
"Hello... El..." Zaskia welcomes us. From the look on his face it was clear he was jealous to see me and Akmal walking together.
After El went inside, "why did you pick up Salsa?" Ask probing.
" Go in yuk!" Take Akmal.
With his effect, Zaskia clung to Akmal's shoulders. Zaskia wanted to let me know that Akmal was hers.
As usual, El immediately entered the room to play with his father's son and caregiver. We gathered in the living room. There's dad, mom, Zaskia, Akmal and me.
After a long time of pleasantries, Akmal finally started to make a sound.
" Dad, mama, Zaskia.The arrival of the mas here is..."
" Want to propose to Zaskia?" Suddenly, Zaskia cut off Akmal's conversation.
All eyes were on Zaskia. Wonderful, why did Zaskia's attitude become flirtatious to Akmal?
" Let's go on again, Mal!" Dad's orders.
Akmal tried to relax, he took a breath and then exhaled again. I know it's hard for Akmal.
" The purpose of coming here is to ask permission for the blessing to marry..." Akmal stopped his speech. Zaskia's eyes twinkled waiting for the continuation of Akmal's speech.
While I myself feel my body shivering when I am not cold.
" Well, allow and bless me to marry Salsabila.."
" Huh. What are you talking about?" Zaskia was emotionally disturbed. It was as if he could not believe the words that came out of Akmal's mouth.
" You kidding, mas?" Mom asked smiling.
" She, I'm not having a birthday
You don't get me, mas." Zaskia started to be anarchist. He shook Akmal's body many times.
Dad sat closer beside Akmal, looking like a beautiful face. I'm sure Akmal's guts are shrinking.
" You mean to ask for the blessing of marrying Salsa, while you're dating Zaskia." He raised his voice an octave more than usual.
" El my son, the result of nine years ago. I was the man who left Salsa when he had a hard time. I'm the man who destroyed the future of Salsa nine years ago. And before my relationship gets any further with Zaskia, I want my relationship with Zaskia to end here. I want to atone for my guilt on El and Salsa." Akmal said with confidence.
Plaque..! A slap from Zaskia for Akmal.
" Basic man your crocodile, mas. After getting tired of me, now you want to marry my own sister." Zaskia looked at me, I bowed bitterly. Today will be a witness for the second time I hurt them.
" Explain me, ma'am! Is Akmal El's real father?"
I just nodded, not daring to look into Zaskia's eyes. I'm ashamed to have made a wound in Zaskia's heart.
" Answer mbak! Don't just nod." Zaskia raised my face rough.
" Enough Za!" Akmal pulled Zaskia's hand from my face.
" El is indeed Akmal's biological child, that's why I gave the name Elmeera Fathina Akmal, is that not clear to you? Forgive me for being so dishonest from the very beginning we met." Reply asenggut.
" I thought you changed, it turns out you stayed the same. I'm sorry Zaskia met you again. You. you... Cheap girl. Cheek." Dad spit in my face for the second time.
" You're not my son, you're just a PSK's son, I'm sorry to raise you to be my son, because of you, I have to lose my wife forever. Now you're... Grab my son's girlfriend. Akmal, are you still going to marry this PSK kid?" Ask dad beaver.
" Yes father, I will still marry Salsabila."
Akmal went inside, he held El who looked confused.
" Mommy, El still wants to play at Grandpa's house." Whimper El.
But the whining El was not able to melt the heart of father, mother also Zaskia. They left us in this living room.
Akmal held my hand, not forgetting he was holding El. We left this palace.
Akmal's car drove along with my tears. It's sad to have to go back to losing a family for the second time.
" Why are you crying?" El looked at me in wonder.
I immediately wiped away the tears that were soaking my face, "mommy is nothing dear," I tried to smile in front of El.
Akmal took us home. After arriving home, El immediately played with his friends.
Akmal went inside the house before I let him. He sat on the mat I always held in the living room.
" Don't cry, I'm there for you. Tomorrow I'll pick you up, we'll talk to my extended family." Akmal.
" I'm not ready, Akmal. I'm afraid your family won't accept me. Are you ready if your name will be removed from the family card."
He looked at me deeply, shifting his seat closer to me.
He gently kissed my lips, briefly but intoxicatingly.
" Is, what the hell." I hit him on the shoulder in shame.
" Kangen." His whisper.
I covered my face with both palms. The shame! Things I haven't felt in a long time.
He repeated, even this time for longer. Instead of refusing, I returned a kiss from the person I loved the most. My hands started to go down to my chest.
I was confused between resisting or enjoying.
My brain says no, but my body can't compromise. I really enjoyed Akmal's fondling.
" Yuk's room?" Take Akmal on the sidelines of our hot activities.
" We're not legal yet, Akmal."
" It's legitimate soon. Yuk?" He began to whine like a child who did not get snacks.
" Akmal?" I snapped at Akmal. I don't want to repeat the mistakes I made. Not even a donkey wants to fall into the same hole.
Akmal ducked, his face annoyed, even his lips grumbled softly.
" Akmal, do you want his sister El to be the same fate as El? If you knew how sad it was to be El? When El grows up tomorrow, he will never feel how his father married you, nor can you marry El. El will be married by the judge. Did you ever think of that, Akmal?" I am sad to think about my daughter's fate. Even my daughter's fate is sadder than that of an orphan. If he becomes an orphan, 8a can still use his father's bint, while El? He has absolutely no right whatsoever to anything that Akmal has. Miris isn't.
After hearing your explanation, Akmal again apologized to me, "sorry Sa, I got carried away. I'm going home now. Tomorrow morning don't forget to get ready, I'll pick you up. We'll get everything done so it can be legitimate soon. Don't forget the pretty damn thing, yeah." Akmal blinked one eye.
" uh. You flirt."
Before leaving, he took a peek at my forehead, "l love you..."
I waved my hand to take off his departure.
" Akmal, may God give smoothness to our good wishes huh.. Amen.." I said in my heart