I'm Not/Only a Shadow
The guilt of Azka

Today is Sunday time to spend time with family, especially for Alyla from Monday to Saturday she will be in the sport of teaching, then Sunday is the time with Azka.

Alyla was accompanying Azka drawing on the porch of the house, scribbles that have not been shaped menanadakan it is a scratch of the boy who was just 4 years old over a few months.

"Mommy said Aunt Ane this year Akka wants to enter Kindergarten with Aira right?"

"Yes, Azka must be diligent in learning so that later in school is used to it" Alyla damaged Azka's hair gently.

"Hmm so Akka again learned a good picture of Mom" Azka showed the results of the picture to Alyla.

"Wow..pinternya Mama's son is this picture what love?"

Azka snorted "Too according to Mommy's good Mommy should know what this picture is"Alyla grimaced right too.

"It's good how only Mama doesn't understand this picture why is this a car?"

"This is a picture of a car that was going to hit Akka Mom, the car was hit by a tree so in front of it like this - Azka paused for a moment "Mom can not be later Akka joined the look of it Akka wanted to apologize because it has been naughty to cross the road carelessly"

Alyla rubbed the head of Azka, it's been two days since the incident yesterday Alyla stopped by the hospital to see how she was, at least looking from afar because she was not ready to meet in person,as soon as she arrived at the room, Alyla peered through the door that had been opened but was filled by someone else, when she asked a nurse, she said " The patient who was transferred to the VIP room yesterday at the request of her family" Alyla finally just left the fruit that she brought to give to Adam and also inserted an apology card.

Alyla awakens from her memory of yesterday when she heard the gate open from outside."Assalamualaikum"One came with a plate of fried slices in his hand.

"Waalaikumsalam" replied Alyla and Azka simultaneously.

"Well, what do you draw?"

"Hehe, the rab is ugly aunty do not look,.it's the buak Akka ya aunty" Azka refers to the fried banana that is still in the pegan Ane"

"Yes, this is for Azka, Azka wants to?"

"You, want,,"

"But eating it inside yeah auntie wants to talk to your mom for a minute"

"Mommy aunt isn't Mama!!" azka said firmly.

"Yes MOMMY PITY" Ane rolled her eyes, always so Azka always protested if others call her Mommy Mama.

"What's An, oh where's Aira?"

"Aira the same father again fishing together in the pool of the mother" Habits of Her husband when off work always fishing in the pool owned by her husband's parents, and do not forget to take Aira together

"Aren't you coming?"

"Don't make another topic today I made a topic" Alyla grimaced right she was trying to avoid the actual topic she already knew why Ane came there so early in the morning.

"I feel so guilty from yesterday Ris, I hope that person is good"

"He's good An.."

"I'm just afraid he's vengeful and I'll get his karma, which is because I failed to take care of Azka, Ris"

"It seems he will not be so cruel as to pray that the cause of his accident gets karma deh" said Alyla while chuckling.

'Yes I know even I was once the target of his karma even though it shouldn't have happened to me' Alyla cried out.

"Ris.you why daydream anyway"

Alyla sighed and then turned to the door, heard the sound of television broadcasting Azka's favorite cartoon show, not to make sure Azka did not hear his words "He's Azka's Father An"

"Huh, you mean"

"He who yesterday the accident was Azka's father"

Ane covered her mouth "Ris... How did she keep seeing you?" Ane tries to reduce her anger, Ane already knows about Alyla's past and she feels angry with what the man did to Alyla, whom she calls Risa.

"He didn't look at me because he wasn't conscious at the time"

Hhhh Ane was relieved to hear that I don't know if he didn't want them to meet.

"I don't know what he'll react to when he meets me,..I'm not ready yet maybe she'll recognize me as my twin again" Alyla said.

"Can I ask you a favor?"His eyes full of supplication.

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Adam's condition had improved only he was a little dizzy probably due to a strong enough impact, his head was still on the bandage there were at least 10 stitches on his forehead.

After undergoing a series of examinations Finally this afternoon Adam was taken home, fortunately there were no serious injuries only external injuries.

"And we want to go home to Jakarta, the villa so that later you will have to rest a lot" said Karina who was cleaning Adam's clothes.

"Don't have to, Adam already took a vacation and there are still 5 days left, Adam wants to go to Vila aja."

"Yes already" Karina resigned.

"Have Mah finished?" Arya appeared behind the door.

"It's a reward, but wait for Adam's infusion to run out at least 15 minutes"

"Yes, let Papa put Adam's stuff into the car"Arya took the bag that Karina was holding.

Tok.dok..

Someone knocked on Adam's door, Karian opened the door and raised a beautiful woman with a little boy behind her.

"Assynoltomodel.."

Everything in the ward was glued to the sight before them.

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In the narrative I write Alyla again, but about the call I call Risa, let's not too eliminate Alyla, which from the beginning is his name.thank you 🙏