I'm Not/Only a Shadow
The guilt of Adam

"Daddy wakes up.dad" Azka shakes Adam's body to wake up immediately.

Adam opened his eyes "Hmm. Why baby, Azka is awake"

"Let's have breakfast Dad, I'm laper" Azka pulled Adam's hand."Come on, Dad, Mommy made breakfast"

As soon as he heard Mommy from Azka, Adam immediately got up and down "Oke Daddy take a shower first" Adam immediately went into the bathroom, Adam was so excited all night he was reflected in the laughter of Alyla, Adam was so excited,even in a dream Adam could see it.

Adam came down already in a fresh state, Adam immediately approached Azka who was sitting at the dining table in the bribe Bi Lastri "Where's Loh Mommy?" Adam took a seat on the side of Azka.

"Mommy has gone to school, so Daddy woke up a long time ago" Azka said with a bulging mouth because he was chewing.

Adam resigned because he was the wrong himself, bad luck probably because it was too deep for the first time Adam slept with a light heart.

"This is who's cooking?" adam asked as he fed the fried rice into his mouth.

"That's Miss Risa who cooked Den" Adam nodded his inner 'Enak.

"Azka want to come with Daddy no, we take Mommy to school and we go home on the road?"

"You Dad, you're yeeeyy!!" Azka cheered cheerfully.

"Because now we've finished breakfast, we're leaving"

Adam drives his car to the school where Alyla teaches, Azka does not stop talking about her daily life as long as Adam is not around.

The road is a bit jammed because today is Saturday, many tourists who will vacation on weekends in the area of Lembang, almost 45 minutes to school.

The car is parked in the school parking lot, Adam comes down with Azka in his cradle, Adam's handsome face is the concern of the female teachers, as well as the mother students who are waiting for their children school "Where is Mom's class?" adam asked Azka.

"That's Dad" Azka pointed out the door that said Class 3.

Adam looked towards the window and Alyla was teaching by occasionally crossing the board, accidentally Alyla and Adam were smiling between the two.

"Why come here?" Alyla leaves the classroom to meet Adam and Azka.

"Daddy said we'd walk Mom's way,"

Alyla scrunched her forehead and looked towards Adam "O huh?"

"Hmm, actually I also have the same business as the principal" said Adam when it was just an excuse.

"Keep my bike?"

"Later I tell people to drive home"

"But daddy, don't be long!"

"Yes daddy for a second,"

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Adam and Alyla and Azka are already in a Mall, exactly in the playground.Azka has run to and fro, trying various games of course safe for children the age of Azka.

Adam was waiting to sit in a long chair, looked tired because he was offsetting the actual Azka.

"Drink Mas" Alyla handed Adam a cold drink in her hand, so she went to the toilet and stopped by to buy a drink and a snack for Azka.

"Thank you.."Adam sipped his drink because he had been thirsty since.

"A really good tape?, you want to go home?"

"Yes cape, Azka is very active in a rich place gini, but she is still exciting like we wait a little longer" Alyla nodded. "Azka used to play here?"

"It's not often that there's more new money playing" Alyla said as she waved at Azka who was smiling at her.

"I'm sorry I found out about you guys so late" said Adam mutely "I knew you guys weren't going to be in trouble"

Alyla chuckled, "It's not entirely your fault" Alyla sighed "May I ask you something?"

"What?"

"Do you know how Luna is?"

Alyla's questions managed to turn on Adam, hearing Aluna's name made him remember Adam's regret that had been fixed on Aluna turned out wrong, his guilt should be aimed at Alyla not Aluna, Adam should not,because he hurt the wrong people, every day Adam always says sorry to Aluna even though Aluna was not in front of him, but it turns out Aluna is not that good.

"Aluna and Roy died in a plane crash, when they left me first, the bodies were not found because the plane exploded in the ocean"

"Astagfirulah.." Alyla shuts her mouth her tears flow, although Aluna is evil to her Alyla hopes Aluna can live well, and hopes one day will change, but it turns out Aluna is gone.

Now that they were on their way home Azka had slept in Alyla's lap, the atmosphere was very quiet only heard the roar of the car that Adam was driving.

Adam's heart raged should he apologized to Alyla for his mistake, but until now Adam is still silent.

Every now and then Alyla looked at Adam, looking at the look of Adam who became gloomy, since their conversation had made a prejudice on Alyla, that Adam still loved Aluna very much. Aluna turned her gaze towards the window of what would happen if they married whether Adam would love her as Aluna who had a similar face to her.

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