I'm Not/Only a Shadow
Alyla's Feelings

Today it has been 5 days Adam in Jakarta but almost every day Adam called Alyla to ask him the news, to be exact Azka news,and as Adam had ordered since Adam went to Jakarta Alyla and Azka stayed at the villa.

"Mom, has Daddy called yet?" usually Adam will call Alyla at lunchtime like this but today it's 3 pm Adam has not called as well.

"It's not a pity, maybe Daddy is busy, later if Daddy is not busy again must call Azka" persuaded Alyla, since Azka urgently because waiting for Adam to contact. "Azkanya mamam first yuk, later if Azka's late eating sick, if sick later Daddy angry." Azka shook her head still pouting and sad.

"Daddy doesn't love Akka anymore" Azka snags and runs towards her room.

Bi Lastri who had noticed earlier also spoke up "Why not on the phone aja Ma'am. Den Adam's the one?"

"I'm afraid to disturb Bi, maybe Mr. Adam is busy so he can't call here" Bi Lastri nodded.

It was 5 pm but Azka had not given up yet still locked herself in her room.

Alyla will finally lower her prestige for Azka, actually from now on Alyla just did not want to make a misunderstanding if Alyla called Adam first later in the thought he was missing again,although Alyla actually misses Adam too, Alyla shakes her head no she must not have more feelings, all that Adam did just for Azka and himself will do the same, he said,and buried his feelings deep inside that had existed long ago.

"Hallo?" Alyla frowned this was not Adam's voice rather it was a woman's voice, nor was it Karina Mama Adam's voice.

With a thumping chest Alyla replied "Hallo, can talk to Mr. Adam"

"Oh Adam is taking a bath, there's a message I'll give you later" the woman said.

"Please call this number again"

"All right, I'll tell you"

Alyla took a deep breath and threw it away, there was no point in thinking about it anyway it was none of her business, now more importantly she had to persuade Azka to come out of the room and eat.

Alyla steps towards Azka's room and starts knocking"Azka dear eat first yuk!" there is no word from Azka, What Azka until it was sad just because Adam did not contact him.Alyla leaned his back on the wall near the door "Azka dear you make Mommy sad" Alyla has glass, glass,as soon as Azka loved Adam who only met a few days.Alyla was afraid that his position would be replaced by Adam and Azka would obey Adam including having a new family, Alyla throbbed to imagine it. Maybe he was too prejudiced, but the fear always befall him, Alyla did not want to lose Azka, Azka was the only one he had, and now Azka loved Adam so much that he did not pay attention to him.

The door opens showing Azka looking down "Sorry Mommy Akka for Mommy to be sad.."

Alyla sighs in relief and hugs Azka and kisses her, "Azka knows Mommy loves Azka if Azka is sick later Mommy is sad, any anger Azka with Mommy Azka do not get sick because she does not want to eat"

"I'm not mad that Mommy Akka is Daddy's miss"

"So Mommy had called Daddy he said Daddy was busy, but said Daddy later came home from work Daddy called Azka" Alyla was forced to lie to see Azka's happy face,but not completely lying because he had asked the woman so that Adam immediately contacted him, and sure enough after Alyla said like that Azka immediately sparkled happily.

"Right Mom" Alyla nodded "Yeeeeyy.. Come on Mom we eat." Azka pulls Alyla to the dining table.

Alyla let out a sigh of relief that Azka finally ate voraciously and cheerfully. Alyla shook her head to imagine how if Adam would not contact her.It was important Azka ate first.

My feelings

Thank you for reading, at first I made this just a fad I also do not promo here and there even when other people, even,I also had a hiatus intention because they are not confident.new after I gather confidence I dare it I was only 2x or 3x post in fb NT, too,also do not expect much because I am an amateur.first anyone read any comments seneng really feel, although this work is far from a dime Maybe the inclusion of abal abal.,eh so dapet comment that (.... ) directly down again. so for the readers please do not drop the mood of the authors let alone the newly rich me (although emang I am not a writer😁) even though it is not me in any field on anyone's account,if you do not like enough leave and look for what you think is good, not all who write in NT it can be money, there are also those who only do it because of hobbies.so please appreciate ya. thanks🙏

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