ago why Adam never knew. "Don't love you misunderstand me love you too, and you're not a shadow" said Adam hiccups, Alyla really misunderstood Adam did not love Aluna in his heart now there is only Alyla "No you can't leave me we'll always be together there won't be anyone else I promise, I'm stupid really stupid" Adam cursed himself. Adam walked in a hurry to enter his car Adam down the street somewhere the night was getting late but he would continue to search, somewhere they are now what Alyla and Azka are fine.


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Adam awakens when he hears the sound of his phone ringing there is no intention to answer Adam turn off the call, Adam will not make a mistake this time, he just needs to find Alyla and Azka and live happily together.


Adam was still in the car with a messy look, all night because of fatigue Adam parked his car in the open and then fell asleep, now the sun was high but Adam did not intend to go home.


Adam's phone rang again with Leo's name, not waiting for Adam to answer. "Hello sir.." It's not over Leo spoke Adam's already interrupting.


"Leo help me"


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