I'm Not/Only a Shadow
Adam's Longing
"Darling.." Alyla did not answer and just walked in.
"When do we get home?" Adam follows Alyla inside with Azka still in his arms.
"Azka want to go home with Daddy?" Azka nodded.
"Our house is here Azka" said Alyla who passed towards the kitchen. Azka looked sad.
"Azka Daddy wants to talk first with Mommy Azka wait in the room yes" Adam dropped Azka from his carrier.
Adam followed Alyla towards the kitchen after Azka entered the room, a fairly small contract even smaller than Adam's bathroom only one room, bathroom located in the kitchen and living room.
"Darling you can talk?" Alyla was silent. "Mas tau mas wrong, mas regretted lying, should mas said from the beginning.."
"Please stop mas"
"Darling.."
"Please don't call me that anymore mas" Alyla kept saying that she hoped Azka didn't hear their argument.Adams affectionate words like Adam's joke kept saying 'Honey' adam had no feelings for her.
"What do I have to do to make amends"
"No, go home"
"Where are my wife and kids here"
"I've filed for divorce in court, so there's no reason to stay here" said Alyla managed to tear down Adam's world, so soon they had to split up.
Adam shook his head "I'm not going to divorce you"
"What do you mean, you want us to be like this and I continue to be the shadow that must be Aluna every day in front of you so?"
"Darling you please let me explain everything, you just misunderstood." Adam lowered his voice again.
"Mommy why yell" Azka appeared by wiping her watery eyes the boy was very sensitive sure he knew Mommy and his daddy were fighting.
"Excuse daddy baby, mommy again angry with daddy because long time to pick you up, Azka want to return but we have to sort out first so now Azka bobo first yes let daddy same mommy sort out first" Adam took Azka to the room and put her to bed, Adam rubbed Azka's hair slowly until Azka really fell asleep in Adam's arms.
Alyla was still sitting on the floor covered with mats while staring blankly, her outstretched hands stroking her flat stomach.
What should he do if he should trust and return to Adam, do not want if his son will not feel the affection of his Daddy like Azka first.
Adam came out of the room and approached Alyla who was still daydreaming Adam noticed Alyla, really Adam wanted to hug Alyla Adam really miss his wife.
"Darling.."
"Go home"
"Mas doesn't want to"
"Here is only one room"
"Mas can sleep wherever you and Azka come from."
"Whatever" Alyla moved and went to the room and closed the door.
Adam laid himself on a thin mat and made his hand as a cushion.
The night is getting colder but this time Adam can definitely sleep because he has met Alyla and Azka, at least his longing is slightly cured.
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