I'm Not/Only a Shadow
Not the first night

Alyla is ready with a dress prepared in a cream color dress that dangles not forgetting the crown that adorns the veil.

(She's gaunny).

Adam stood next to him in a tuxedo of color matching Alyla, around his neck a white bow tie.they walked towards the prepared pelaminan, which he had prepared,next to Alyla's hand was coiled in Adam's hand and next to her was a bouquet of white roses.

Guests were amazed by the seemingly mismatched couple, their praises and envious glances being cast for the satin couple before them.

The bride and groom are now sitting on bail while enjoying the entertainment provided, many also the artists of the capital are deliberately invited to enliven.

Guests have started to arrive at the reception to congratulate, it has been almost two hours Alyla stood greeting the guests but there is no sign of the guest will soon recede.

"Well seal?" Adam looked at Alyla who was getting uncomfortable.

"Lumayan, there's still plenty of them" Alyla grimaced.

"Yes, my mother really will make us tired." Alyla also chuckles to remember the words of Karina who said that everything will be held simply as Alyla wishes but in fact the party is very lively, even inviting the artist of the capital to entertain the guests who come.

"Mommy-gates.."

"Azka here baby" Alyla took Azka and sat herself on the chair.

"Akka not see mommy from earlier akka kangen" he said spoiled while pinning his face to Alyla's chest.

"Daddy didn't miss it?"

Azka shook her head, while Adam scolded "The evil Daddy from earlier the same mommy kept me not going" Alyla almost woke up to hear Azka's speech.

"From this time I have been whining to meet you, I'm the same Ane has almost blissful deh" Sania who drove Azka to sit for a while in the chair next to Alyla.

"Thank you, sorry to bother" Alyla regretted.

"You don't have to feel guilty, he's going to pay more for this" Adam said.

"Yes, it's good to be angry, everything that's on me is expensive"

"Yes, it's noisy there"

"Ck, you don't know thank you, my legs are still pegel because of chasing Azka here and there".. Sania also stood up.. "Congratulations Alyla, may you live the life you will lead with this annoying man" Sania kissed Alyla's left and right cheeks and ran away from there before Adam gushed back.

Alyla was almost blown away when she saw Sania who almost tripped because of running.

"Congratulations Miss Risa, Adam's father" arrived the teachers who congratulated him on the guarantee,"I don't think we'll split with Miss Risa" one of the teachers chimed in,Alyla has resigned because she will follow Adam and live in Jakarta.

"Thank you for coming" not Alyla who answered but Adam, Adam even grabbed Alyla by the waist and glanced sharply at one of the teachers who was smiling gently at Alyla, Mr. Aldi was feeling his heart broken with his chest by attending the reception of their favorite teacher.

"Congratulations Adam bu Risa" said Aldi who spread his hand.

"Thank you Mr. Aldi, please enjoy the herbs." replied Alyla clumsily because Adam's hand was still coiled the fossiv at his waist, while Azka was still in his lap so that he was not free to move.

"Mommy is sleepy" said Azka lirih.

"Yes, you guys have been to the room aja kasian Azka is sleepy, let here mom is equally papa who takes care of it" Arya suddenly appeared with Karina "Let us be brides again ya Mah"Arya blinked one eye.

"I'm still pretty, baby"

"Narsis baget anyway"

Alyla looked in admiration towards Arya and Karina at her young age who were no longer in harmony.

Adam has taken over Azka because Alyla's dress makes it hard to walk.

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"Well asleep?"

"It's possible because of the cape, so sleepy" Alyla just finished putting Azka to bed while Adam just came out of the bathroom."I take a shower first Mas"Alyla rushes to bring a towel and change of clothes to the bathroom.

Alyla came out of the bathroom already wearing long-sleeved pajamas as well as her instant veil.See Adam who was sitting on the sofa while playing a cell phone, maybe he was working.

"It's done" Adam walked towards Alyla who just nodded her head, Alyla had held her breath she knew sooner or later she had to give herself to Adam,although they married without any love apart from Adam who did not love her, but it was his duty to serve her husband,Alyla only hoped that she could suppress her fear but her body was already shaking when Adam started stroking her cheeks.

"Why not open a veil we're already muhrim"Adam began to open Alyla's veil and show her black hair that dangles to the waist "You're beautiful" adam said with a voice of his voice.Adam began to kiss Alyla's forehead and then turned to the eyes, nose, then Adam's gaze turned on Alyla's lips ranum, and then turned to the eyes, Adam's nose,Adam pressed Alyla's nape to close his distance and began to kiss Alyla's lips.

Alyla just closed her eyes trying to feel Adam's cradle even though her heart didn't stop pounding and her body started to shake as Adam started squeezing two of her bumps

In one blow Adam managed to lift Alyla's body and bring her to the sofa, the color of the bed was mastered by Azka.

Adam crumbs Alyla on the sofa while continuing to play her tongue, Adam is really no stranger to this true sense that he felt when fondling Alyla for the first time as Aluna.

Adam had passed the clothes on Alyla and looked at Alyla's eyes, Adam thought Alyla was embarrassed so he ignored her,Adam began to turn to Alyla's neck and began to give his stamp there.Nafas Adam had hunted even himself bare-chested, Adam again scooped the two mounds occasionally squeezing it, Adam,but his movement stopped when he felt the vibration of Alyla not the vibration that led him to pleasure, but the vibration of fear, Alyla cried?.

"You crying?"

"Sorry can't be se..now" said Alyla, her arms crossed, trying to cover her open top, "Can I give you time I'm not ready"

Adam got up from his cage "You don't want to?"

Alyla shook her head "No, but please give me some time until I'm ready"

"You think it's a play, we're married without love but I'm not going to neglect my duties as a husband and you as a wife."Adam heats up his lust has been soaked but Alyla asks him to stop.

"I know, I just need some time, please" Alyla's tears are already pouring in.

Adam sighed and picked up the shirt he had thrown "Rest it" and Adam left the room leaving Alyla crying and her face resting on her knees,luckily the distance of the sofa and bed was far enough that Alyla's cry did not wake Azka.

Alyla has tried to dampen it since then but it turns out that the flash that occurred 5 years ago appeared suddenly arrived in his shadow.The pain was.

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Oh my God Adam failed??😁

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